myself & my beloved N..only the two of us..how lovely

ive niceeeey pic that i take..
but its seem the entry hv difficulty to post the pic..
anyway...i discover new stuff today..
a place to jog..to ambik angin..tranquilty stuff..
sea side..beach..air surut..get wat i meant?

i thank god coz i manged to go HOMe..hug & kiss 4 mum & dad..gal stuff & back to camp..i cant hv it all but im thankful..

friday:
~school
~clean stuff b4 go back
~headed HOME..twin pit stop..home..I/K/E/A/..bills & w/i/l/l/i/a/m(i think for this july month im been rambling about w/i/l/l/i/a/m/ but wat to do..i fall in lurve w its lasagna..gosh..heavenly food plus fattening which im not suppose to ate late night but takpe i forgive myself)
~date..(i managed too)
~sleep at 430am..(how that possible..hehehhe)

saturday:
~wake up late ending tak balik camp pagi
~went to mv..massive jam..headed to a/m/p/a/n/g p/o/i/n/t where bargain & all under one roof..not to mention food...
~home...hug & kiss..twin pit stop & camp
~event stuff..hospital..& sleep...

sunday
~wake up late coz im enjoying my sleep..
~been online since noon..hvnt eat anything except milo..coffee & expired cornflakes..
~room still a mess & tommorow school..huarghhhhh

need i say more how im HappY to be home...by the way i lurve this new shades..

i lurve the sleveless im wearing..its a bargain from e/s/p/i/r/i/t..myr 10 only..yeppie!

sweet tooth am i...

was posing w my twin..& show her to get the cruz pose..hehhehe
its in a family(hubby nana said..MIL twin said..hubby twin said)..ambik gambar musti senget sikit kepala tu..hahahahaha..mula2 tak caya gak but then after browsing all pic that we(family ) pose..betul aaaa..hahhahaha

i think masa nie twin malu2..hahahha

finally..i managed to capture this masterpiece..
normally im driving so cant take this nice pic..
so when ive the moment..a driver..slow traffic..good wheather..its like..

"YEAH!!!!..kakila..bwk pelan2..aku nak ambik gambar"
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in between..less than 48 hours at home..
i back to be a HAPPY gal...
a content gal w a new shades..wardorabe..& yummy food!!

even there few others thing that i wanna do but time is so limited..
cousin..wei..nanti we go w/i/l/l/i/a/m bwk twin ok..gosh..lurve the lasagna stuff..
wei..missing u aaaa..pose kau je takde kat my pic..

i began to luv make up..do u see any different

even i cant ronggeng but remember cuti in august tau..

"ella go ella..
elly go elly
eddhie go eddhie..
eian go eian(nie noni's name nak bagi huruf e je kan)

gave us money...discount..sale & healthy
we wanna go shopping spree..
eat like crazy
& be pretty as daisy..."

just come back from those long ceramah 9am to 5pm
i just cant understand people berkira pasal kerja...pity those kids..
in between..some senior things theirs so good (ye lah coz their mature w experience isnt)

anyway..sakit hati tau w all this sort of people..hasad dengki i might say...berkira..
dahlah pikir sakit..now nak gi tgk movie..
i need kl life..hehehehehe

in btwn...where is my cruz dinda?
lupa pada kanda yek..

today biasa..& im happy coz its exam week..
so tak penat sgt..
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in between im glad today that i able to take a nap..
syiok wei..till i receive a call..then i wake up

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i been fed well..
i ate breakfast at 9am-the noodle rice goreng
i ate lunch at 3pm-the noodle rice soup
& ive plenty coffee & h20
basically above its good coz i ate twice a day in a time gap yg not too long...
hehehehe..so basically ive to watch over my diet lah kan..no nasi..mmmmm

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in between,managed to uninstall program & install it..hahahahha
me think its a huge success..coz i do its on my own...
kejayaan peribadi nie..

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& by wed working day..
ada big boss coming(& i hvnt really prepared well)
i just hope i dun need to do any presentation..(suck gov people)
biarlah jelah i listen to their crap..
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i missing home so bad that for sure..
gosh..the work tak let me balik like always..

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i booked my plane to enjoy myself in august..
& today they start like crazy 99 cent airfare..damn cheap wei..
i wanna travel..doing backpack..
mmmmm..travel for the sake of jejalan..tgk tempat & of course pic..
dun wan to waste much on accomadation(gosh im reading too much travel matter isnt)
i think if i cant go abroad..jalan2 in negara pun ok kan..
i wanna go to R/E/D/A/N/G @ P/E/R/H/E/N/T/I/A/N @ S/I/P/AD/A/N
lying myself on the white sandy beach & dip myself in the crystal water..
forgetting about work matter & just enjoying the wind & the wave...
gosh..saya kena bercuti!!!!!!!
but if only i can get myself a new swimwear & a pool that would be great enough(at this very moment)

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i think god has answered many of my prayer..
by showing me thru hidden way
for such i used to work like hell (still do now) & taking leave from work is something that ive to plan month earlier..(i luv working..)
but nowadays..i get cuti easily & free..weekends...& earlier punch..
but in return..there come big responsibilty that i used to dream to be one too(MMMMMM)
anyway...im grateful & blessful for all this..
so jangan malas yek..& bersabarlah

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i wanna wake up from sleep knowing its weekend..
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that im in long holiday
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that ive a great night sleep on the comfortable bed around
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that ive settled my work & everything is working as i plan
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that is still morning & not noon(i get dizzy lor).i prefer to wake up morning..u hv the energy
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that im not late for any work @ appointment
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that im still alive,bless w loving family & frenz & a great job in the whole wide world
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that i still hv my gadget running well & my net functioning

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i was reading an entry..about she & her luv life..
gosh..im so wanna to hv BF & be in luv
..hahahah.but wait a minute..
i come to my sense..my logical thinking..
till that someone appreciate me then i let myself to be in luv
coz i think im happy this way...
yeah..im a happy not attitude like teacher that wanna lose 10 kg
im luv myself...being luv by others & happy..& i will not let myself to be mentally sad by luv..

i learned that if i cry over relationshi named luv..
meaning i cry coz i been hurt physically @ mentally& being hurt so badly that its destroy myself..my happiness of my own

i need to think back whether is that r/ship is worth a lot..
gosh previous experience taught me a lot & im glad i encounter one..
im not getting any younger..
i realized that but ive a heart as young as 15 &
physically sometimes i act like one lah..hahahha
i wanna be luv by someone(different sex lah)..wanna to be sayang..
wanna to be hold & be safe to know that ive had found the mr right
& till the day really come..
i think im happy like this..

tell u secret the past days..i been crying coz im missing home..i been lazy too...

the right side pose..

i look tall kan in this pic

this is my beloved N that hv never failed to make me a happy gal..
i cry when it were not functioning..
i get panic when i cant solved the problem its facing & my life was turn up side down when its when for service...gosh..i do luv this stuff

laugh out loud..hahahha
i hvnt wash my car for ages & its damn dirty lor..just see the side mirror u know

i really luv how the capture turn to be & i dun do anything pun..
i think its like profesional & i always want things like this in some of my capture..

saya tak rasa local people pun as crazy as i am...

i do know how to get piss off w people sometimes..

the place located just besides a bz road & thank god masa tu tak ramai org....hahhaha..tu yg berposing like tourist tu..i feel good by the way..

decent posing taken using my beloved N using self timer..nice hor..hehehhe

konon..konon je..hahha

im rock!!!im UNIQUE..huarghhh..nak balik umah..hish..hish..hish..

feel great about urself b4 others..so LOSE weight more & be pretty!

Moisturize really well.
Before the moisturizer on your face is completely soaked in,
start concealing with the concealer brush.
By then the moisturizer and concealer settle into the skin.
Then take your bursh and buff in.
& there u r...perfect skin & its look great!!!!

i luv to see my happy face..its make me realize that i lead a healthy & blessfull life & i hope that make urs a GREAT one too

many wants ...itulah saya..wat to do..

i wanna go for shopping..i cant wait to be in kl aaaa
i wanna be in a mall(ive make a list already)
i wanna clear my debt
i wanna to buy a SHORT DRESS
i wanna shop at a new shop i discover at m/a/j/u/ j/u/n/c/t/i/o/n( a warehouse e/s/p/i/r/i/t gal! & the fos dia pun best..plus food court dia pun not bad-good food & cheap somemore)
I WANNA to buy a swimming suit..i need a new one..ari tu wat survey
i wanna a sport shoes(motivation stuff)
I wanna a new sport pants
i wanna to susun my messy stuff in my room
i wanna to lose weight & be hoping to weight myself & see me weight 45 kg(takpe lah ..saya tau saya ulang this so many times..bear w me je lah)
i wanna buy new undergarment
i wanna go swimming
i wanna hv a lunch/dinner at a cosy restaurant w comfort seat,air condition,great food & affordable(wei i miss the w/i/l/l/i/a/m's l/a/s/a/g/n/a things!)
i wanna a bouqeut of b/a/b/y /b/r/e/a/th
i wanna accomplish my work
i wanna to buy a new digi cam
i wanna to save money..
i wanna to buat passport
i wanna to hv a clear complextion over my face
i wanna to get a new set of face care..
i wanna to lose the 10 kg
i wanna to build my metabolisme
i wanna to hv more stamina
(while im writing this..clock show its 10pm aaaa)
i hope that i can hv the energy to fast
i wanna to go for jogging /exercise
i wanna to be cuti esok..

gal..a BIG TQ for dropping by here
even kejap je kan..but i appreciate it from the bottom of my heart

finally during the weekend ive my proper meal & sleep despite the pain i endure..
tommorow kerja balik..hehehhe.
kejap rupanya weekend isnt..
how i wish for the school holiday to come cepat2
i already plan for things i wanna do tau..
kesian saya yek..sampai lagu nie dia..heheheh

it was an impulsive buy & worth it
i dun have this brand yet so when it was on sale,i bought it
hvnt wear it officially(not even once)
only wear it like trying stuff ..
its has a metal green butterfly but ive removed it..
mmmmmm..bila lah im going to wear this?
by the way..i categorize its as a killer shoes..not suitable for window spree type activity..
gosh...i need to go shopping spree..
i really need a swimming suit(at a bargain price)
& i really want to LOSE WEIGHT!!!
diet wei..

i need to lose weight
i need to shape my tummy,tight & arms
smaller arms..smaller tight & flat tummy..
i miss to be home...i miss my santuanary park & i miss pool

i feel better..

ive harsh & tiring weekday..
but im glad ive a relaxing weekends(pretty impressive)

my weekend relaxation

• got people visiting all the way from kl
• no diturbance
• managed to do laundry
• do a bit of renovation
• still do not do my job(see im so lazy)
• relax & relax & relaxing matter

ive my mood back..
see..gave me space to relax..im be healthy as a horse once i get my energy back..

in between the nation is ON SALE!..
hear that u all...sale..cheap..bargain..hehehe
& we shall see..remember saya sedang berjimat cermat..
true..i cant wait to go back & be in the sale area...
hehehhe..i already have the list..hehehehhe
tak beli tak pe..janji dapat gi..try..take pic.
(hahahha..ada gak org like this isnt)

gosh..i forgot how i used 2 be that GLOWING,HAPPIEST,CUTEST GAL FEW MONTH BACK.i wanna that moment again!

my cruz stuff that r multifunctional

the cruz nye tikar..hahahaha..lay..sit..stand there for 30 min a day while making ur mucsle & body move can lead u to a healthier & happy life

my t/r/a/m/p/o/l/i/n/e..luv it..

the pusing one & the dumbell

wat does H>A>P>P>Y means to me?

being able to see & spend time w old frenz though its just an hour..
& those frenz accept me for wat me used to be
& do all those crazy stuff..hahahahha

being able to eat yummy damn goood food at affortable price at the convinience & comfartable place...
being able to pay for a half price refillable drink
being served food in a large potion but paid the average amount..
being able to enjoy things that not found at camp
being able to feel guilty over good yummy food & forgiving urself at the same time..

know its my property despite ada hutang lagi..its mine..mine..mine
being able to utilize it my own time
max speed wout any interuption..

being able to eat those fruity stuff alone...3 kilossss(me sedekahkan 5 pcs to my frenz..the rest..mine...mine)
being able to not feel hungry...wout taking food..doing exercise & lose 10 kg
being able to weight & see & maitain myself as 45kg person

hungry anyone?

im hvg my menstrual cylce & as usual stuff..its hurt..
am lying,resting & calming the pain at my room while tons of mess to be clean..
i need to do my laundry,lipat bj,cuci toilet,iron,school work & all & need to SURFFFFF!
at this very hour im surfing like crazy..updating & all..kes revenge nie..its been a hell bz week..
so basically my twin had rang me..so does family & 2 dunnoknowwatodogal coming over,no kids knocking the door..so i hope my pms matter will not disturbing my mood..

i keep telling myself that wat a lousy person i am coz of the work bertangguh.
i need to scold myself from time to time coz myself is pemalas..lack of discpline.
there been unorganized notes,minutes to be files,things to be study..remember saya ini
b/u/d/a/k s/e/k/o/l/a/h yang b/e/r/u/s/i/a 1/5/ t/a/h/u/n..hehehhee

anyway..aint those stuff look damn yummy gooooood
tell u though cant compare w the one at k/e/l/a/n/a things
boy..at least is the nearest yummy stuff that i can find here at camp..(the western style)
well..it kinda like p/i/z/z/a..the difference is its use chicken fillet as its base & baked w cheeeseee...yum..yum..& its served on a plate bigger than my ass..hahahaha
am hungry but not really lah..
in fact im having a juiceiest mango..hear that m/a/n/g/o/oo//oo/o
i wanna to eat vitamin..
fresh one but lazy to buy limau ka..epal ka..sudah jemu..
i wanna yg exotic type..a bit mahal like grape..
fresh lychee..watermelon..jambu no seed..
d/r/a/g/o/n fruit
& the list keep going..
ive crave for fruit..vitamin & that good...diet stuff

in between..i found out myself lah for myself diet things food yg yummy..kenyang & no/less oil

boiled o/k/r/a & e/g/g/p/l/a/n/t served w spicy sauce(can be s/a/m/b/al/ b/e/l/a/c/a/n ,etc)
o/t/a/k/2(brain2 stuff..gosh..no fat..no oil content from my eyes lah & its protein)

hehhehehehheh
keep discovering for healty life & losing weight..

weekend saya di sini!
"saya sangat suka"

u be a HAPPY CReature once u do things that u LUV!

i was viewing cousin's page & really stumbled w her pic..(na..u look gorgeous babe!& she look so happy w her 747 things.if me pun..i be like crazy one.).In between i realized today:

that i dun take nice/crazy picture like 2/3 days even i discover good stuff coz dun bring my beloved N.i found out that my life kinda dull..so does my entry isnt..

when i look at others pic..i feel gosh..yum..yum..bestnya..& i remember that i didnt take any crazy pic/nice pic due to my bzness..

i luv to read others entry w pic..hahahha..im a sucker for p/i/c..c/o/l/o/r..d/i/g/i cam..happy moment..p/r/e/t/t/y w/o/m/e/n..

& thus bring me to these..even the pic already 5 days old...its still new to me..i look happy..i know..when u do things u luv the most..u heart glow..so does ur face & ur smile is real..i miss home

to my TWIN:kak ila cayang..aku rindu sama kau.aku lama tak jumpa kau.apa kau tak rindu sama adik kau.kau dah kurus dah?berapa kilo kau turun?aku tau mau dengar 2 kilo.wei I/K/E/A dah s/a/l/e & its s/a/l/e month..

its GOOOOOOOOOD..& its cheap lor..kena budget seh..tukar sikit taste coz i cant afford baskin & haagen(once a while leh lah)..trust me...its better than the m/c/d one

wat do u guys things..?hahahhahahha

yum stuff..its so gooooooooood!

all i want is to drop the 10 kg more..

i start my school day(1st day)of the week by wearing m/a/k/e u/p.notice the glowing me..ignore the puffy eyes.
i just get my new online BE...na me lum lagi order yg EM..
too bz aaa
i just luv the stuff..
its WORK & very easy to apply.
take a brush,dab the extra loose powder &puff the brush to ur face..
hahahha..senang senang.
tp sebelum tu hv to wear..
the cream thing &
b4 that wash face &
b4 that clean the face &
the step goes on repeatly..see betapa pemalas nya saya..hahhahahah

a bit less work today..
so im good& i just luv the feeling of not being hungry at all..
i wanna it to stay(NOT HUNGRY..>ENERGY to burn the c/a/lo/r/i)..
i need to lose weight...i must!

i been bz...very bz..even to update..strange isnt..
im too tired..coz the burden put on the sholuder..anyway padan muka saya

anyway mr hitachi..im alive..still alive at camp..hahhahah..
i wrote the entry when im about to update things..
nie tgh buat 2 kerja 1 masa..
later me story..
cya all..miss me

im so lazy..lazy & lazy..
napa yek?

y im like this..P/A/D/A/N/ M/U/K/A/ S/A/Y/A

OMG..
ive crave..ive desire 2 eat N/A/S/I
read that NASIi..dun know i just hunger for that & buy & eat
as per today ive

• nasi lemak w glorious sambal & chicken 4 b/r/e/a/k/f/a/s/t & hot drink which cost me myr 3
• a b/e/e/f pasar malam burger that sell at myr 1
• a nasi k/e/r/a/b/u that cost me myr3 & a tebu h2o..
• see..i eat happily..hahahhaha

i dun know..the crave to eat datang..& boy..im getting the scale few pounds heigher..
gosh..gosh..teruknya saya..but i just wanna to have good meal & im hungry
too much eating..too much sleeping..lazy around..no exercise..abundunt work..
gosh..im so teruk..huarghhhhh..

im still here at camp coz of those unfinished work..padan muka saya
i can just leave & go but ive laundry to wash & errands..my room is terrible mess..
so padan muka saya

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3029445587080080325&q=genre%3Acomedy

my fav......cant wait it to be release
pity me..i just discover how to use v/i/d/e/o in g/o/o/g/l/e/
enjoy it..ok

day r biasa..bored student..bored teacher..
oh yeah..my KJ see me & mark me on things..hahahah..
padan muka saya

anyway..jum said things that make me laugh

"kau nie edd..kata2 lah rindu kat anak murid kau when kat sini..rindu nak balik tgk budak2"

hahahahha..its was funny..
people said..that u dun miss someone/anyone if they dun miss u at present..
same here..me dun miss them coz them dun miss me
they only using me ..so wat the point isnt..

i miss home..get they all..
MISSING home..

& in between..im eating mangoooooooooo..
yum..yum..yum

i think she lovely..
do visit this site
http://www.missuniverse.com
she has the confident,witty & unique..
when she answer questions..she answer it w a smiley on & i she doesnt memorize the text..
mmmmm..wat else..she has
great ton of body i can say

im bored that all..
h/o/t l/o/o/k/i/n/g/ gal aint they..

i wanna a new s/w/i/m/w/e/a/r
its just a crave that hit me
s/w/i/m/w/e/a/r make me happy
ive 3..& few misc..
& all i bought w bargain price
here..teruk..aaaa..semua expensive & if its not expensive
its not a branded thing..
u know those c/h/i/n/a tailor made

i buy thing that i fall in lurve at the first sight..
i buy stuff after i browse the place many times & even try it
i buy things coz its affordable to my budget
& i lurve sale..sale..(despite nowadays i managed lah to overcome it coz of the bugdet matter)
now..lets pray that there be good bargain ..

in between..losing weight more i must..
by exercising lah..
ive very weak stamina...easily tired oooo..

no gal aint pretty except lazy one..im the lazy one..hahahhah..

im not suit w white color..but the gal damn hot...
bj ala2 r/o/m/an..
simple & elegant..
luv the hair also..
nie gal from m/i/s/s/ u/n/i/v/e/r/s/e/ contestant

hahhahaha..very good one..
lurve the tips

for myself notes

current fav gal...gosh..their HOT sexy babes
look at the body..minus the implant breast
i just lurve their button song..& video..

i learn to play L/A/W/N/ B/A/L/L
yesterday w fellow of the senior.
great..another new activity that going to broke my bone
but it was FUN...read that FUUUUNNNNNN

im exercising..im sweeting..& im capable of playing
ok im suck w it...at 1st lah..but then bila win 1 point..yeah..
its like bowling but the different is the ball r much lighter
its an outdoor(w the sun..& the heat..which i luv...hehehhe)
p/s:nana i wear sunblock..ingat we going buy the set later ok
& i just luv the sound of the ball bila its hentam another ball..hahahah..
UNIQUELY me

anyway..come back home
im EXHAUSTED....totally..
didnt eat food the reason Y(not selera)
but soon im at the night market
protein craving i was..
me get meself
kaki ayam soup
isi ayam baked..ayam percik
& sugar cane..
see....all protein stuff
& im craving for it now...

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I WANNA EAT
-boil okra w budu/sambal belacan only
-boil eggplant w budu/sambal belacan only
-drink 10 glass of coffee wout getting dizzy but hiiiighhh

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no bad also..
masa time boring

http://www.pingu.net/uk/intro.html

hv fun w these site!!!
hahhaha..
me tgh bengung

its my pms thing..dun bother about it..just i need to wrote this stuff

i wake up today w highly motivated myself....azam baru..
i pray & went jog & i sidai bj
punch in & roommy i am now..
at this moment im so dizzy that i can bang myself at wall..
bang my head so hard that those dizzeness dissapear
i wanna feel high.feel energetic..but im so pening lalat lah

hv u ever.. at part of ur day where by u feel nothing..
empty..restless..& u just wanna close ur eyes & ears
& u just wanna be taken away from all of those mess
im feeling it at the moment
i wanna cry..i need to cry..cry as much as i could..
but i cant..therefore i feel trap..feel im useless & padan muka saya

i just wish that i can just stop the time..
so that i wont waste today moment
just for me to scold..torture myself..
yeah..i think im mad at myself at this hour..
y im so lazy..so pemalas
y i suka buat kerja last minute
y i luv to sleep..
y im so useless
y i tak consistent in my work
y im so bebal
y im so emotionally weak
y im so kind & not firm
y im getting myself angry

i need to bang myself at wall..
till it hurt & i can feel the blood instead of the dizzeness

i wake up in the morning..
sending my dinda downstair..& there goes my maid of honor..
clear stuff & go school..
show face..chat the canteen..
yahooooooooo..no class for the weeks..
& back to my paradise room..

surf..surf..
my mind was empty despite work ive to settle..
then i went out for car payment & my eye solution spree..
tell u i kinda lost..feel not here..

i consider it as
-PMs coming soon as i crave for p/r/o/t/ie/n
-missing home
-too much thinking..
-im sad..dun ask me Y..its just happen..

gosh...i pity myself..
im ok dah..guys..dun worry..
a bit emo & tak betul sikit kan..hahahahah

guess wat guys..
i heard tunder just now..
yeah..raining tonight i guess..
best..best..
i really wanna sleep..sleep that hv quality
sleep make me rest & forget about world & prob..
mmmmmmm....
as well as shopping..
window shopping
photographing
swimming
exercising
surfing
b/l/o/g/g/ing
trying make up & bj
jalan2
eat2 stuff
vacation
beach..
& etc...
hahahhahahhahah

me so hard to please isnt & talk a lot

i know..i lap u all for that...

food..food..food...visitor dr K////L

my maid of honour..TQ dinda..tolong sidai..angkat..jadi door gal..jumpa budak..ala2 warden assistant..

im doing the sea yoga..hahahahhaha

me likey the dish..its just meat of chicken covered w cheeeeeese..
yum..yum..& i eat those..
tell u..the plate mush bigger than my hips..

must pose w this lor..bukti u were here dinda

for kacang red one(my fav & the one that i always take)cost ur pocket only myr0.50.u must eat the stuff once u hv bought it..yum..yum

kuih..kuih..yum..yum..but i didnt buy pun..am toooo full

dinda dah berjaya menjejak kan kaki at my fav beach where i luv the view ..the wind r so winding & dinda said dia takut w the wave..mmmmmm..this gal aaaa..