my saturday

me ..see my hair...
its long..
yay!

am mad w the service..
atos need 2 be sent check back

my prin-ce..

dear prince haikal..
though we rarely met n spend time together..
i lurve u..
i hope u can stil recognize ur lovely big sister..
i hope when u grow up..
we can spend lots of time together..

i post this pic...
as i think pic is so decent n make me miss him so badly...

crave..wanna..but i need 2 berjimat cermat

am writing this down as i wanna d stuff

• more clinch-er
• dress yg atas lutut..(must be bargain n cheap but look way expensive)
• 2 make more scarf..(tamak n gian..)
• shoes.kasut yg comfort n can wear with all kind..a comfort heel n match w my wardrobe
• TIME IN D WORLD
• pill A
• i need 2 buy color lenses
• i need 2make a new spech
• i need a new radio
• i need MOOLAH/MONEY/RM
• I NEED 2 SAVE MY MOOLAH
• CONTROL D EXPENDITURE
  

she is a gal..hahahaha

new baju..
i lurve d pattern as it has dragonly design,
its black in color n i always wanna a tops this kind
d kain for the tops that i send was a bargain
n its look so lovely n can use for multiple purpose
its was kain mahal but remants fabric..
60 inchi-1 meter-rm 3
wohoooooooo

shoes...foc
do u hv this kind of shoes..
only if u hv join this unit..
ive 2 set in fact..hehehehe

not everyone hv the privillages 2 hold this kay..
but i did!

tq 4 d visit gals..
i lurve u..muah..

kurus..lose weight...

notice my crystal cat eyes !
i lurve color lense as i feel so confident n sexy..hehehehe
copy n post look a like- p-u-r-dah..
i lurve this capture as its so sharp d pic n i look mysteriously sexy..

terbuy this.. w mate kat sini
she had this light brown n i took this striking yellow
we thought it was 50 % but only 20%..
so hv 2 pay lah..
we plan 2 wear this for a function in camp..hehehehe
i lurve 2 wear nicey n lovely..

pic..me n fashion..perasaan

pinky is a must
i lurve this scarf as its soft n tak panas
n my fav shade-shocking pink

proof that i balloned up to 58 kg..gila gemuk kay
2day i finished kan jahit butang for this dress..
LOSE WEIGHT GAL!
between do u see my long hair..hehehehehe

playing dress up..
i bought a clinc-her as wat i named
its gold-yellow in color
got diamond some more
i always wanna a clinch-er as accesories 4 my wardrobe
n thankful i managed 2 hv this in camp..
n wat best its so freaking cheap as i bought frm rm2 shop..
its only rm2..hehehehe
things i shop there is manly
cekak..n now a clinc-her..but this r few yg cantik n wearable n look expensi-ve..
the tops am wearing is M in size n a bit fit
still got price tag more as i hvnt wear it officially
i buy this as it was cheap..only rm 26.70
i lurve the hand design n i never /lack of decent ladies top..hehehhehe
pant..never wear also..its a bit tight..LOSE WEIGHT GAL
SCARF..among my fav design(fav design n wear different)
fav design as i lurve d color n d pattern is lain..insect pattern..
i wish n wanna wear this for jalan2..

i lurve d design of the scarf as it has 2 toned color..
pinky n yellow..
both r from different fabric..yet its so nice n wearable..
price so bargain..

in camp..lurve the sea..
am trying 2 imitiate d p-ur-dah things..hehehehe

i just lurve the wear i dress 4 d day
as i hvnt dress like this 4 ages..
i dress this way as i bought this brown sea shell pattern clinch-er
people..its just rm 2..sungguh berjimat cermat
u wont find such bargain in K-L..hehehehehe
i was so happy w d purchase that i dig my wardrobe n mix n match
tops..i hvnt wear(still got price tag) ..it was on bargain..
i bought it as it was cheap,i dun hv such pattern(lie..ada but woman pattern tak de)..
it was a decent wear n longgar(d main reason besides on sale)
pant..a bit fit as am gaining n also rarely wear...
scarf..handmade..lurve d pieces..

my sunday start semangat nak exercise
ended up modified n baiki my cheong-sam
my 2 pant n some scarf susun

i need 2 do my home work but i did start at all

saya musti diet..musti kurus
as am freaking gemuk
i let u know the current weight now
its 58 kg..yes..that heavy..
am now hv a lots of fat..
fat in my tummy n waist
big boob n bum
no longer abs n am so freaking lazy
am feel like crying n hated myself

i hated being heavy n fat n especially at this weight
as i look ballon up
the boob r so big..
am proud of the boob size but its hard on me to fit the clothes
n not nice people 2 see
u know when u wanna wear the button shirt..
u can see the bra..n when u wanna wear this nice tops..
the extra pound just make it not nice the tops

heart is beating fast
n i wanna marah people..
starting 2day..
am making myself lose weight
hated the muff-in things..arghhhhhhh

the wire is making problem lak...
i need 2 upload pic lah ..arghhhhhh

am wearing pinky 2day

things 2 do!
1.get healthy
2.get healthy
3.lose weight
4.lose weight
5.cepatlah gaji
6.ikat perut
7.kuruskan diri
8.bersenam
9.kurus
10.diet

i miss my gateway in sa-bah
am looking forward for my trip 2 re-dang
(ikat perut,dun buy baju..lose weight gal)
tak sabar nak cuti
i need 2 be healthy

i hope i can clear d debt..
n save moolah
to buy a property
SAVE MOOLAH
invest on good item
run a reliable bussiness..
amen

i miss sa-bah..

down w fever

things that i wanna

• for that i be healthy n cure
• moolah
• trip 2 the ea-st coast
• mt kina-balu(in order 2 go save money)
• ikat perut
• lose weight
• kurus
• skinny
• able 2 ganti posa
• a date
• debt free
• etxra moolah
• slim n fit body
• mango fruit
• him 2 call(ok despite ive lost interested w him)
• longer hair(cepatalh panjang rambut saya)

bad fever!
am down w bad/teribble fever
so weak..so fragile

the bad thing am craving 2 hv this sweet stuff
hated..

worse things is i cant do any work

was down w fever..took mc
pay rm 168 + 16 for my new adapter..
need+ important..burn a hole in my pocket

talk w ess-o
i feel bored..n dun feel anything

talk w sob..i miss him
as i need advise for the adapter thing

hated being sick

yes am look so bloody fat

focus on work..shut up n just write the thought

rasa nak mc 2day but i forced myself 2 school.
takde mood
rasa guilty as my weekend was spend in a wrong way
next time be affirmative

hair is getting long
i need 2 pay 4 d bill
i need 2 lose weight

i dun understand guys
tak lah..buhsan w short mentally guys

its better 2 diam n buat kerja

alahai depa nie napa lah schema sgt

class in 30 min..boriiiiiiing

feel so bloody sleepy

i wanna go swimming

i wanna 2 wear nicely clothes

i paid rm120 for my side mirror

be good 2 people berpada2

shut up n do ur work kay

am alive..n happy..

outstation for 6D5 N..
w mr sch-ema
cool..6 days w him n my ca-det
he is pretty much my bestie..my bestfrenz
siap he said.."edd jom gi ko-rea"
"next year lah best-tie..this year pokai"
hope he will be a good bestie around

am proud of my team..
will write more..getting ready 2 pa-rty

SAYA MUSTI KURUS
SAYA MUSTI DIET
I MUST EXERCISE
EXERCISE N DIET!

friday..long holiday..i miss myself

me at my place..
i lurve my place as its attached with the internet..wohooooo
need 2 sit more there!

mr sche-ma n mask..
i ask him to pose..

my student..thank god lah he is my student
as he is gorgeous..gentleman fella
i ask him question that wat sort of gal he liked..(well teen kan..musti ada crush)
n he describe this gal (i know her and i liked her as she is just like me..naive..cute..happy)
nasib baik lah ana-k murid..
i pray n hope he will be somebody in future..
i told him 2 be a dip-lomate..(study apa kau nak study..but aim 2 be an ambassador kay..hehehehe..my ambition..)

this is me!
see me..BEING HAPPY!
GOD KNOW the hectic schedule ive in thursday
4 direct class
bank 2 cash in the moolah
n dated (professional work) w 2 guys that i enjoyed working with

___________________________________________

people..its friday..
n its cuti yay!
where am i..
still in the camp..
am so well pamper w the silent surrounding
n room of my own..
plus am lack of mooooolah lah

there lots of thing am wanna write
but suddenly no idea..

recently my outing partnet is mr sc-hema
yeah..we are profesional..
based on work only
wat i like about this person despite his fanatic to girly gal
he willing 2 follow wat i instruct..hahahaha

i realize ive dated/blindate a lots..
omg..omg

i miss es-so
but he is so stupid not knowing me
he just not into me..