happiness is wat i choose & i want

my own personal achievement:21.1km
even was among the last people to arrive..IVE MADE it!
all the body part is begging for mercy..
yet am fully content
am now addicted to run(walking is the most i do in the race..but still sampai)
alhamdullilah!

its been a while ive didnt dip myself in pool,
& this was a bless even ive to wear decent & berat clothes..yet..i simply enjoy the moment

gosh..I REALLY NEED TO STOP EATING NASI
NO MAKAN,NO NASI
EXERCISE!!!!!!!
DIET!!!!!
FASTING!

I MUST DIET,LOSE WEIGHT..I MUST BE 45 KG!..I DUN WANT TO BE FAT

memetik from my cousie:

work is challenging... not the actual work, but the drama...
its like 70% drama and 30% work.... (80-20 sebnanye).. there's the jackass drama..


my reply:

drama aku lagi best..drama ceta r/t/m zaman 70an dulu

thank god today event was a successful one..alhamdullilah
after much byk talk & tense..
the team-me & my commitee reach the resort with misson to make it berjaya!

i lurve the place & i learn so many new things & places
it hv been so long i hvnt been to PD
i think the lastest vacation i went to pd was in 2005 for a team building
i did enjoy it also..

myself pay myr 110=myr50 for room(sharing) & myr 60 for food(yeah..single & diet)
its was ok,people seem to be "WOW" w the door gift & i did win all the lucky draw..
thank you GOD!

my 2cent of the place;
lurve it,the pool was big,water was good(i swim w my pant & tshirt that make me look freaking fat,w tudung & no googles).i was bz running errand & was a bit tired but force myself to swim as i dun want to rugi my110.

the place was ok,affordable..
its been a hectic week & coming one will be too

am mad in silent
arghhhhhhh

if i know this people would react like this,
i definelty wouldnt be nice to offer my help
lesson learn

typical will remain typical

people get married when they fulfill these 3 categories

1.pretty rich!hv lots & lots of moooooooolah
2.ready for commitment
3.soul partner

p/s:i dun hv any of the above!

i see rainbow today...

things that i grateful for:

saya happy...
saya suka senyum
ive a great family & friend
ive my family & friend so near to my heart-physically & mentally
am surround w lurve & happiness
i been loved..loved and care by many..
ive the BEST job in the whole wide world
i ve my own money to pay my debt & to fullfill my need
ive money even always pokai
i lurve my job
i lurve my life here
ive my own room & toilet & no one share it
ive my devoted atos & my nyawa neeeekon..
& my life saver :my abby del & my fast lane..

bak kata my cousin:
sblm datangnya pelangi..akan ada hujan..ribut petir..etc..
oh ya..i do lurve RAinBOW

A photograph is a secret about a secret. The more it tells you the less you know.

my parter in camp while we ate sushi..
i lurve the greeeeeen teeeea there
as it not chargable-FOC & refillable..heheheh

my latest hair cut..
i need to hv a clear complexion face lah
lose weight somemore..arghhhh

kenapa saya tersangat lah malas..huarghhhhh

my 1st bro going to end his bujang in few month times..
which is good for him although nak aje tanya..

betul ke kau nak kawin? hahahhahaha..

its not that am jeoulous @ apa.. but some how..
this is the bro yg am so close with
compare w the rest that i we until today fight & scream to each other(sibling's lurve)

yup he is going to get wed..
am happy for him .. i do..very much..

& one question he ask me today when i called him today:

"kau nak sponsor aku apa kakida"

to wat i response,kau nak apa?

honestly..am a bit broke..

well..even there be increment

& to think back am actually very..very rich minus the debt issue..

am bukan ada duit pun...
but bro kan..so i pray to dear god..

"murahkan lah dan limpahkan rezeki hamba mu ini.."

after this kena
money wise
ikat perut
diet..jimat..jimat..
save penny..cent..
buy & think no shopping-(arghhhh..susah..but i did lah try..
so at least put cant..but shop a bit lah,thank god luckly sale was not so attractive) eat healthy stuff..
makan 1 times only..
EXERCISE

some people here r just suck
taking advantages upon others
but saya sudah pandai sikit
hehehhehehe

am good so far...
since i land my feet at camp
then come the work.. & work & work

still am going strong
as ada azimat that i bring from home
content..happy..stress free..

kerja will byk...
i will settlekan my kerja

saya must kurus

in between yesterday was the flow day
& yet its killing me today..
was so weak..& tired...
am off to sleep for a while after this..
at 3pm ada meeting lah pulak..

short note..miss me tau!

i was away from camp due to work(if not kursus)
happy..happy..that all i can say..
despite tiredness..yeat happy..

wat ive managed to do..
well.a bit broke..was really belanja bijak..tahan nafsu..but habis gak duit

& this week i watch 3 movie..happy2..
to ur all..might be biasa..
but my life there was so decent..
its kinda like breakaway things that i able to watch 3 movie(at night hour)
in a week

& yeah..dapat jalan2
& yeah..made it to the photographer things..happy..happy..happy

& yeah..cut my hair short..
this is due to the global warming..
where by its freaking hot nowadays
that i couldnt stand the heat

& YEAH!!!
NOTED TO ME THAT I REALLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT
SERIOUSLY A MUST...

there goes my 500 in a second!
some more 4 the 1st time here,kena saman parking

so i when to the hypermrkt
& didnt want to spend..
but bought myself..the choc thing & bj..
cute bj..as its means for kids..
& bought a mag coz its gave foc stuff..great mag anyway

then headed to jog & lurve the place..
kurang sikit guilt
& today wanna go there again

buat assignment gak today..huhuhuhu

my 1st ever BIG..CHUNKY..(very bargain prize) necklace
lurve it to tiny bits..
& my d-beetles hair..my hair is getting panjang one lah

WILL SIAPKAN KERJA ARI NIE JUGAK MY ASSIGNMENT
AS NEXT WEEK I BE IN KL-HOOOOOOORAH!!!
Good know how am so relieved..

i-k-e-a & BB..
even schedule so pack..

i miss home already..

in a lighter note:
ive purchase 2 more BIG & ChunKY necklace from the same shop..

i know i should be saving..
WEI EDD..
SAVE MONEY..
BAYAR HUTANG..SIMPAN DUIT..GI TRAVEL OK!

damn gorgeous body!
toned..sexylicious..
i wanna..i wanna

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do.”

am bloody stress..sbb someone from bloody hq will come tommorow & tgk the way we work
its not that i doing so bad..i know am a able to deliver things despite my kalutness
yet still stress..
ari tue pun camne tue gak
kena observe on thursday..on wed tue my life such a misery
argggggghhh

really memang am bloody tense..
wanna to scream & punch people
wanna go shopping-therapy wise
wanna just quit everything & go cuti2
arghhhhh
am so stress...

i pray for a smooth day a head..
please god..help me.. amen

when life give u grapefruit...enjoy it to every bits-its taste like limau barli thing but sour..loike it!

i dun wanna share tau!!
yum..yum kebab
myr2.50 only..
gosh..i should diet!

its in the blood..
we all lurve cam..hehehhe

me & twinnie-yoga pose..
BIL tak caya we can do those pose..
if only twinnie can lift her body up..
gosh..shopping we go..
siap kau BIL..twinnie..get slim..get tone lor!

& its include u also..edd..
already berat..arghhhhh

i wanna to lose weight so badly!

food..family..spree..windows..home..
eat a lots...arghhhh..feel & look fat..
esok kena do posa & diet & exercise..

pic....sooon guys..tired already!!

& yeah...today purchase...was tooo cool & cheap
"that the point...the bigger..the better!!"

hehehehehhe..
esok kerja..padan muka saya!