been sleeping really late lately
today after school headed to pd
for the so called family day..
byk nak mengumpat..i cant wait for the weekend

i wanna to write so many..
but time so little..
& today was a bless...amen..
i pray for that!~

the weekday was hectic..
am counting the day till weekend..
alhamdullilah..
ive good night rest..
ive sidai the laundry n waiting for the 2nd batch to wash
life is too hectic that i done hv time to do laundry
ive my system in doing my laundry
(that y i bought a washing machine)
i like my bedsheet to be wash every week..means i will hv a clean & new
bedsheet as well my selimut newly wash every week..
thus..hygiene n comfort sleep
2nd..i wash my bra w bare hand as well as my delicate fabric
if possible i would want to hv my towel to be wash everyday..
but nowadays i try to change to new like after 3 days usage
i will not mix color w black/white/khakis/@ fabric yang i noticed easily
turun warna..i will wash accordingly and wash it batch by batch
ive my routine..as i really lurve n appreciate my wardrobe..
but nowadays with hectic life style..sometimes ive to wash everything using
my washing machine..& its takes ages for me to hang/store it..
gosh..
i really need to:
-BUILD UP MY STAMINA
-MERAJINKAN DIRI
-TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!

OH YA TALKING about weight..
i NEED TO BE CONSISTENT
SO FAR..WAS OK LAH

as usual in my diet..no nasi
& i will not eat/control my eating
as i wanna to save money so that
i can spend the money on much worthy calori

& yeah..I NEED TO REALLY SAVE MONEY..
IVE LOTS OF JALAN2 PLAN COMING CUTI SEKOLAH
& YEAH..LOTS OF BILL TO PAID!
IKAT PERUT...TAHAN NAFSU & RECYLE STUFF I MUST!!

its saturday..
& am working...
life is good..alhamdullilah

in between..wanna miss called ess-o
n he pick up
i was happy..it relief the stress an having
dear god..if he is a good person to be frenz w..
make it a smoother relationship..
amen

still tak puas hati
yesterday i was tense..
gila tense ngan perempuan tue..
arghhhhhhhhhhh
dear god,
help me..help me to control the anger
the frustation..
help me to control the situation

am stress w my Kj yesterday..
arghhhhh..asyik nak carik my salah aje
org lain pun takde kat atas..
that woman has issue w me..

"teka mana saya?"

adorable cute!!
enough said..
dun get carried away gal..!

take my hand ..calm

if u guys notice..i been extremely bz..
am sorry gal..
nak blog pun tak sempat..
it seem my life kucar kacir w lots of things to do
io blame myself for that..
that y..i rarely balik only for important stuff...
school holiday in few months times..
so dun worry gal..i will entertain u guys soon

am in new diet phase..
trying to acdjust to it
lately nie..since life kucar kacir
all those diet..& exercise thing fall apart..
of course lah..i cant let it be like that kan..
i NEED TO BE SKINNY!!!!

the weekend was pack...
the snippet:

friday:
camp-l/r/t-flower-sa-te-twin's place

saturday
twin's place-wawa's place-aza's big day-fatima's house-ESS-O HOUSE-cz' abby's place-camp
reach the tol at 2am..get sleep..awake at 6am..drove again 2 camp..
630am reach camp..get a bit rest,change dress then headed to charity work

sunday
spend 8am till 6pm at charity's place
6pm till 7pm at the beach..giving myself time to rest
7pm till 8pm rest n change dress
8pm till 10pm-journey back & fourth sending dear azza
10pm..doze to sleep..YAY!!!!

hectic right!!

but of all things..
going to esso's house was the highlight
he make me clam.
yup people..CALM!
was i suppose to hv this feeling..
is it the right feeling..
being hurt in past has build up a fortress
to others..as am afraid of letting myself hurt..
plus waste of time..energy & mooolah!
i never had this feeling w the moron..
w ess-o..he was somebody else..
i think i made an entry about him
like sob..Y i like him..
he listen to my crap..he soothe me..
he gave advise that i can accept.

ok..i like him..as
a person..
not coz his look..
but i like the way how he behave..
he melt my heart w his smile..

i dun want like to be terhegeh2..
let see the progress lah kan..

pray hard..really hard..amen

its wed..ive class after 10am
am in my room as i wake up early
as ive to end the boss's kid to school

i started the day good..
i hope..its end up good

plan for today

• pay bill..settelkan the phone things
• must basuh & sidai bj
• must kemaskan bilik
• diet..exercise
• hantar bj gi tailor

i wake up from sleep n i cry
i stress out to go to class simply because ive report to settle..
arghhhhhhhhh
i cry n cry till am in school
net was down as the wire was rosak.
tension tahap gaban...
arghhhhh

how was raya?
mine -a lots of things happen..
will write on that later

between:ive crush-always do in posh/vic beck
lurve her hair..lurve her body..
i WANNA BE SKINNY!