17/23/24~young at heart!

I MADE THESE!

for someone who is terribly lazy to cook(that mE!)

im proud of myself making this all by myself(i shared these w mates for camp pot luck but she wasnt around when i made this)

ITS MY BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT when its sell like pisang goreng panas

(can u believe it people said:

"sedap coleslaw nie,sapa
buat"

"coleslaw
sedap,rasa"

& my hentam sandwich taste good~acording 2 my taste bud)

the tide is high

the tide is high
Originally uploaded by Sabinche.

every girl wants you to be her man
but I'll wait my dear 'til it's my turn
i'm not the kind of girl who gives up just like that
oh, no
the tide is high but i'm holding on
i'm gonna be your number one
number one, number one...

(the tide is high - blondie)

got this from my fav flickr~think is nice & again..i luv beach

beach girl..

i just LUV sea..
that about camp that i liked so far..
as per today..i a cikgu penasihat to this class..
be eyes on them at TB beach here..
they kids r ok..so so..
well i enjoy myself & its was fun( a weekend in camp~hv to find activities)

amuse myself:
seeing a jelly fish~1st time in life a real life(dead by the way) w my bare eyes..
playing kites(yep..i bought kites)
i was been told as 17 & 23 years old(which is im cant keep smiling for it..)
picture snap & more..
adore the windy air & the view..its was really a stress release..

once done..
when outing w the warden mates
when for dinner & hv this nice(EXTREMLY NICE & CHEAP) cendol~never fan of it but its really YUMMY good(got new port to bring kl people here)

overall..
its was ok day..
kay..kl people there~
im surviving..
still breathing..
just waited i cOME home!

im here at camp..
alive..breathing & sane..

errand..
lunch nasi at beach~WOW!never thought camp is really a nice place to be.I JUST LUV SEA!!!
at the beach..enjoying the sand,sea,wind,view..it was like on vacation
guard on duty..well oklah the post..
went for beach hunting..gosh..just know that camp is so near the sea side..im speechless..there is a new swimming pool in process.YEPPIE!
new transport experience~the camp truck
the teather experience..

so many errand for today & only managed to hook in net room just a while..
so...will sunday be a surviving day also?
we'll see

dengarlah dunia
this week tak balik..
gonna stay in camp..
dont know wheher my emo can stand it..

• got work to accomplish actually
• budgetting on money...waiting for salarty..save 4 shopping..
• testing myself/torturing it..
• next week balik lagi..

huarghh..

moga dikuat iman..moga tak meraung

moga masih lagi sane..

in between,managed to get the internet room open/available to me all the day long..clever me!

these kids makes me laugh..touch my heart & its only within 3 weeks

how could u not burst into laughter/tear & smiling all by urself reading these masterpiece from ur charming student?

well i did,not matter how they managed to provoke my anger by not accomplishing their homework.. they just a sweet little spoil brat that need my guidance along their study years in camp

told u is not an easy task!

p/s;this just a few notes over the hundred that i've in my mail box.
noted:I am teaching 6 classes per week & each class consist of 25 student(the max)..therefore,i've retrieve around 150 mails in my inbox...


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DANIA
FORM ONE
I LOVE SIVIC BECAUSE IT TEACH ME TO BE MORE DISIPLINE, FEEL MORE RESPONSIBLE. ONE MORE THING........, I HAVE A VERY NICE AND COOL TEACHER WHO TEACH ME ALL OF THAT THINGS! THANK YOU MISZ ADY! YOU ARE THE BESTEST AND SPORTING TEACHER I EVA HAD! THIS IS JUST 4 YOU! MAIL ME ANYTIME OK TEACHER.... BYE!

nama ; abdul raziq
kelas ; 1 a1


Saya suka pelajaran sivik kerana boleh membentuk saya menjadi seorang pemimpin. Pelajaran ini juga menyaedarkan saya bahawa betapa penting budi bahasa dan saya cuba membaiki kesilapan .Sesungguhnya, tiada siapa yang boleh menolong saya kecuali ALLAH s.w.t dengan cara berdoa dan usaha. Pada zaman sekarang, budak-budak atau pelajar sudah pandai melawan cakap orang tua dan mulut celupar. Mereka juga tidak mnghormati orang tua. Walaupun ada seorang pemimpin dalam satu golongan, mereka tetap bersikap tidak baik kerana pemimpin itu sendiri menggalakkan mereka melakukan sesuatu yang tidak baik. Sebagai contoh, ketua bagi tingkatan 1 camp 2005. Dia bersifat hipokrit dan menggalakkan anah buahnya bergaduh.. Dia juga suka memalukan orang lain didepan khalayak ramai terutamanya ketika meeting badge. O rang seperti ini perlu dibentuk supaya sedar akan kesalahan diri. Oleh sebab itu, saya amat menyukai pelajaran ini sebagai seorang hamba yang lemah disisi ALLAH. Sebaik-baik orang yang melakukan dosa ialah orang yang bertaubat dan menyesal..Akhir kata, terima kasih kerana mengajar dan somoga allah merahmati cikgu.

NaMa:AiSYah JaaFaR
TinGkaTan:1A1
Saya suka mempelajari matapelajaran Sivik kerana ia boleh membentuk peribadi mulia dan mengajar kita tentang akhlak,sahsiah dan moral yang terpuji... tambahan pula guru yg mengajar pun baik dan lemah lembut...

Nama:Ahmad Nazreen
Tingkatan:1B3
Saya suka mempelajari mata pelajaran SIVIK kerana mata pelajararan ini mudah dipelajari dan kebanyakan daripada pelajarannya adalah mengikut logik, selain itu, buku sivik tidak perlu dibaca sangat. Masa belajar selalunya seronok

name:WILSON class:1B3
others:05131,CASEY B

I LOVE SIVICS BECAUSE I THINK SIVICS IS INTRESTING AND FUN.THE TEACHER ALSO MAKE THE SUBJECT INTRESTING.

Name:Sally Ang Jia Min
Tingkatan:1B3
I love Sivik because.....The teacher is cute and kind!!!

A'KUM
NAMA SAYA ANNUAR.
SAYA DARI KELAS 1A1.
SAYA SUKA MEMPELAJARI PELAJARAN SIVIK KERANA SUBJEK INI MEMBUATKAN DIRI SAYA LEBIH BERMOTIVASI DAN LEBIH BERDISIPLIN.
BYE..................


a...kum.........................................miss adi?
Tengah buat per tu???saya Nur Nadia dari 1@3.Sajer jer nak antar mail ni.Untuk pengatahuan miss Adi saya suker plajaran sivik nie
krana setiap manusia perlu ada KESEDARAN SIVIK sepanjang mase......
Dgn blajar sivik kita dapat nendisiplinkan diri.................
oklah miss adi tu jer yg sempat saya coretkan bye..........................

A'kum miss adi.How are you?Saya slumber selalu.Eh,lupa lak nak kenalkan nama.Nama saya NUR HIDAYAH BT .Miss boleh panggil saya ( DAYAH ).Saya dari kelas 1A3 yg famous 2.Saya ni sangat suka subjek sivik ni.Suke giler2.Sebabnye saya suka dan belajar subjek sivik ni coznyer sivikni semakin dilupe oleh remaja masa kini.Sebagai remaja yg akan mencapai wawasan2020 saya harus belajar dan memastikan adat dan budaya melayu tidak akan dilupakan oleh masyarakat kita....................

Back
Originally uploaded by *Ivan*.

me think this pretty sexy..
what do u guys think?

i forgive myself

girl with blanket
Originally uploaded by yolise.

i was moody..
my emo was unstabil
my back is killing me...

its d red flag again..

no wonder was too grumphy this weekend...

Surprise! You are a unique bride!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?
brought to you by





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i think i do~a UNIQUE/different~if not by the rest of population,by the family maybe..
i wanna somethings sweet,memorable,easy&manageable,memorable& not the typical wedding...
hehehehheh
im not that gatal to marry at a very young age..
just as a record/noted for me..
in 4 years time..
till then...
there's a lot to be done..

a mail to a friend

my INBOX
Edi,How r u?? Jumly beritahu.. kamu pening kepala dengan anak murid..Saya ok jer..
Thank you.Regards,Pei Tien

my REPLY
current mood:
wanna CRY,wanna go home,wanna ice blended,wanna go shopping,wanna salary,wanna some to hug,wanna RICH BF,wanna new wardrobe,wanna vacation....hahahhahahah

overall..
this is my 3 weeks..
week of patient...week of changing personality..week of running away from student..
hahhahhhahahhaha

so far:
still alive..
still breathing..
still concious..
still thinkable..
still sane...
still eddcruz..

thanks for emailing me...
its really made my day!
just finish my clas~the only class as per today
YEPPIE!!!!
so..wasting time surfing the net..
heheheheheh
still BZ peitien?
HV a GREAT DAY!
just remember if u hv a bad day..
there always people who having a WORST day than u!
hehehheheh(me lah)
take care!

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

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spanish?...mmmmm..

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

see puteri,a teacher here,
story her about my wonder..
"Y i didnt even know the student came 4 me seek help?"
example today:

"minta tolong miss antar ke bank"

i was like:
what? bank?,Y?must i?is a duty of warden?
who r u?do i know/responsible 2 u? & all the question arise..

i quite pack today after school,i've class in between 2 attend & this girl ask me an outstanding favor~dah lah malam student knock my room 2 go hospital:i can ask driver 2 send but i send her & them~honest..im pretty tired!~now this..pretty amazed..memang nie ke tugas aku?!?!

so..i ask the girl to wait at my car at 7pm coz if she need to wdraw so hv to go at that time coz i also hv stuff 2 do..(im so kind hearted despite my hectic schedule~b4 i know that 3pm meeting was cancelled~)

noted that:
a.i still hvnt get my ROAD tax which is dangerous
b.anything the student would be under my responsibility
c.Y must i instead the girl can ask her guardian mom(putri told me about this).if still working hour,its not a warden job plus not related sickness plus do i know u?,r u in my class?

its like a harsh things isnt?
but i just feel like this student trying taking advantages upon me
just to be sure & prepared..

in between:
there 1 face here poyo..
i think i dont like her coz how she look,she stare,she jeling,she talk to me..
its like im so wrong/misbehave...
i know u cant generalize people liked that..which is WRONG..but
my instinct tell me she is the KEPOH type..the one that back stab..(pandai aje kan)
but reminder 2 myself~~careful..do ur stuff..just low profile~~

fav!

Unbreak My Heart
Picture: Newport News
-- Toni Braxton


Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now

The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Unbreak my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights

Unbreak my heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind

And life is so cruel
without you here beside me
Unbreak my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights

Unbreak my heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Unbreak my heart


Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights
Unbreak my heart
Unbreak my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me

Unbreak my heart,
sweet darling
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on

http://www.dressking.com/E-Cards/Unbreak_My_Heart.htm

no meeting at 3pm..
its suppose to be tommorow..
YEPPIE!!

done by painting @ thru lense of camera?

Bedruthan_Z0657L
Originally uploaded by Ennor.

i fall in luv w this picture..
it just too perfect
its more a painting rather than a photograph..
wanna to be at place..
where is it about?

***recognization :from flickr pro account

im a lazy BUM

wake up really early..managed to wash all my clothes
punch in at 753am..
its A week
got 1 class at 1245pm till 205pm~going to PSP....
meeting at 3pm.....

feel satisfied..
as i spent all my precious time wisely..hehheheh

(dislike to stay at teacher's room very long coz of the people,the environment..so buang masa & sakit hati..better sit at net room,do my stuff..at least i didnt disturb others ,no work politics & no hear/make all the mulut2 talk which is just suck!)

by surfing the net..
to search me in camp:
the teacher's room,my room @ the net room..

2day at d NET room
i found really interesting blogs..
read & bookmark it
do quizzes..hahhhaha..its been a while i hvnt done any..
it was like hvg fun all by myself....

others than that..
my life is pretty boring..
but i rather hv boring than tense/stress/depression/red tape/bitchy comment..
i prayer that it would be just a peaceful day...

Your Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems. Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones. Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

What Element Are You?

__________________________

now let see:

You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.
~hahahha..asyik nak balik..sikit..sikit cry blog a river

Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.
~kalut would be exact ,yeah..im at the fullest w onece that i loved & cared

Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful
~yeah..yeah..married a BILLIONAIRE,abolish proverty,no corruption,MUST CRUZ 40!

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton

Funky, bohemian, and girly.

Who's Your Celebrity Style Twin?

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Do I know HER?
but its pretty cool!

Your Fashion Style is Sporty

You're a natural beauty who doesn't need fancy clothes to look good You prefer your clothes to be comfortable, so you can stay on the go For you, femininity is not how you wear - but how you wear it. Still, don't be afraid to show off that great body in a dress or skirt!

What's Your Fashion Style?

Your Love Quote

Love is like pi -- natural, irrational, and very important.

What Love Quote Suits You?

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

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-sexy lies in the eyes of the beholder-

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

You Are a Tomboy

You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets. Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do!

How Girlie Are You?

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dont know how to use mascara @ even wear eyes shadow

(but know what r those)

hated bj kurung & luv 2 b in pants

im cool to work N shift,drive alone at 2pm

LUV TAZ,barbie & all those cute cartoon

but cant stand any sad things~i burst to tears..

emo & PMS

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well,tomboy pun also girl stuff isnt?

You Belong in New York City You're an energetic, ambitious woman. And only NYC is fast enough for you. Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer career Or simply take in all the city has to offer --------------------------------------------- true!!!! im wanna back to KL.. wanna my ice blendede..wanna my megamall..wanna my jogging track..hahhahahaha -------------------------------------------- What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

"The cure for everything is salt water - sweat, tears, or the sea"

Isak Dinesen

at this moment

feel fat..
feel so fat..
feel gain weight..
Y am i seeing my pants look small
& its kinda tight & fit
dont want to be fat..dont want to gain kilos..
wanna loose clothes,wanna loose pants..
wanna feel good!

wanna jog..wanna skip..
wanna run..WANNA CRUZ
wanna be 45KG!

my boot~i couldnt get it what w this people

they said bj kurung & no pants
i said ok
got myself bj kurug,kebaya,jubah

they said decent make up
i said ok
light lipstick & decent make up

they said handbag
i said ok
elegant career woman bag

they said no sandal & cover shoe
i said ok
no problem as i've plenty of it


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but Y a cover, w heel & decent boot create such a havoc to a person..
is it because its too groovy,ranggi@ too attracktable/awesome for some people eyes
i just could get it
the mentally here..
i even explain to my KJ..that it just a boot..
w heel,cover shoes & i was not being inform before..
it makes me tall & its the ways to dress w jubah/dress
(come on!..i wear very decent cloth here..guess after this im wearing all black @ purdah)
HEI!!..i did ask w her about the dress code....
well..at least she inform me earlier..
so..no more boot for now..
just wear as maggot use 2 wear..

sivic value & humanism learning

my warden mates told me about the event on friday
i was around & im also the actress on that day

the storyline:

im going back to KL,
punch out at 1230 at office camp
one student injured herself & was bleeding so many
but>>>
NO ONE HV the inisiative to send her 2 hospital..
DUH????
instead they were searching FOR warden
HELLO?????
so there i am..
volunteer to send her coz i know its my duty(though off the work)
but only sending coz im going to KL urgently!
there one good homosapien exist...saying that she will pick the girl but she need to return home first...
so at last..girl was safe sent to hospital & i got back

the story here is that my warden mate told me that she was irratated w the other teacher that still searching 4 HER to send the girl to hospital....
she was annoyed by thefact that:
everything MUST be WARDEN responsibility
the GIRL was bleeding a LOTS
everyone KESIAn but no action

well..me tak heran..
this things happen as everyone lepas tangan
im facing this frequently..
its takes the HOMOSAPIEN
guts,heart, & mind to act & behave....
leh mare..leh irrated..but..kat blog gak im writing this piece of advise

my black monday

i dislike monday..
not that i hated MON just dislike..
MONDAY~19 SEPTEMBER
got 2 teaching class
meeting
MY DUE of ROAD TAX

i've rough week last weekend & i wanna go back so badly..
THANK GOD it was a FANTASTIC weekend except

that MORON(my prayer that moron mampus is a loser for ever>>>bodoh betul..telefon je..then membebel kat phone..kau tu dungu,... & i better 100X than u..
just wait & see..
aku sumpah kau dah..GERAMNYE w moron nie

did,done & enjoy!
got my geran ATOS
another flexi-net present~i was totally honoured..
went PS~got my bro a dozen of blue roses for his graduation
went to IKEA~went to YANKIE HUT~went flirting/girls things..
WENT SWIMMING!!
PIZZA after ????(i couldnt recall the last pieces that i've had)
& had YUMMY disHES over the weekend_the coast,the pizza,the fried mushroom,THE ICE BLENDED,the chicken chop,the homemeal cooking!!

gosh!!i think gain fews..huarghhhhh!!but i
feel good
feel rejunavate!!
hehhehehe

& i've to trade in the plesaure that i've had over wekend w this black monday...cepatlah FRIDAY!>>>>>>nak balik!!!

my student

i LUV my student so much..
they make me go to school everyday..
give me piles of work/paper to be tick /checked
force my brain to be creative in teaching(so that dont get bored in class)
& above all....
they really test my patient & kindness

guess this my 1st encounter w this civilize student
i couldnt undersatnd how they unable to finish the work in 7 days time
which is really/totaly easy & less consume time
i couldnt understand how half of the class(THE girls~thank god~) can submit the assignment in time yet half of the class really irrated me w excuses

THEY~my student hasnt SEE my GARaNG yet!!
thank god..it just another 3 weeks times w them!

i think my PMS is really near
i feel like crying now..
im so emo
im need my space
i wanna scream at people
i need my chochalate & ice blended & my megamall so badly!!

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kodok is JERKY person!
im totaly bored w u!!
no wonder u such a loser!!!

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i miss home,miss my kl,
i wanna hug..
huarghhhhhh!!!!

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When someone asks you a question you don''t want to answer, smile and ask,"Why do you want to know?"

at CAMP..it like..being single u been asked ..bila lagi?..
well..
im kind be irrated
Y?
doest it susah kan u?
all given me the same advise..
due to respect,dengar jelah
actual
CRAP!!!!
its really irrated isnt..being ask such question but u need to respect the elder so..
u just smile & listen
when the time/jodoh/kuasa tuhan happen..
there would be,kay
i believe that we hv freedom to choose whatever we want in life..
im not bebudak kay..
what for there is
marriage at earlier age but then its ended divorce,unstabilty @ cruelty....
its just..i cant see myself in tying the knot at this time..

when i wanna someone so badly,
that someone didnt realize,
when i didnt want someone so badly,
that someone irrated me a lot
i cant stand man who think marry this person will bring him senang
>>>there's people who see me thru that & please..u R such a JERK & i just wanna PUke over u!!

i want someone that i can rely 100% financially,emotional & etc w him.
i wanna to depend on him..
but here am i..alive..survive..w out that someone....
so till
there emerge that some one..
i be here..as i am...
& NOTES to my self>>>
IM NOT DESPERATE..im WORTH A LOT!!!!!

i need my room!

i think today it would be pEACE but it turn that
i spent the 30 min at canteen>>>new warden kan so nanti kata sombong lak kan.then mengumpat.such a waste!

then,bebudak nie nak ke hospital lak.im so kind..so sent over..sudahnya..they can wait for the driver@ the driver actually r waiting for them.pick,drop & pick then again

in between,when i return at IT room,it was filled w others warden..HURAGGGGGGh!where's my privacy?.make it worst..i cant join the talk..i feel uncomfartable..pura2 bz..pakai earphone..geram!i wanna peace but it turn out that rom was filled by crap!..me susah payah tak bg bilik nie kena kunci(sbb nak kena go thru all the red tape~bosan).

la nie..dah late..aku tak balik lagi..i need to write my dissatisfaction!geramnye..cepatlah esok.EMO aku tak tenteram nie

i can sense my PMS coming.that Y kot..emo extra sikit..
HUARGHHHHH
nakbalik!!!

my boredness>>.need a life!

wednesday:

bored..bored & bored
went to pasar malam,jalan2 w atos>>>>the best thing here is that FOOD IS CHEAP!!well..can save one..
sent student to hospital>>>so LEMBAP THE services.

thursday:

cant wait till friday..
wake early for 2day ceramah at masjid negeri>>>>>oklah..i give B+.
all the content i already hear when studied..but 2 out of three speaker r good.they know how 2 attract the audience

chat w my batch..thank god i've a satu kepala batch...

***go jog at 545pm w this cikgu.thank god she not the typical one..

suck customer service!!!

i was so HOT w my finance..so RUDE the person.
u were suppose to handle my question but that lousy person said he got others customer
cant get the person name properly.
GERAMNYE!!

its my 1st time to renew my road tax & insurance
i knew nothing & all i was ask by dad 2 get the geran..
HUARGH!!!
R*B D**T* finance is not customer oriented pun.

my second week

its monday..& normally monday r is a bad bad for me..
bosan nye w the civil servant & im among the others
hahahhahah

the blues of 2day:

• brief by my head unit~so bored,so schema,so rules & regulation,being advice & brief by her.nasib baik lah ur room r not near(though opposite the teacher room)....

"we're here not only to teach but to educated them(the student ) about life~how
to behave,moral value,belief,respect &etc~."

>>>ala cikgu oooii....im a person who r so schema but sometime always break the rules..im afraid i'll join the student doing mischief later..hahahhha..
>>>cikgu pesan dont go back hostel unless is necessary..hahhaha.aku balik gak tadi..class at 12.45....so buy breakfast,go hostel,eat & take nap..hahhahah..kinda challengging doung this kind of mischief(in between,buat duty warden>>check lah if tak de budak ponteng)

• evening

>>surf for a short period..go back & spend the day NAP..gosh..dont know..really tires.guess im really tired over lack of sleep & long driving

>>sent student to gov hospital coz their sick & in between were ask to guide/check upon the ranjer puteri

>>clean & rearrange room

hahahhaha
see..such a lousy & bored that i had isnt..no friend..no internet..no bf..no flirting..no ice blended..

in between..to make it worst:
NO CHARGER
NO CONATCT LENSE SOLUTION

hahahahahah
padan MUKA!!

ME & NET:in memory

been advise by mona to create another blog regard days in CAMP!
i been thinking of it....
but later on..
got many things to ..
@ should i put this way..
will i've the time..hehehehe

friday 9/08/05 till sunday 11/08/05


3 BZEST day!!
got many important event to do..
half r settled
among things that managed to be done

smell & kiss the polluted air of KL
got taste the ice blended that i've crave for long
got to WINDOW SHOPPING!!
got to work at net for last time
got to utilize the net connection
got to pose as many picture as possible
got 2 flirt around
got to shopping/spending money
got to clear my PC
got to say good bye
got to value friendship
got to go back to CAMP!!

gosh!
tomorrow all the bored day again..

rest in peace~9 FEBRUARY 2004 till 12 SEPTEMBER 2005

today :

LAST DAY at NET!!
very pack/hectic 2day..
so takde masa nak bersedih..
sambil tulis blog,im clearing all the collection/stuff/crap from my PC that i've been using for the past years in NET..
what else?
need to mail people
need to settled all the hutang piutang
clean my place..
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im going for security & future
im going for the better
im going for career advancement
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at 6pm..no longer hold the employee of NET..
no more flirting,
no more super duper 9 hours internet surf
no more stupid customer
no more flexi hour
no more tripple pay
& etc(couldnt think more)

coming event..
beurocracy,red tape,malay office mate,bored male,rules & regulation,procedur,the bj kurung shopping,the schema individual,the role model,the paper work,crave for ice blended,school holiday,KDC9kursus dalam cuti),public holiday,meeting,government civil servant ....& etc..

hahahhaah

in between..for record:
4 weeks of teaching~itu pun last topic & wasting the time
2 MONTH SCHOOL HOLIDAY w PAID!!!!
(im thankful & blessful)

ME & CAMP:a new beginning

do i've the look as educator?

hehehehehe

i've learns & patient a lot this week

I MISS HOME /MY KL LIFE/MY EVERYTHING

here at camp,cant be like i used to be

there's imagine & status that we must care

i think being MISS UNIVERSE is not as difficult as this

at least being miss UNIVERSe u can flirt around

here...even to flirt pun..all R so bosan..hehehehehe

going back to KL tommorow>>FRIDAY!!

YEPPIE!!!

Xtereme JOURNEY of becoming an educator

DAY 1:
all the bureucracy,the red tape,bored people,gov policy,HORROR ROOM & missing my KL life!!

DAY 2:
MC~got fever-might be coz of the stess,the tense...

DAY 3:
BLACKOUT at hostel..i feel i wanna go home at that time.w no coverage at all.it was totally darkness & all the girls like girls..scream..& scream..
what i dislike most is..cant u girls give salam w u come across others people..
its sign ur human & muslim..they just..keep theyself quiet & cant u girls think that it scare others(in the blackout case)
done my duty as a warden unofficially,keeping the girls safe.
its a new experince whereby u been salute/respect by the youngest..

its like..

"beraninye cikgu jalan from there"
~they didnt know that i was scare 2 death but if i dont brave myself who else gonna save me from the blackout,isnt?.hahahhahah..i feel like crying & wanna go home..but dont want 2 drop faces & i need to survive this..after all they look so high upon me..well..im kinda a protector & like an iron lady

"cikgu tak macam cikgulah"
~of courselah..i dont want to be the typical malay cikgu...but i guess soon..what to do..hv to pretend only..hv to show good image & well present..
but actually what does its meant..Y..i didnt look like a teacher ke?i wear lipstick,wear heel..where i go wrong?

"cikgu 20 tahun ya?","cikgu nie kecik lah"
~i luv this the most!!hahahahha..some how it makes me smile while writing this though i've rough day as per today..
YOUNG & SLIM & CRUZ & VIBRANT & CUTE& UNIQUE & CREATIVE & BOLD& SWEET&LOVELY& ADORABLE~i wanna 2 remain this ever!!!!

DAY 4:
MORE & MORE WORK
educating small brats~got so thristy & challenge my patient & mind
1st meeting w the board~CAMP is not up to my expectation
CANT WEAR any PANT~being announce in the board>>>which mean ME only.no wonder when i handover the class that TCHR(i dont recall her name)was saying that all d student might be amaze by me..didnt know what is meant at 1st ,then in the borad i recall what is the actually saying....i was liked....please...Y so malay one..BOSAN!!~
u know,its really bored w kinda stuff.
Y not u just said it that its the regulation & give advise than pusing the 360 degree to tell me about that.
serious i didnt know its a sindiran.arghHHHHHHH!!after that ,that person hand me all /piles of unfinish work..
REMINDER to mY self:
BE CAREFUL W THEM!!
just be moderate in helping
& MOST IMPORTANT~~~~dont lose urself to this group;their just the typicall person~beeen so long in the gov sector..such old ladies..hahahhah
ur so old & im so young..hahhahahha

notes:
in the meeting they serve nasi goreng ayam.hvnt had anything & it was like the most YUMMY meal i had for the week.
hvnt had any food since morning till 4pm~breakfast,lunch & dinner& super all in one meal
NEED TO STRESS HERE
that must diet & CONTROL FOOD ~no NASI kay after this
huarghhhhh!!
tommorow,got old teacher moved>>>>all the eating again
the bright side of working w gov>>>get FOC food
VERY BAD>>>>>fat & calories & FAT..

good things grow~MY PRAYER!!

me think this is the1st time in my life that i became the examiner
how was it?
so BORED!! ~it like when is the time up?...but..its ok except the boredness & the HEAT!!
it was so hot..@ is becoz im used to the air conditioner..hehhehe

met a person same as age as me!
we hv an interesting talk..
got 1 new friend~zaihan
kaylah..at least ada gak 1 head w me here & she's local

today..
learn to utilize d internet facility~best!!!!
not many use~others unlike ME crave to surf
its WINDOW XP at last & BIG monitor~yesterday experience still shock me a lot
privacy & air conditioning
FOC & unlimited!!

now all i've to do..to be nice to the person holding the key
hahhahhaaa

time up!!
BACK to go hostel!!

here i am at CAMP!!!

register,daftar diri ,lapor diri..whatever at my new place..i named as CAMP!
(last working place~NET)
la nie kerja government..so its rather differ w NET..w private sector..
i dunno whether im going to die laughing @ boredom..

overall its ok..
its just im used to hectic schedule,superduper internet connection,my personal PC,my ICE BLEDED,my crave for icecream,my MEGAMALL,my non bj kurung wardrobe..guess...here at CAMP..i'll hv to be a little under disguise..jadik baik..alim..bersopan santun,role model..hahahahahah..

so wanna make it as REMARK on MY 1ST DAY AT CAMP!

5 SEPTEMBER 2005
from home to camp takes about 3 hours coz babah used d adventures road.Along d way it was liked the never ending journey to CAMP!.myself tell me me Y so isolate..no shopping mall..no ice blended & worst no internet..how am i gonna wrote blog..how am im going to flirt..huarghh..twin dok menyakat me w no ice blended,no kfc..no everthing..HOW AM IM GOING TO LIVE @ SURVIVE?

reach CAMP at last but still its takes 10 min to reach there.

BRIGHT SIDE:peace & greenny place
HUARGHH!!:very far..so malay place

reach school..im late..hahhaha..but i dont give a damn..went to office..meet who& who..

1st impression:
-as usual..gov sector
-staff oklah..HEM-cam bosan je(he give me piles of paper work-telan air liur je tgk all that-HUARGHH!!!)
-BEBUDAK SCHEMA NAK MAMPUS-like me dedulu..hahahah..rasa WOW they address me CIKGU..hahhahahah
-berkenalan session-BORED>>>>Typicall malay stuff..some ok..some r just..well..NON user friendly.know that OFFICIAL ATTIRE >>>>>.BJ KURUNG!!myself>>>>NON WEARER:HUARGHHHH!!!
-at 1pm ,time out..go office..get hostel key but so its government sector isnt..there's lies d BUREUCRACY THINGim tired,i hvnt sleep,im THIRSTY,im restless & i need ROOM NOW!!,yet..they hvnt had d key..
so wait & waited & around 230pm FINALLY GET THE key...FINE..I still patient..still can smile gracefully..yet when reach room..the place was horror..

i was at my max patient & that ROOM WAS TOTALLY MESSY,DIRTY & to make it imaginaBLE:

-IT was at hidious PURPLE
-PLENTY OF GARBAGE~people who stayed that r so bodoh & biul.EVEN IM A MESSY PERSON,BUT THAT IDIOT IS THE MOST MESSIEST!!
-YUCK toilet

thank god,twin was really energetic & she clean it all..
so restless that i eventually went ZZZZZzzzz

wake up time..the room was a bit ok..
force them to JUSCO..please at least let me say good bye to modernation b4 left me in this non civilize place.
went there..oklah unlike KL one & learn new road(EASIEST ROAD)to KL & back here..gosh..!im really thankful.
babah & mama & twin & firdaus went back around 9pm,get sleep around 11pm after all d prayer & little cleaning..

TODAY

i sleep on & off..GET ALIVE ON 815AM which meant i LATE 2 WORK..HUARGHHHHH!!
but i'v valid reason..I'VE FEVER(DUE to restless & my infection tumb)
called school & get ready w mourning & sick face.
managed to see the principle.
chat w my sick face..HE WAS GOOD LOOKING though 51 years..
i was d person who asked him TONS OF QUESTION instead him ask me(well..i NEED INFO)
he was helpful & i guess he must think im kinda so BYK CAKAP ONE...being sick pun talk a lot,if not sick..must be even worse..hahahhaha..
then..get to teacher room(STILL GO THERE though SICK) & was given MORE PAPER
i wonder..can i survive this job..
lots of paperwork & bureucracy & malay place &bj KURUNG official attire& so schema..
I CAN CRY!!!!!i know..im so well expert in that..
staff here is ok lah..
that Y i can get easily treatment at private clinic(due to my fever).D DOC i EXCELLENT.
by the way DOC WEIGHT ME:ITS
50KG!!
i was liked..really?@ that machine was malfunction..
but it MAKES ME SMILE & I THINK IM WELL AGAIN..
so RECORD FOR MYSELF
CAMP 1ST WEIGHT:52 KG
WILL LOSE MORE>>>>45 KG!!

on the way back to car>>see this CC.guess what it use
dial up & window 98>>>>HUARGHHHHH!!
then went to another CC>>>THANK GOD!!.it use STREAMXY & window ME(duh?..Y lah so backward..i still can negiotatied 2000 but 98 & ME..Y oh Y?
BE THANKFUL>>NOTED TO MYSELF
*GOT CC,GOT BROADBAND,GOT PLENTY OF PC IN CC,NOT MANY PEOPLE USE IT SO CONNECTION IS MUCH RELIABLE,NEAR 2 MY PLACE,FREE PARKING,HV ALSO INTERNET AT CAMP(hnvt check it yet,HOPE IT USE XP &much better connection)..

well...going back to CAMP soon..(really thankful got my BELOVED atos)

things that i found today:
a.best cLINIC>>doc is great~my 1st encounter w her
b.dukung RM 1 perkilo(i think its cheap & kinda yummy) while guava per kilo rm 0.60( i think its cheap & its look fresh)
c.print picture>>8pcs rm 9(me think cheap also)
d.no parking to pay..hehehhe..
e.bj kurung small kid RM 10 aje(oklah...not many design but oklah for the price)
f.small bike for kids...me see a nice one & its was only RM 50.DAMN cheap!at carrefour,i think that kind of design must be 70 plus..

hahahahaha
after this...lots of things to do.
REMIND TO MYSELF:
a.CLEAN ROOM
b.ready for tommorow bureacracy
c.SKIPPING& EXERCISING>>>>WANNA TO CRUZ ..WANNA 45 KG!!!