Xtereme JOURNEY of becoming an educator

DAY 1:
all the bureucracy,the red tape,bored people,gov policy,HORROR ROOM & missing my KL life!!

DAY 2:
MC~got fever-might be coz of the stess,the tense...

DAY 3:
BLACKOUT at hostel..i feel i wanna go home at that time.w no coverage at all.it was totally darkness & all the girls like girls..scream..& scream..
what i dislike most is..cant u girls give salam w u come across others people..
its sign ur human & muslim..they just..keep theyself quiet & cant u girls think that it scare others(in the blackout case)
done my duty as a warden unofficially,keeping the girls safe.
its a new experince whereby u been salute/respect by the youngest..

its like..

"beraninye cikgu jalan from there"
~they didnt know that i was scare 2 death but if i dont brave myself who else gonna save me from the blackout,isnt?.hahahhahah..i feel like crying & wanna go home..but dont want 2 drop faces & i need to survive this..after all they look so high upon me..well..im kinda a protector & like an iron lady

"cikgu tak macam cikgulah"
~of courselah..i dont want to be the typical malay cikgu...but i guess soon..what to do..hv to pretend only..hv to show good image & well present..
but actually what does its meant..Y..i didnt look like a teacher ke?i wear lipstick,wear heel..where i go wrong?

"cikgu 20 tahun ya?","cikgu nie kecik lah"
~i luv this the most!!hahahahha..some how it makes me smile while writing this though i've rough day as per today..
YOUNG & SLIM & CRUZ & VIBRANT & CUTE& UNIQUE & CREATIVE & BOLD& SWEET&LOVELY& ADORABLE~i wanna 2 remain this ever!!!!

DAY 4:
MORE & MORE WORK
educating small brats~got so thristy & challenge my patient & mind
1st meeting w the board~CAMP is not up to my expectation
CANT WEAR any PANT~being announce in the board>>>which mean ME only.no wonder when i handover the class that TCHR(i dont recall her name)was saying that all d student might be amaze by me..didnt know what is meant at 1st ,then in the borad i recall what is the actually saying....i was liked....please...Y so malay one..BOSAN!!~
u know,its really bored w kinda stuff.
Y not u just said it that its the regulation & give advise than pusing the 360 degree to tell me about that.
serious i didnt know its a sindiran.arghHHHHHHH!!after that ,that person hand me all /piles of unfinish work..
REMINDER to mY self:
BE CAREFUL W THEM!!
just be moderate in helping
& MOST IMPORTANT~~~~dont lose urself to this group;their just the typicall person~beeen so long in the gov sector..such old ladies..hahahhah
ur so old & im so young..hahhahahha

notes:
in the meeting they serve nasi goreng ayam.hvnt had anything & it was like the most YUMMY meal i had for the week.
hvnt had any food since morning till 4pm~breakfast,lunch & dinner& super all in one meal
NEED TO STRESS HERE
that must diet & CONTROL FOOD ~no NASI kay after this
huarghhhhh!!
tommorow,got old teacher moved>>>>all the eating again
the bright side of working w gov>>>get FOC food
VERY BAD>>>>>fat & calories & FAT..