confess-ion:am a bag-holic person..n i bought this super duper nice bag..

its d forth day of fasting..
am still on leave..goooood kan..4 day already...
to ganti later..adoi..

anyway..
today..mum cook chi-cken chop
n we celebrate kak-le-ha birthday(mum's adik angkat)
of course there was a cake..sgtlah sedap

i realize i eat a lot nowaday..that not a good thing
1st of all:edd need 2 know:

• ur bum sgtlah huge..gemuk..fat n hidious
• boob sgtlah besar...baju sgt hodoh
• no more pinggang
• arghhhhh..muka bulat..sgt hodoh

SO BACK 2 BASIC DIET..ESOK GI JOGGING~!!!!!!

on lighter issue..
went 2 this ware-house
n terbeli stuff that make me spend rm 30..
i bought

• compact powder-rm 10 (harga biasa rm 25+)
• lisptik,blusher n eyeshadow(each rm 5)
• face item n wet tissue(each rm 1)
• berus gigi(rm 3)-buy as it a daily used
• highlight if all..beg comel yg lawa..cent 33 aje..i went mad n masuk balik 2 buy more..it was actually a lucky buy as i seen it then i took them n was expected like rm 1-5..but it was cent...sgtlah happy..hehehehhe

went down n bought kui-h raya for rm 9.89 cent..hahahhaha
almond-lond-on..cheap skate punya but can feed my sibling's army..

wat else..
yesterday my frenz tin-ie belanja me this buffet
we ate like mad..hahahhahaha..imagine
2 gals n a kid..eating non stop
we adult didnt fast but this kid fast..
i think sgtlah comel..as we keep her motivated....
to think back..we kinda devilish as we ate this burger infront of her
(we both adult r so lapar at that time)

my abb-y del-l annoy me

• as it seem i cant view pic like i used too
• i cant upload pic 2 this page
• its slow

despite of that..i lurve this baby..
i have this habit that i lurve my belonging
i dun like 2 share w others
as its my hard earning moolah..
i wanna used the lappie as long as am lived..


noted:
i miss es-so..
need 2 remind myself..
it-not -use

its ra-madhan..fasting month..
smlm all sibling r home...
me toooooooo!
rasa best nye berbuka at home..
home cook

NOTED 2 MYSELF
A-DI....LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!

things that i do

• bought gab-by n prin-ce matching outfit-pinky..hehehhehe
• run aling w gabby-carried her n run..hehehehe..awesome exercise!
• watch nicho-las cag-e..in the r-o-c-k..my fav mo-vie
• musti kurus...kurus..kurus..
• am hvg the flow..cant fast lah

today menu:

• mum's cook ku-rma aya-m
• 'me tgh cook pulu-t hita-m

teringin

• kari mutt-on
• tako ball
• and the sedap cake in the world..(i wrote n post pic nanti)

tired but

• ive a new bath towel cost :rm 9.90
  
• ive bought a new book cost :rm 9.90
• tasted the most sedap cake ever..i can feel lurve..sgt lah sedap!!
• kena..MUST KURUS sbb sy nampak gemuk..saya benci gemuk
• saya nak beli tudung baru
• i almost bought accessories but me than sbb i need 2 budget
• i wanna 2 wear new earing frm a brand one
• i wanna moooooolah
• i wanna a slim tummy n a slimmer leg
• SAYA MUSTI KURUS N MENJADI RINGAN
• i hope that person text me..arghhhhhhhh
• me still here..in camp
• i wanna 2 hv a new accessories..
• i laugh happily 2day..watch "u-p" movie..sgtlah funny...

sila jgn gelak..

i wrote a poem..for " he-is -not-into -me"

ADA APA DENGAN SENYU-MAN MA-NIS ANDA?

Tahukah anda,senyum manis anda boleh mencairkan kut-ub uta-ra
Percayakah anda sekiranya saya menkhabarkan senyuman anda mewarnai langit biru
Bagaimana pula sekiranya saya katakan saya menyukai senyuman anda
Saya tidak puas menatapnya
Lantas ada apa dengan senyuman anda
Ceritakan lah kepada saya

i were ask 2 check up the stu-dent yg kena quarantine..
now am the one tht hvg a fever..
i pop up 2 pill during work..
was down 2 sleep n didnt attend class..
sgtlah bagus kan..
thank god 2day only hv 2 class..

tired 2 write...
net was being not good..
baby de-ll a bit slow..
arghhhhhhh

pleasure in life

dearie cousie tag :5 nik-mat hidup..

1.when u need/desperatel too poo but kena tahan as no toilet nearby @ around..then when find one do the bussiness n it is my 1st plea-sure in li-fe.able 2 do poo.i think am not a se-mbelit person and u bersyukur sgt2.i cant imagine my life having problem of that.being able 2 digest/melakukan process2 pencer-naan is a totally a blessing

2.when others person didnt eat seafood as their allegic @ dun like it..am totally bersyukur as my body can accept seafood and a fanatic of it.sup ket-am,fried squid,squid tom-yam,the tako-yaki octopus,ker-rang rebus..omg..i just named the few.damn goooooood!yeah..its a bit hassle but then it was super duper nik-mat hidup..wohoooooo..

3.super hot sunny day..feel so thirsty that u can die @ feeling like being abandon at desert...sky-juice..cool chiling lemon juices..made the chart three..the feeling is out of the world..rasa sgt syukur sgt2

4 & 5..pk nanti..ada byk tp kena bg yg the best......

ok readers..wat ur ple-sure in life

early holiday..but there a reason behind it

the camp was on holiday...a week..
great right?..lots of thing coming 2 my mind actually..
thing 2 do..places to go n so on..
but dad was not well..
not well as in a bad stuff..
so all plan being modified..
things that i learn..
TAKE CARE OF THE HEALTH..
FROM NOW ON...
LOSE THE WEIGHT AS WELL
LEAD A GOOD BALANCE LIFE..
WAT IS THE POINT OF STRESS..
LEAD A HAPPY LIFE..A HEALTHY LIFE STYLE..
I NEED 2 BE HEALTHY..FIT N LEAN BODY
FOOD CONTROL..stress control..

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since i was home..
am sorting/checking/surveying/finding old clothes
i found this red chili color pant n i cant fit into it
NOTES:MY BUM IS GEMUK/FAT/BESAR..
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
itulah..makan byk nasi..pemalas bersenam..
notes:DUN LISTEN 2 PEOPLE CRAP..
IF U FAT..WILL TEHY PAY FOR UR WARDROBE..
U CANT BE FAT GAL!!!U CANT!!!!!
U MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!

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HOW 2 BE RICH?
HOW 2 GAIN lots of moolah?
SAYA MUSTI BERJIMAT CERMAT!!!!

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I watch the op-ra-h show on the debt/finance thing
how i can save moolah..being thrifty n control my expenditure
lately i realize that i spend my money most on food...which is not good!!
back 2 1st lesson!!..
i need 2 lose weight!!

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note kepada diri sendiri:

• please beware on ur expenditure
• save moolah
• save moolah n niat 2 travel
  
• save moolah
• pay debt
• MUST EXERCSIE
• FASTING!!!!
• NO CRAB..NO NASI..NO SOFT DRINK

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I learn how 2 siang a carb..
bloody easy!!!!
i lurve it as i can get 2 ketuk it using this stone..
for me..extremely challenging
my good frenz cook me this yummylicious home cook crab-soup
it was so good ..i salivate when i say the name.....
it was so good it even better than any meaty/chick-y/vegy soup..
yes..am so addicted 2 crab-y s-oup..
am addicted 2 any sea-food..

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AM BLoody gaining nowadays..
that am sacred 2 see me in mirror..
enough saying that all my wardrobe byk yg ketat..
arghhhhhh..lose weight i must!!!

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place was shut-down for a week..
yes!!!yay!!!
now i cant get sick
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perhaps going 2 these east co-ast..hehehhehe
since already cuti kan

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am wanna cook so badly..
the house is mine..
the camp is mine..

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kena berjimat cermat..

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me...

black bag-not min
greyish silver is MINE:cost:rm 10 only..

me.swim at se-lat mel-aka
for the 1st time..
i was so tergoda w the water..
it much cleaner at this place
it remind me of sa-bah minus the colo-r if the water

its not the lovely post..
but somehow i lurve this as am surrounded by my loved one..
my make up was nice...it blend well..
n my hair..i lurve it..
its long..just 2 let myself know in future
that i can grow long hair
n i can make bun..n tied it up..
oh between,now seem like a trend making hair bow ...
seem like so cool...n nice..

my little cute bunny kids..

she was so small when last time i see her..
with her botak head..yet cute..
now she turn bigger..

caught in the act..
gabbbbbbbbbby..where u wanna go?

nana..how old is this boy when the photo taken?

lurve the caption!
"it wasnt me.."

apple of my eyes...yum2
my beloved prince
his head shaped like his dad..

going back 2day..

friday...finally..
i told myself..
i need 2 forget him..
he is making my life miserable..
i dun want 2 lead that kind of life..

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need 2 sort my financially

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i wanna 2 get myself dip in pool.
i miss water adventure

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managed 2 skip 2day..its a start 2 lose weight

• am easily tired nowadays..i just wanna end my night as early as possible
• i lurve 2 do make up
• I MUST DIET..AS AM NEED 2 LOSE WEIGHT
• I NEED 2 EMAIL PIC
• I NEED tekad KURUS
• I NEED 2 LURVE MYSELF
• I NEED 3 KURUS,SLIM N FIT
  

i sensed that i begin 2 lose myself slowly
i rarely take photo..
i just stay inside..
i sleep a lot

result:
begin 2 gain weight..arghhhh
n life is pretty dull..

life need a change..

work today till 430pm...
hari nie dok kat atas aje..sgtlah bagus kan..

my colorful weekend

that me..w make up n my long hair..
i feel sgtlah cute..

amazingly sgtlah sedap..
non fat stuff in fact it was free..
eat all u want..n the good thing is kill all those air in the body system...cool right?
its wat they call the ginger pickle..it taste ginger w the hint of masam-ness n easy 2 eat..
i had it w 2 plate of cheap-su-shi n a green tea(refillable)
believe it or not
i ate at this place even i was a bit full as i wanna 2 eat this stuff..
taste:sgtlah sedap..n DIET N KURUS TOO

baju sopan..
i like the pleated design at behind of the baju..
cover d bottom..n dark in color(op-tic ill-usion of becoming slim)
YET I DIDNT BUY EVEN IT WAS FREAKING rm 12/=..
BIG CLAP FOR ME!!!!

my look of TODAY..
its a new scarf...just rm 2.90...
yes..this is the thing that i can afford...

was at home during d weekend..
i feel d need 2 go back..
reason as i miss my family..my frenz..
i need 2 be away frm this place..full stop..

it was a good trip home..
how i miss the babies...yeah..a lot of babies..
how i miss designer bag n update shoes n fashion
how i miss d smell of shop..
how i miss jalan2..

happy purchase:
a ni-ke sport bra..at rm 36.50..
frm rm 149.00..i cant resist of not buying it
I NEED 2 LOSE WEIGHT..LOSE FAT
am so gaining in weight....

currently hvg sa-te..yum2