I LURVE MYSELF

am written this from sta-r-buck..
sipping a a strong ice blended coffee that cost me rm 15.30
worth every sip
a fli-kran frienz came..
& we met n talk..
am happy..am alive..

the past three days was spend in a jungle..
am easily tired..hated..hated
hvg prob w the mate..
i just dun know
am so bad sgt ke?
we talk like normal but the pain still hurt

i realized that lately am becoming so fragile
my creative was so limited...
am losing myself..
as my dear az-a said
am so teruk when i fall sick & i was different compare before
i need to change..reform..

and today is a way am spending a quality time with myself
i wanna lurve myself the most
fuck the call @ early balik
myself is the top priority..

am feel good today..really as am dose myself w coffee that i lurve
time for myself..alone..
and yeah..tested a new lense..seriously..bestnye

so from today onward..
GTH lah others
be independent lah..

noted to myself:
DUN BE LAZY..
CLEAN UP MY ROOM
ORGANIZE EVERYTHING
SAVE MONEY!
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT..KURUS..SKINNY
YEAH AS SKINNY AS THE ANOX PEOPLE..

am bored w mr avia..
yeah..so very soon
he is so young.n well behaved..
but am still can find the feeling..
am miss mr ess-o
did i scared him much
@ he is too very bz?

a crisis arise yesterday
it was not me..it was my other mate
seriously..am being so very patient
but yesterday was the limit
me malas nak panjang2 n carik gado

y guys bored me...unlike wei..
i miss him
if he only knows..n responsense positively

oh ya..
yesterday went to see se-x n the c-ity
lurve it..lurve it..lurve it
a happy ending
will i be one?

am looking at my fav capture
in Ko-h sa-mui!
happy..young..innocenct
i miss my self

noted to myself:
DIET..KURUS..DIET..KURUS
IKAT PERUT..SIMPAN DUIT

a single day gal's day out

nana:simply gorgeous..maintain aje her body..
dinda:we must be skinny
myself:i wouldnt mind being anoxeria as long am skinny..
i NEED TO BE SKINNY..I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT

& YEAH today am on MC..
was on fever..demam..stay in room only..

missing u a little bit

day 6-chapter 1

i need to do something
otherwise am going to suffer & hurt...
be rational..be happy..
ive a happy life!

i hope..everyday will be a GReat day for me!!!

IVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!
AM HAPPY!!
THANK YOU..
ALHAMDULLILAH..

there are millions of reasons for that
all because..
IVE BEEN LOVED BY MANY-
MY FAMILY & MY FRIEND
THEY MEANT SO MUCH TO ME

TO dinda..twin..cousie..mum & dad..
i lurve u!!!
thank you for making me a great person today

today i went to class with a happy & semangat feeling

oh ya..in between guys..
its feel so gooooooood
when u hv somebody to call u up
every two hours..
i told dinda
"oooooo..that is the feeling ya"

u hated..but u cant help smiling when the conversation is over
gosh..this is hard..
but i think i dun mind..& am ready..

ok dinda..
i know u laughing heart at me now..
still u know how much i LURVe u..!!!!

boarding back!!!
happy n sad...
ive FUN..
the flight was 20 min delayed..
but there was food provided by the airport service..
as usual..FOC stuff..i cant resist!

an italian guy that i met..hehehhe
he was so charming...& sweet..
we were communicating
like itik & ayam..
but we make frenz easily..

new shoes..i bought it there
i can still feel the sunny windy air

i just lurve this capture..hehehhe

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again..am on a rollercoaster ride
this time was an ex student..(hehehhehe)
he called me yesterday..
we hv a good talk...
i was grinning n feel good..

i told the person..
am a man eater..hahahha
guys scared me..
i told him am a talkative..bubbly..hahahahha
i thought to myself..
dah lah ganas..tak macam perempuan..(hahhahah)
i believe there will no guys will like me..hahahhaha
i scared them!!!hehehehhehe

in between..let name the person..MR Avia

will see & wait

this is when am happy & content!!!

note to MYSELF!!!!
LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!
LOSE WEIGHT!!!!

i miss the place..
where..i dun hv to face w the boring& typical workmate
am thinking of upgrading myself..
as the life is didnt challenge me enough..
i meant..typical people..

i miss kl life..
class in 10 min..
& today is a full day class..

Happiness is.......

today..my ajk group told me that everyone want me
for this coming event in the camp..
like helooooooo
am not be around..
& Q & A..
gosh..
padan muka korang

esok gonna be observed
& Y i dun feel a thing..
aaaaa lazy bum

currently at lab..
class was hectic..
i need to take control in my class
& make a notes in my teaching
gosh..how i lurve my work

i pray everyday that my aby del will be in a good condition..
i lurve my baby till death do us part..
my everything lurve..& my source of tranquility

tonight/today..
i need to kemas my room..
baca buku..
& pack my stuff

SHE MUST LOSE WEIGHT..10KG LIGHTER..AS SHE LOOK HIDIOUS

am proud to say that
I TOOK THIS CAPTURE ALL BY MYSELF
yup..the talent that ive & develop..
& THIS MAKE ME HAPPY & LURVE MYSELF THE MOST..
to me the menara is kinda tinggi (as am a height freak)
but I MADE IT!!!!!
YAY FOR ME!!!!

KURUS..KURUS..
MUSTI BE SKINNY
I HATED THE DOUBLE CHIN
& I HATED TO SEE MYSELF IN THE MIRROR..
MUST..LOSE ..10 KG WEIGHT!

its a monday curse(2)

am writting this from the teacher room
class in 15 min times.
am tired..mentally tired..

i need to get away from here lah

its a monday curse

my weekeend was a suck.
as hv to work..

body was aching like crazy
i dun feel am here..

broady is back..
aby del..please hang on yeah..
pelase & please
5 days & counting

my baby de-ll was sick & i rushed him to KL
for treatment
i need him to recover in a night
& a good samaritans managed to make my baby well..
TQ KAm-al..

am writting this from dinda's pc..
yeah am in KL..
due to my aby del is sick
the blue windows keep coming on
even i restart it many times
my worst nightmares..

i really hope & pray
that my nyawa..my baby
will recover soon
& i dun lost anything
i really lurve my aby dell
its my nyawa..my everything
yeah..(so teruk this perempuan)

broady either struck by lighthing @ monkeys play with the line
yesterday it dissappointed me much

quote of yesterday:

"if i being hit by a lori balak sekalipun..i wouldnt feel a things..
not even pain as i cant even feel the ground with the feet am walking.."

class went like crazy..
after the 230pm class..got replace meeting at 315pm
appointment w the technican guys still pending as
am bloody dun hv the right time
i simply lurve my life..
occupied & bz..

oh ya..this morning managed to skip for 500X
need to make it as a regime.
I seriously need to lose weight!!!!

between yesterday when to A-La_M
awesome place..really breezy & new perspective for me
lurve it yeah!

i think my D-d need to send for checking lah
got prob..thank god still inder warranty