I LURVE MYSELF

am written this from sta-r-buck..
sipping a a strong ice blended coffee that cost me rm 15.30
worth every sip
a fli-kran frienz came..
& we met n talk..
am happy..am alive..

the past three days was spend in a jungle..
am easily tired..hated..hated
hvg prob w the mate..
i just dun know
am so bad sgt ke?
we talk like normal but the pain still hurt

i realized that lately am becoming so fragile
my creative was so limited...
am losing myself..
as my dear az-a said
am so teruk when i fall sick & i was different compare before
i need to change..reform..

and today is a way am spending a quality time with myself
i wanna lurve myself the most
fuck the call @ early balik
myself is the top priority..

am feel good today..really as am dose myself w coffee that i lurve
time for myself..alone..
and yeah..tested a new lense..seriously..bestnye

so from today onward..
GTH lah others
be independent lah..

noted to myself:
DUN BE LAZY..
CLEAN UP MY ROOM
ORGANIZE EVERYTHING
SAVE MONEY!
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT..KURUS..SKINNY
YEAH AS SKINNY AS THE ANOX PEOPLE..