1 more day home
& yeah..yesterday..
MOVIE-F4 & sushi!!!!!!

lurve the jes alba
lurve the sushi!!!
lurve foc grean tea-uncountable glass-damn goooood!
+ health+ yummy+ diet +most important foc & refill!
heheheheh

just one more day!!!

wake up eary..damn early
& back 2 sleep for about 45 min
i wanna today 2 be a smooth day..that it..smooooooth!

aku tension
i miss home..

gaji dah in
but am already broke..
ikat lah perut
diet..diet..diet..

that me in action!!!

mission accomplish!
i was takut at first..the fear things..its normal..
but paksa close my eyes & buat aje
as takkan mau cancel kan..
imej hv to jaga also..

but am glad i made that jump
& here is the proof..!!!

yuo..she grown up!!!!
ehhehehe

REMINDER FOR HER!!
(THAT U LAH MYSELF!!!)
MUST LOSE WEIGHT.,
FREAKING FAT NOWADAYS..
I HATE UR FAT,FLABBY,BERAT BADAN

LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!
JAGA MAKAN!!
CONTROL MAKAN!!!!
RESTRICRT MAKAN!!!
EXERCISE!!!!
EXERCISE!!!
FASTING!!

kill urself if u hv too..
huarghhhhh!!!

i miss my sleep very much..& i need to settle my work

life hv been very hectic..
padan muka saya
saya bosan sudah..but wat to do..
work means money..
money to pays everything
arghhhh..

in between..
weekends w activities in jungle w kids
damn bloody tired its all i can say
it was ok..do lots stuff
& abandon my wajib kerja
argghhhh damn lazy already

sorry gal
been bloody lazy..
nak check mail..write stuff pun like
its seem tak cukup masa

look forward for my cuti & gaji..

i really miss myself

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noted to myself

be thankful as i lead a healthy beautiful life
ive a JOB
ive my darling atos & my lurve-abby del & my neeeekon..


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i REALLY I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT
MUST DIET REALLY HARD..ARGHHHHH

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behold..this happy -sweet-wanna to lose weight so badly-njoy her food & dun wanna to share

the sweet cold stuff cant challenge those BR @ HD things..
but it was so gooood in a hot humid day..
that i enjoy it very much
& wat best its only myr 1..
thank god there is still myr 1 stuff available
despite of freaking expensive things

myr2 & made fresh..
sweet it was..& yeah..i lurve the stuff

notes:did u notice, lots of stuff was hanging at my neck..

i lurve the bj as its has V neck things..& the back was kinda bareback a bit
damn sexy..hhehehe
did i told u guys the bj was really on bargain

in between it was the flow things when the pic being taken
the hot coffee was a big relief..

arghhhhhh..i really need to watch my weight...DO EXERCISE A MUst!

freaking looking fat pingu here..
arghhhhh
dah lah short..chubby lak tue..
arghhhh
i cant afford myself to been seen..feel..look..touch..as hvg extra layer of fat..argggggghhh

the only thing that made me smile & calm for a while looking at this capture was the spree..
bloody freaking damn murah wei..
terlupa kejap the jimat cermat stuff..

i dun want to go back to camp..

am was home on saturday..
didnt go back on friday as i wanna to settle my messy stuff
went to "J street" at night & purchase best bargain on necklace
(am so in lurve wearing one nowadays)
its really a bargain at myr 10 per pieces & i been told that
b4 me ..the earlier tourist bought 8 pcs.
i was really tempted to buy more..but managed to control myself

home on saturday..
went to 1/u & jalan2..i/k/e/a & jalan2
eat GREAt food..

• tako stuff + 1 pcs sushi
  
• ball-meat
• hot-fries
• lots & lots of bargain & refill coffee
• dunkin!!!!!-was craving since last week

& on sunday!went to this earthy event & browse at t/a/r road
great FOOD & BARGAIN!!!
freaking cheap that i wanna to buy more
(lupa diri kejap-lots of bj kerja-the kurung things & my "ME" kind of version scarf)

• old school ice cream from the bike seller 4 myr 1-damn cheap
• candy cotton
• 50 cent choc donut-
• coffee from mama/k shop
• mee fried
• mama's home cooking

it was a happy & stress free weekend..
feel good
balik nie

KENA JIMAT
KENA DIET..MESTI2..WAJIB
KENA JGN MAKAN
DUN EAT NASI
KENA SAVE EACH PENNY
KENA EXERCISE
KENA WAT ASSIGNMENT!!!!!
KENA KEMAS MY WORK TABLE


TO MYSELF:

I LURVE MYSELF..
BE HAPPY!!

a gal..can dream as she please..& pray ..& hope & work it out!!!

somehow..i lurve this capture
as i look so gypsy..free & easy
(some might said selekeh a bit..well macam a bit pun..)
but still..am look so happy..so stress free..
i was smiling..i was laughing(sound that ive encounter a horror day)
& see my new jeans..
make my leg(not thigh..like slim.)
yup this gal..wanna to be so damn skinny..

skinny..cruz45..lose weight..
can make her so elated!

"please fat..go away..
set her free..
let she be fit..young spirit & happy..
she wanna to lose weight so badly"

sunny day..bright blue skies..just make my day..

***********
am fat..arghhhh
big fat arse..tight..& flabby stomach..
arghhhhh

i think i lurve my hair..
cute..short...
& soooo truly me!

i wanna eat lots of stuff..
but most stuff cant be found in camp..
so home..i shall

i miss shopping..
but i need to save..berjimat..

i wanna to wear dress..mini dress
i wanna to jog for non stop
i wanna to eat/indulge in choc-sweet stuff..

*******

oh yeah!
i lurve the little actress new bald hair..
courage attempt..but i think i wouldnt mind either..
well u get paid wat..(hehehehe..memang myr eyes sungguh)

*******

i wanna leave stuff & off for my relaxation..i wish..ive the courage to do so

dun hv mood today..

buhsan..am i..

my mind sumewhere traveling..cuti2..

i really need holiday so bad..

backpacking..free life..fun frenz..

budget holiday

(dun wan fancy hotel as hotel cost a lot..)

yet fun..

dun u just blue sky..a camera that work..& the closeness of being home

when life give u a lemon..
make a lemonande..

I MUST DIET!!!!
i must lose weight!

arghhh..i feel fat..arghhhh

1 day more for the last class..
then exam
then bukak sekolah..
am mentally tired..
yet alive & still kicking legs!

3 paper 2 be covered in 10 days..
& that really a challenge
i need to breath but am so afraid am getting
more tired..
so home i was..ambik clean shirt & balik baca buku

hang on there edd!!!
kejap aje..
ur a superb one..

& do control ur eating & do diet..
i dun want to be fat..
i just wanna to be 45 kg..

i need to shed down kilos

& i finally managed to walk at the park in the morning!
& a big different it made in my day!

dun malas2..4 flat !

class today was good..
start sleepy..but then i went to slept for a nap kejap kat surau..then ambik wudu
awake..& dapat lah some info

the lecturing was a transfer knowlegde.
i feel like clever for a while..
macam kat u dulu2..
but now..leh blog from class..
i feel so canggih one..
hehehhehe

& the aircon is way so cool..
lurve it..pakai make up tak cair..
but ari nie..simple aje..

ok..class about to start soon..
ive great weekend..& pray for great day a hed..

just return from hiking experience
its a tempurung cave!
we(5 of us) was late (coz of the jam)
& miss the earlier trip..
but wat important is to masuk the cave lah
was wonder at 1st about the wonder of the caves
but the crowd is too huge for our group till we join the second one

ive FUN!!

noted to myself:

read these:

http://www.kenrockwell.com/tech/nikon-vs-canon.htm