i am damn tired 2day. 

my BLURNESS 2DAY

dont what wrong w me 2day..i've no mood at all,

i angry,i feel like to kick
someone ass(in fact i do...that
bullshit will pay his price),i wanna scream
at people,i fed up of straving
myself,i hungry,i fell hatred,i want
revenge,i feel fat,i wannna to be cruz,i
wanna myself 2 be 40kg,im broke,i
wanna vacation,i wanna haagen dass i wanna
expensive icecream,i wanna go
shopping,i wanna window shopping,i wanna 2 spent
money,i wanna 2 try new
outfit,i wanna puke,i wanna 2 do 8 hours exercise non
stop so that i can
burn that calories & kilos,i wanna 2 fit into swimming
suit,i wanna to
go to shopping mall,i wanna skip work 2day,i dont want 2 think
anything,i
wanna money fall from sky,i wanna jumping rope 500X:only manage 2do 100X 2day,i
wanna watch movie,i wanna 2 take my NIKON-i miss my nikon so much,i WANNA My
nikon...

hish..hish..hish..

im not me 2day..i wanna cry.might be i PMS,my sugar level drop,argh..i donno..i wrote email 2 noni....i feel that i need 2 express my feeling...

HAI DIK..


akak rasa tak bersemangat je
2day..
argh....
akak masuk office jam 3pm,msk highway,then akak pikir
takleh jadi nie..akak kena makan icecream..so i drive to mcd yg kat petronas
tu.....ye..ye..ey makan mc flurry oreo...heavennya..

please make me
laugh..napa yek..
might be sebab:
a.ari nie bgn late:plan,akak nak gi
ambik my nikon..i dont hv any free days except next week.
b.i think la my
blood presure low sbb i CRAVE for sweet things..he..he..(that brought me to
drive 2 drive thru mcdonald..

apalah kak eddihie melalut nie..sorry
lah dik,im not myself 2day..
akak macam nak ponteng je kerja so ari nie akak
datang pakai bj baru(i bought it long time tp tak pakai2 lagi sbb tak ada d
right occasion 2 wear)& beg MERAH br yg tak PERNAH pakai lagi..siap semua
akak br bukak from plastik..& i eat ICECREAM(IT still ok sbb bukan soft
drink:i ban myself from soft drink..he..he..he..)

sorry ye
dik..saje je akak nak melalut nie..im DAMN BORED,TENSION.& i feel like
crying..he..he.he..reason :DONT KNOW...might be related 2 PMS..

ok
dik..love u laways..still hv hawa no .IS 0122858662

p/s:i feel this feeling since yesterday..thank god WEI call testerday..we talk about 2 hours..i feel relief yesterday..i feel bless hearing his voice,i laugh & laugh & laugh..that my real laugh as for yesterday.

i just bored & i testing d advance of using this hello 

life as it yesterday!

16 june 05'
work KFC 9AM -12PM,malam ada party.1st time jumpa AM..argh..he kinda hensem..
my body damn tired,exhousted,hungry & sleepy.i eat:
nasi 2day..around 10 spoon,kfc hs thigh,OR burger &5 spoon bihun.
tidur around 4am

17 june 05'
wake up at 1140am.get muffin from noni.sent ray & ani 2 KLIA at 1pm.eat BK.reach home at 5pm sesat kat putrajaya(clumsy me!).went to pasar malam buy kuih(d tepung pelita & koci sedapnya) & a new pinky donnatella tudung:RM 13.work kfc at 7pm-12pm.sleep at 2pm.

kerja on 18 june 2005 at jaring:9am -6pm,kfc:7pm- 12pm

me & ikea

im a workaholic & shoperholic at d same time.that Y late sikit nak jadi jutawan..arghh..l endure shopping!its a therapy & stress release for me..
2day when 2 ikea 2 buy CICnya farewell gift & i ended buying myself some stuff also..

gone RM 52.80..me buy foldable table RM 25,mug RM 1.50,hanger kayu RM
6.90,senduk kayu & spaggetti RM 1.90 & RM 6.90,penapis red RM 3.90,jug
red RM 3.90,soket biru RM .090 &small bag RM 1.90.

didnt make any list at all & didnt think buy anything but when i c its quite cheap,i grap it all in d way finding d gift & cashier..actually there are few item i want that capture my EYE!,but since no time & no money can't do much lah..perhaps next month@ bila ada duitlah:
my list from ikea next month
a.table & bench 4 children :
green in colour/space 2 save things inside/for MY room:RM 49/RM 39

b.foldable table yg plastic:RM 25
c.side table:RM 49:hv different color,red & green is nice
d.closet RM 159.simple & smart
e.present 4 noni,noni's mom,nenek, nudge:list:lampu RM 29,jam guarantee RM 29,tmpt letak bj RM 29,tray RM 19 & bekas plastick RM 12
others:
f.tray RM 19,foldable small table RM 19,bekas biru RM 5.90,bekas laundry RM 12.90,mug,jug,tupperware,

niat nak beli utuk cham family:anak cham bekas frog,tray & jam.nie in august kot
ha..ha..ha...nie list je..belum lagi aku kat sana,ada je benda nak grap.last went masa sale in FEB.next month kena gi sbb nak cari present.

REMINDER for myself.bulan JULY kena start save byk sikit COZ untuk give abah 2 my pay road tax.i've 2 prepare at least RM 1500.I'VE 2 SAVE!!!!!

conquering d world

i remember masa belaja r dulu POLITICAL SCIENCE under this lecture,cant recall his name but his ok.meaning in term of teaching,marking,evaluation&professional in his teaching.i did enjoy his class.on one occasion dia pernah tanya student:

how many r state in d world class?

huh!state..berapa..byk lah cikgu oii

teka& teka,no one can give accurate answer & it was given as a home work.so kenalah cari.

it was fun gak learning ngan this lecture sbb dia treat u like an adult , a U student not budak sekolah.learning is not based on memorization & reading ur text book only yet reading should be an enjoyment,to treasure a lot about new thing,enchance knowledge,widen ur thinking skill & many more.even kalau bc komik @ cartoon pun it still consider reading.ngan lecture nie,tugasan setiap semester adalah differ so we cant expect d same teaching skill @ notes @ course work.bila masuk kelas cikgu nie,kalau kita jenis memang kuat membaca @ enjoy reading ,memanglah untung.lecture nie taklah ckp /motivate his 2 student read..read..read tapi bila dah abis belajar/grad br i sedar cikgu nie kira good role model lah lecture nie.in addition,if kita went to his lecture room,we boleh c his transcript yg 4 flat,buku2nya yg byk & kemas tersusun.kita leh taulah yg dia nie seorang yg knowledge @ berilmu.

sbb itulah antara org yg berilmu & berharta,lebih tinggi martabat nya insan yg berilmu.

contoh2 question yg dia tanya yg aku ingat lagilah

sapa nama
secretary PBB 1st dr
ASEAN?
U-THANT,MYAMMAR

there is
1st world & 3 world but Y
didnt hv 2?
puzzle tak soalan nie.betul gak kan?puaslah
bg answer.nak tau apa?
Dunia ke 2 tu negara komunis.tp
komunis kan dah
tak wujud@ nak pupus so kita taklah kerap guna it.(imreally
amazed.rasa
betapa kerdil &jahil nya aku nie)

sepanjang aku belajar aku rasa lah adalah 5-15 org cikgu yg ilmunya betul2 melekat kat akunye sistem otak nie..hmmmmm..nanti aku pikir

cikgu arab level 1-foreigner
ustaz zawawi & ustaz level 6
cikgu aku cerita nie
cikgu history yg russia tu
cikgu political economy in M'sia
cikgu islam in contemporary SEA
cikgu2 masa matric(me rasalah cikgu matric nie bebaik belaka except 1 @2 tu yg lain,best ! sbb masa tu kan bebudak lagi.i just 18!!!!,i did enjoy gi class & dgr d lecturing .among ustaz yg me ingat:ustaz abdi,ustaz foreigner yg balik france,ustaz indonesia tu,ustaz pakistan.i do misz d old day!!!!!


anyway bebalik ceta state tulah kata ,if tak silap lah if,d no of state yg disahkan PBB (my perkasaran):190-210.might be lah..tp pasti it is more than 190 countries.

sebenarnya aku nak buat peringatan kat diri sendiri about negara2 yg wujud di dunia nie yg aku akan visit (dgn izin tuhan) :

CHINA
aku nah buat questionaire.ifu were given 3 state 2 visit FOC(bukan study,melancong yg betul2nye),which would u choose:
a.china
b.australia
c.USA
aku choose A sbb china nie so mysterious,so big,byk sejarah & hikayatnya.aku nak jelajah satu china!.of course lah aku nak gi GREAT WALL OF CHINA,ada kwsn kat china tu terkenal ngan sg dia,d view cantiknya!-nie pun aku tgk gambar,belum gi lagi),d food,d culture & every inch of china.season dia nie bukan 1 season,byk season sbb ia negara yg besar plus different time zone(this quite challeging).plus currency rate still tak membebankan & ada chance leh gi HK @ mongolia if sempat.

INDIA
sbb negara nie multi culture/history/people.nampak miskin tapi bak kata cikgu tu,india & china nie even miskin,tp punya tenaga buruh yg murah.cikgu aku tu bgtau(aku kagum sat) india has produce all d nobel winner.none from china.nampak je kotor,miskin,tp kira this state boleh berbangga lah dgn his citizen.kat india nie cikgu aku tu story ada tempat nama bangolare yg mana mcm cybercaya.kira in term of IT ,this state nie maju depan sikit lah.tp i dont want 2 bangalore tu,msia pun ada kan,i wanna went tempat yg make india unique. eg TAJ MAHAL in my list,d river of ganges,south india yg dekat ngan goa,north india .currency pun murah & i want to want 2 SHOP for kain/bj/beg/sari/fabrik/accessories/beaded item etc coz people said ada byk choices kat sana,terkini & penting MURAH...


KASHMIR
tempat nie cantik sesangat.org cakap heaven in earth..kalau tgk ceta hindi lama byk view of kashmir.macam kat europe je tp ur in ASIA.but tempat nie kan tgh berelagah..sayang kan..but someday i believe there will be peace.someday!

NEPAL
nice place also.tempat bawah kaki everest.i can smell d fresh himalaya breeze.

RUSIA
aku naik naik train yg merentasi rusia."Trans-Siberian Railroad"

Trans-Siberian Railroad Trans-Siberian Railroad, rail line, linking European Russia with the Pacific coast. Its construction began in 1891, on the initiative of Count S. Y. Witte, and was completed in 1905. The completion of the railroad greatly affected the history of the Russian Empire, the Soviet Union, and modern Russia by opening up Siberia to development.The original line began at Chelyabinsk and ran generally east through Omsk, Novosibirsk, Krasnoyarsk, Irkutsk, and Chita; it traversed Manchuria and reentered Russian territory before ending at Vladivostok. The Manchurian section of the line is known as the Chinese Eastern Railroad. The present Trans-Siberian RR branches off from the original line at Chita to follow, roughly, the Amur and Ussuri rivers and reaches Vladivostok by way of Khabarovsk; it lies entirely in Russian territory. The Moscow-Vladivostok run is 5,785 mi (9,310 km); the electrification of the entire line was only completed in 2002. The line carries both freight and passengers.screen.

HAWAII
macam best je kan tempat nie..i want to go coz of d beaches,d environment

MEDITERRANEAN COUNTRIES

DISNEYLAND(not a country but a place yang aku nak gi masa kecik)

TASMANIA island
nie kat australia..nak gi tgk real live creature of TAZMANIA devil

w god will jugak as a muslim i want to visit mecca & medina (for hajj&umrah),jordan=laut mati,jerussalam=masjid al-aqsa

apa2 pun m'sia jugak aku cuti2 malaysia.
aku nak gi sabah & sarawak=byk tempat menarik kat sini such as leh daki kinabalu,exploring gua niah,org utan,sipadan island
semenanjung=byk lagi aku tak lawati..shopping complex tu biasalah but places rehat,tenangkan pemikiran..aku nak gi lagi langkawi(last time gi bestnya),all d pulau,d high hill,d beaches,explore penang island & malacca

so kalau dapat gi FOC,ada sponsor ka,tetiba jadi kaya ke,aku gi la nie jugak!...m'sia first then gi merantau..melancong..but only if it FOC..till then aku kena cari duit la bebyknya..hei!no pain,no gain

my latest bed sheet.it's pink in color.i never thought i would buy a PINKY bedsheet as i didnt at love in like w pink.pink is not so my color,but this pinky stuff really PRETTY!really vibrant & really stunning.that Y i bought it,not coz i dah tukar fav color 2 pink..no..no..no..it just d striking color that force me to buy it .after all it was no sale original price RM 45.90,best bargain RM 29.90.at carefour sri petaling..worth buying sbb dapat bedsheet,1 pillow case & a comforter.taklah grand sangat mcm AUSINO tapi oklah lah for d price..my room look so alive!! 

at last i bought it..got discount lagi tu.purchase kat mines.arga RM 29.90 less 20%.buy sekali bantal kepala for AYOS 2 br RM 6.murah !!!.gambar clone madagassar..buy semalam,& hv a good night sleep w this new blanket.actually it is like a normal blanket just differe it coz of d TAZMANIAN DEVIL printed so BIG,originally looney tunes product & best it at d best bargain... 

secret receipe

The Cakes Quiz

im damn bored! & im damn tension...aku nak period nie..argh..tension nye..last month (MAY) aku datang on 7,this month june nak dekat tarikh lah nie..arghh...aku nak makan icecream mahal..aku nak ice cream yg kat MAJU JUNCTION,pictachio..ooo..sedapnya!jauh sangat nak kena cari yg mc flurry tu la..aku nak icecream..tadi makan keropok sikit je,few btg of love letter & that it.patutlah aku tgh lapar nie.. 

my new look.this is my 1st attempt use hello.quite tough as not familiar w d format.thank 2 hana wbb that guide me..at last manage 2 learn new skills. 

wedding invitation

tak sempat nak post this sbb bznye!...ramainya kekawan aku dah kawin..latest joean kawin..dah kawin dia..akhirnya she became someone wife.hubby dia nie sesuai dgn dia compare ngan last ari tu..semoga ke akhir hayat lah..

me..biasanya sbb tak plan nak kawin dlm tempoh terdekat nie...

im so lonely

suka sesangat lagu nie..sesangat lah CUTE.

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely,
Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit then one day she cant
take it no more and decides to leave
yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....
Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely
Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..
Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely
Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so Lonely
Never thought that id be alone (be alone)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...
Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)
I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely

kambing oh kambing

this occur on monday 6 JUNE 05.didnt hv a appropiate time 2 jot it down.im working 12am-12pm at kfc.d day was ok lah,dekat malam ,baru bz.dr siang masa kerja nampak bebayang dia ka muka cust..napa..napa..then malam tu barulah dia betul2 ada depan mata.masa bz lak tu..i think im over him..arghh..my heart was beateing fast at that time,tangan sejuk gila,asa nak menangis je masa tu..nasib baik tak ramai notice dia & my self at that time..then nak abis transaction brlah org2 notice...

after he left i hv difficulty 2 calm myself down,argh...tak boleh bg noticeable kegelisahan nie.tambah lagi sakit perut sbb ubat..he bring d memory back.memeng teribbly gelisah,rasa sedih sesangat.tapi kena cover,kena pretend that everything its ok.thank god siva forward sms,yes,i need comfort,i need someone 2 talk to..i sms dia bebanyak luahkan segala2nya.lega sikit.he did reply back.rayner datang malam tu,ceta kat rayner.im feeling a lot better

napa yek..im think im over him.masa jumpa kat shell tu ok je..might be coz of d environment kot buat so nostaglia..about d wallet i gift 2 him,yes,he still hv it.dia tak buang @ tukar.sedikit lusuh tapi masih in a good condition.im glad & im feel being appreciate.

by d way,he look a better.berisi sikit but better.tak kurus sesangat macam dulu.he might hv a good life @ a new GF.might be he dating someone,might be,but i think so,sbb i know him kan..muka dia agak bercahaya..yeah,i think dia ada keluar date..w someone..

am i happy?..i dont know.i dont hv d ultimate answer.if it is regard feeling,yes,i still cant over him yet..totally but there is improvement..it been like1 year @ a half since we ended courtship..
i do realised that my life hv been a lot of changes.more positive i think..but do my love story was a waste.i think no.sbb kita belajar dr failure...it quiet horrible time at that time ,i feel give up ,depress & totally geram,mare ngan kambing....d world seem has just ended..arghh..so lame aku nie..

i do a lot of things ,cut my hair,color it(1st time in my life),shed lot of kilos,then dapat my 1st job,dapat my ATOS,MY nikon & lots & lots of things came in between.life isnt so bad although at certain time i feel lonely..

at this moment..
im happy 2 b single,bachelor.
im always tought im still 23 @ 21years old instead 26
im showed improvement in my maturity.
im positive to achieve my goal-cruz!
less prob 2 think..tak yah nak pikir BF dah,tak yah nak nangis pasal dia,duit pun jimat
im responsible for what im am.

yes..till some day..some how..some one..
till then,
shop till drop
saving till kaya
invest till mampu
cruz & maintain still boleh
byr utang till abis
complete ur goal!

wei pic

yesterday,it running smooth.im wearing PINKY to work & quiet tired.mummy cooking asam pedas yg sedap ari nie..sedap coz ada daun kesum& terung compare ngan ari biasa..2day eat daging.entah napa feel hungry although dah makan adipex..but puas!

went to work jaring,it is normal.by d way,ada kamera CCTV pasang kat CIC..so have 2 be extra sopan & santun ..no > sleeping!

in between wei bg web for picture dia...

wei pic in short!he look cute though.it
is moderate sexy.& he do hv nice figure.argh..he is damn
cute...

ye.ye...tambah collection gambar dia..dia siap datang suruh check email..im so flatter.i dont want to menaruh hrpn lebih2 but at d moment at least there someone motivate me to work..pity him look so tired lately..

what else..ari nie stay late kat jaring,buat card for joe,update my blog,update mail & so on...esok:
joe kawin,
esok PH-agong BDAY,
nana& kak nurul kenduri at brideroom side
i work at 3pm at jaring-3x pay
hv 2 wake earlier antar car kat jaring

so balik nie..
kemas bilik,brg & bj

ahad plan
cuti jaring
cham anak cukur rambut,hv 2 go to seremban
alone @ w noni coz dia ada kenduri kawan
work kfc at 7pm coz lack staff

"I,me,myself,ana,saya"

thing about myself for record

• prefer short hair coz manageable, look younger& so cute(MY perasan!)
• prefer pant to bj kurung.half year 2005 already,no bj kurung making
• fav color:RED & BLACK,not a fan of white,blue,pinky
• fav cartoon character:TAZMANIAN DEVIL,looney tunes xhter,power puff girl,
• my valueable:

MY ATOS:

my most precious,my beloved.i care & i spent so much on her.RHB FINANCE RM 557 is d cost.not include oil&services.this is my dream car.all i ever want.my mutlak on 20 SEPTEMBER 2004.

MY NOKIA,

unlike other,it has torchlight.never ever fail me accept when being bar.my mutlak FEB 2004.

MY BEVERLY HILL WALLET,

hv it since 2000,i never look 2 others .it a pure lether,so compact,so sleek design,it a bargain & worth buying.cost RM 99 from SOGO

MY NIKON DIGITAL,

my precious on july 2004.i aim 2 own my own digi camera,this is my 1st.no regret buying,feel so lucky to own this model though only 2 megapixel but d picture is fabolous!,great in shape,so handy& manageable.cost rm 690

MY CANON ANALOG,

sangat berbakti & berjasa.sblm ada digi camera,my canon never fail me at all.suka cuci gambar kat jusco alpha angle sbb service bagus.tak macam kat YS ,so sombong.buy at KL,from a small shop depan bus stand klang.masa belajar dulu.if not mistaken,it was in 2000.i hv an anolog b4,brand kodak,mahal & cantik sesangat tp d kambing termasukkan dalam air.repair it but fail.it was history.

MY TAZMANIAN TOYS & MY TOYS COLLECTION,

i love toys,i love children toys,i dont want 2 be a grown up,i love tasmanian decil,i hv 3 large box of collectable & hard earn toys.it include kfc&mcd free toys,barbie,flush toys & many more...

MY WARDROBE,

incude pants,all d bj,tudung,my undergarmets.,my shoes,my socks.noted:although i dont wear much bj kurung,my fav is my convo bj coz it red in color(ikut spesifikasi fav,d design is so simple yet elegant,mama& twin,bought for me yet tkg jahit bodoh tak tau sew manik).but i care for it so much-it my convo bj.i might inherit it.after all it silk tau

1 thing i notice actually i hv byk bj..byk sesangat,tp napa rasa

i need new bj,i need to shop,i need to bought that dress

..trully bila organize bj @ tudung,wow..boleh tahan my wardrobe.it mine alone,takde kongsi ngan kakila pun,all branded,best buy & really good bargain.

i hv this dress which i love so much :short dress,grey in color,only cost me RM 9.unbelieveable.bought at metrojaya MV.tak de duit masa tu,but buy jugak sbb tau wont get this offer.tak regret pun.i did wear few times,so it realy worth it.

d denim jacket is multi purpose.bought it at kotaraya .cost less RM 40.bought 2001.d concept r mix match,thn sejuk,safety naik motor,sopan for sleveless.bsh jejarang to care for d color.up todate,d color still vibrant & in good shape.this denim bukan jenama one tp tahan.good thing it it strecthable.

same goes w tudung& shoes tp napa selalu rasa macam tak cukup & sikit..yet i always care a lot my wardrobe.prohibited for machine wash for delicate fabric.i wash w my bare hand!.wajib !kalau tak ,tunggu till i hv time to wash it.

MY SONY RADIO,

buy at d MALL department in 2000 if im not mistaken.still function well.

MY BLACK BENETTON & BLUE SEED BEG,

d benetton was bought by kak sheila in 2001.cost dlm RM 60.worth buying coz still tahan,inilah bag yang bwk,dikendong sepanjang jdk student,still boleh pakai lagi & i bring to work also.marah bila org lain used this beg eg kakila sbb tau bila org lain pakai tak kan setahan inie.

d seed was a best bargain coz only RM 9 at ampang point padini.didnt like blue but since it seed & is really cheap,i bought it.even small but ruang dia compact & stylish

MY kambing GIFT,

it hurt me a lot at 1st bila br clash to c his gift 2 me,even c gambar dia je i dah nangis,but reality is reality kay.tipulah bila ckp tak terkenang brg lalu,yes,it bring memory,sweet ,sadness,hapiness,angry,revenge-all.

but only times heal d wound but never d scars.

love most d jewellary set & our together pic.in addition bila bc balik kad2 dia,sangat terharu,sbb tau dia memang sayang kita..its ikhlas.i know.lawak pun ada jugak.i hope dia jaga brg2 yg i did give to him.i still hope dia still pakai d leather goat wallet i buy for Vday.really mahal.cost me RM 179.a branded one.

MY PERFUME,

i love wangian

MY PICTURE

*******im gone up date this nanti.dah buat..almost complete,then mengada cancel..

2day hectic schedule

my errand for 2day

1.go rhb,claim rm 40 yg tertinggal

2.gi carefour,buy present for joe & few thing,i bought:

• joe wed:yellow comforter Q:price RM 39.90.share w noni,affa & me.each rm 13.30.b4 % RM 69.90
• bj sopan:pink color:best bargain RM 15
• payung 4 ATOS:rm 7.92
• sock 4 faizdaniel:purple&blue:hush puppies:RM 6
• sandal merah:rm 5
• MY comforter:pink color single:RM 29.90.b4% rm 45.90
• Cham baby present:comforter sponge bob RM 13.90

ye..ye..balik tidur comforter baru...ada bj baru,sandal baru...tak sabar nak gi mid valley,ampang point,sogo,sunway..coz sale..tak beli takpe janji dapat gi window...sabar..next week je....kita gi kay

3.gi nikon centre kat jln 225,section 51A

tak lah susah sangat though sesat gak .rupanya kami dah lalu tak nampak building nikon je..but kira dah jelajah entire PJ tu...masuk off at 3.15pm ...

itulah errand ari nie,nampak macam bz nye..balik nie nak:

kemas bj ,kemas bilik,kira duit,iron bj kfc & plan bj work jaring,susun brg for esok senang...

babah tepon tadi tukar tayar...aku rasa nak cari kerja gi byk RM 3k lah,tp senang je..ada tak rasanya.bg abah RM 1k sebulan,RM 1k simpan,RM 1K hutang.aik,mana lak belanja arian,shopping...kena balance shopping & saving,dua 2 penting.shop doesnt mean buy mahal2..asal dapat new thing 2 MYwardrobe @ MYroom,dah happy..

between shoe & bj,prefer bj,

between makeup&bj,prefer bj

between beg & bj,prefer bj

between food & bj prefer bj

between tazmanian devil& bj:nak dua2 sekali

i really treasure my wardrobe.d problem here is to weight less 45 kg so i can fit nicely,gracely,beautifully to my dress/pants/cardigan/.sleveless/blouse/long sleves....im getting there.

semalam balik kerja..tgk mirror..arghhh..byk lemak,fat..fat..fat..kena buang nie semua..buang spare tyr & aim for flat tummy,smaller breast,can c tulang kat leher & belakang,slim hip ,thigh & arms...

i will,i can...i must

esok plan :hv 2 wake up early coz work kfc at 9am-2pm,jaring at 3pm-12pm.

twin&d new cousin

twin&d new cousin
Originally uploaded by adi &ida.

cinderalla?

cinderalla?
Originally uploaded by adi &ida.

what a week!

my schedule was packed last week.Y?due to wedding of d year..my 3 cousins wed in a row..it totally tired week but im enjoy!

start cuti jaring from thursday,26 MAY05 till 30 MAY 05 (5 days)..


26 MAY 05-khamis
start cuti.tidur d whole day sbb 3 ari tak cukup tidur.malamnye gi umah mak long kat putrajaya buat preparation nikah nana on friday..on this date my camera start dyfunction.yes,it not functioning.screen cant take pic.it went like tv interference at first ,then went blank.im so frustated.i can take pic earlier,so what went wrong.so...sob..sob...sob..
then at 11pm br lah bakal pengantin balik,nana try bj then realize something missing..her ina!.went back to serdang,buy inai & started wearing inai at 1am in d morning.cant imagine my cousin wout d inai in hand..
i didnt sleep d whole night...tahan mata tgk sex in d city.bestnya ceta tulah..even ceta tp betul2 involved ngan kehidupan seharian..
****isi minyak atos RM 10

27 MAY 05-jumaat
nana nikah kat masjid.wake up earlier ambik mak andam kat kajang.kami antar mereka balik PTRJY,me & twin balik umah change bj.went back to masjid PTRJY tgk akad nikah..nana so damn gorgeous!senang lah kawin kat masjid.senang&tempat pun vogue..
then blk umah paklong antar pengantin lepas sesi bergambar kami je..bw bride that is nana naik atos..nana when for interview at 3pm,me continue sleeping...
wake up,..then mak usu sampai..then petang bw cousin,mem,suraya,sarah ,kakila & me gi baiki camera kat endah parade,b4 that gi carefour,get myself xenical,then headed to umah serdang b4 went to EP.tayar lak pancit.satu lagi kerja..argh..sedih,tension,geram,insaf....
kat endah parade org tu ckp 2 bulan.bodoh betoi,depa nak menipu kami!2 long..call it center said up 2 3 week je..ambik keputusan bring to it center....
ari nie tidur kat umah sendiri itupun still at 2@ 3pm

*****isi oil atos RM 10

28 MAY 05-sabtu
nana sanding,kak azie akad nikah
wow..bz kami.nana gi interiew petronas pagi lagi.pick her up at ERL at 1130 am,headed 2 kajang,bw gi umah mak andam at sg chua,rush balik ambik bj pengantin kat PTRJY(i cant speed due to use tyre spare..)then blk semula ke sg Chua(thank god dekat & no jam ) w ad.then pecut bw pengantin ke putrajaya.i laju up to 120 till 140km/h.samapi tangan nie mengelatar.
betul2 macam runaway bride pun ada..lawak lawak...cousin aku sorang nie..
kenduri nana meriahnya!all saudara ada..bangg boi bring her fiance:rozi,naik keta cikmun baru,i look pretty reddish in my convonya bj(no money to jahit bj-cut d cost)
abis majlis dlam jam 6pm.bawa mama gi saujana impian ngan nasi briani satu periuk.leave saujana impian blk serdang,tukar bj.patah balik saujana impian at 830pm.this time kak azie nikah...ambis majlis around 11pm.depa gi UKM nye dewan..me ,kakila stay saujana impian..berkemas& kemas & kemas.then buat bunga telur kau.balik jam 3pm

****isi atos RM 30

29 MAY 05-ahad
wedding kak azie & nurul
kami bangkit late..penat..sampai majlis kak azie& kak nurul at 130pm.makan dia sedap or i memang lapar.1st time MAKAN NASI after 1 month+ tak makan.abis function at 6pm.angkut hadiah naik keta atos & kakila.kami sampai saujana impian dulu..bosan tunggu,naik buaian...bestnye!..hence..bila semua sampai..kerja..kemas & kerja kembali..by d way..kek kawin kak azie & nurul sedapnya..i melantak bebanyak..arganya rm 405..chocohalate moist ..heavennya!!!!

cerita atok jatuh ,cian atuk,cian cik mun..buatlah apa yg patut..then kami balik dlm jam 10pm.sambung gi tgk wayang ngan me & sharul at midvalley,wayang at 1145,ticket RM 11:ceta star war.
balik jam 3pm..tidur...


30 MAY 05-monday

Thank god ari nie OFF kat jaring & kfc..bgn tidur pun jam 12 noon..then petang teman mama gi makro & carefour.malam duduk umah sebab penat .
by d way since aku makan nasi @ all d lauk kenduri,xenical had perform it duty.i poo a lot.lot of poo oil..arghh..buk nye minyak..so oily,so greasy,so a lot,so busuk..& many more...yet im glad sbb ada hasil..satu pil tu rm 3.30.mahal tu..betul2 relief..rupanya all d food produce lots of grease ..."ingat u must diet to obtain d figure u want .ur must achieve BMI as normal:18

31 mAY 05-tuesday

kena kerja..arghhh..penatnya..so blur today.didnt see wei at all.rindu lak..ari nie bsh bj yg banyak gila ngan hand..bare hand!..tirednya..but still off 2 work..


1 JUNE 05 MONDAY

ari nie..still bgn lambat..so tak sempat nak gi nikon but settlekan all payment.ari nie mcm bengung sbb boleh tak ambik rm 40 dr RHB counter.what was im thinking...

teach faiz 2 lompat katak 2day..lawaknya..he cant at all ..so cute..baguslah lompat katak nie..terasa segala sendi2..i face difficulty to do d yoga position...now i hv to seriously think to KURUS BACK.AIM WEIGHT 45 kG....as usually...NO NASI AGAIN FOR today 1JUNE 2005,KHAMIS>>>>

by d way ari nie br jumpa wei..arghhh..i miss u la wei..bila tgk muka dia dr cermin cubicle nie ,rasa berseri2 je..sian dia tak cukup tidur la...at least he say hello,ada kwn dia lak kacau daun..."wei,please notice that i like u,please response d same way.if i can let u know this,i will !im not shy but i just dont want to break this beautiful" realtionship...seroius..kinda miss him..he..he..he..

in between,ari nie i hv my hair cut..kat mines rm 12.seroius kedai nie aku suka gila sbb murah(rm 12 for hair cut nowadays in KL kira murah gila..)cepat:10 min services je,hairdresser tak byk songeh pun..ha..ha..ha..life is great..my hair is totally short now.easy & really manageable..rasa hensem lak..inilah antar nikmah tak de BF..

ari jumaat nie kena kerja kfc lak sbb diaorg shortage staff,penat gak tp nak buat camne,gaji tak cukup la..bulan nie sunarti tak byr,tinggal duit kfc je nak support my expenditure.aku byr utang je ari nie.

rm557-atos
rm 500-abah
rm 100-kutu jaring
rm 50-ASB saving
rm 100-mama& emi:payback
rm1370:total payment

arap adik kfc tak tangguh lah utang rm 50.i dont hv money la...arghh.nak shopping,nampak satu blanket tazmanian cantik kat mines:rm 29.90..kena beli..coz tazmania..cutenya!!!!

makan popiah kat mines sedapnya rm 2.30..heavenlah..beli lagi nanti..
aku harap my kamera tak de apa heavy damage lah ..i love sauang my camera so much sbb tu benda yg aku beli ngan duit gaji aku...my own personal stuff not sharing w anyone else..

so promise for myself..aku musti buat

• WAKE UP EARLY IN MORNING!rezeki & tak elok bgn lambat
• musti diet & diet harder& smarter
• leass eat fat,more healthy food.u on doet.kena weight 45kg
• saving!!!!!!!
• PRAYER 5 TIMES a day..please ibadah jaga...
• bacalah quran selalu..kau nie dah makin alpa tau...
• byr ptpn
• kurus& kurus &cruz