she won!

2008- she was awarded
the most creative teac-her award!

i was taking photo..
as usual i dun focus at the stage..as i know lah i will not win anything kan
then i heard my name being call..
wohoooooooo!
beyond my expectation !

this make my day!

u hv 2 read this!

• meeting at 230pm..buhsan & hated
• day was so slow & boring
• am so restless yesterday that i slept from 830pm till subuh..
• i miss home so much
• the weekends hectic w the histeria case -the gal was send home & rested..but datang balik today..arghhhhh..me penat to handle the case
• a guys a barely knew..dump me..yeah..dump..!hahahhahaha..i can only laugh!as i hardly know the person..just a few call..then the person ask to met..i didnt want as am working & alo..metting a stranger.he was soooooo a sweet talker at 1st(like i buy the craps)..a frenz who gave my no said that he is good looking(dun know how true is that )..

my "dun judge a boom from it cover" dun one to kutuk lah..as i dun know him well enough & so does him..even he is a good looking one..that y am so not into w the person..& Y am so missssssssng WEI.

i pity that person as he hasnt had the chance to know me as individual ..as a person.he was a so typically person & so streotyping the profession am with in..

i hated people beyond my camp place calling me the capital C..its so KAMPUNG!paham..
am an extradionary person...a lurve myself..& am happy for watever i am..

& yeah..its proof that am a man-eater..i scared guys..hahahahahha
guys like those lady like type.the one that so obedient..bla..bla..bla..
which me ,am not..
am happy with the life i have know..
i might not be rich..but ive work..ive my own moolah..
ive LOVE..family & frenz..

I PROMISE MYSELF TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY
& WILL NOT SHED A TEAR FOR SO CALLED LOVE..
ITS HURT..& ITS KILLING UR SOUL
IT WEAKEN THE STRONG ONCE BROKEN

THE SHALL BE A ONE FOR ME...
I KNOW..THERE R..

& PLEASE PEOPLE..
STOP ASKING..STOP SAYING..
GOD IS FAIR...GOD IS ALL MIGHTY..
MARRIED PEOPLE..ENGAGED..COUPLE..
HV THEIR SORT OF PROBLEM
HV EVER I MASUK CAMPUR URS..

my little angel.!

she is so tegap that i can do this to her..
& she didnt cry @ afraid..
my kinda of gal...
i miss her already..
i dun mind dukungi her 4 lama time..coz she is so behave!
he she get cranky..just pass her back to her mum lah..hehehehhe

i told my twinie & BIL:
"nanti can gave my wardrobe to her"hehehehhe
u see ive lots of those petite skirt & shirt..
so..i know who am going to pass it all
with one condition...she call me kakak..hahahahhahaha

dun u just lurve her~!

i wrote this..

WEI!

at the very moment am thinking of u..

how u make me smile..how u make me laugh..

there is countless time..that my day was horrible..

but every call @ msg i made to u..

always make me felt better afterward..

always..

i can just listen to ur talk..

its just enlighten me..even if ur complaing..@ nagging..

yeah..u r a guy that nag..but..that just make u special..

i lurve when u giggle..

i just love when u make me the laugh..

& the cheeky smile of urs..

at some times i just wanna cubit those cheeks..

u the 1st ma-lay guy that ive crush in

the 1st ever..& i dun hv guts to tell u this..

Y..
because am afraid of dissapointment..
the rejection..&

i do lurve the FRIENDship more than anything else..

i dun wanna that U & me become not comfortable with each others..

i wanna still be able u to be there for me when i need u..

ur the person that light up the gloomy day that ive facing..

true..u not pretty..not even the type.

but in my eyes...

u sweet..ur funny..u cute..& the best is

we speak the same language..

& u being a guy that am comfortable with..

a guy that i can share my horrible day with..

a guy that i can be reach to when am down

a guy that listen to my cry

a guy that my heart feel warm inside..

a guy that me feel loves myself

a guy that respect me

a guy that will finish my meal(he is the best male companion eater)

a guy that share the same love experience as me

a guy that critise me openly & i can accepted it..

a guy that i believe accept me as i am..

he might not be realized this..

& i dun wanna anyone closest to me to

discloser this..

he has my utmost respect..my trust..

& he did has a special place in my heart..