i desperately need to lose weight!

am mentally tired & sometimes i wonder..
do i hv to work & play like this till i die..
i enjoy studying..i enjoying my work life..
but somehow..its much too demanding @ am cant stand the pressure..
gosh...am praying hard

i truely appreciate my privacy..my happiness..
& the people & stuff that i lurve

i need motivation to keep on going
to hv faith in myself
to lose weight!

from my lecture hall..
sitting at the back.
sitting next to my admire..hehehhe
mission accomplish..

the day where i had a laugh after a a stress day!

went dinner-let-out-stress with the young team
as wat the stupid orthdox people here mentioning us..
am still geram w them but then its useless...

had a good laugh.w great company
was gossiping..gelak kuat2
be myself..& fraud in lurve..

ok..ive to admit..
look..he is sweet..really sweet..
gentlemen..a bonus point..
& kinda sporting w my hobby-can adapt to my D-d-
& today at the dinner,he was blushing w the jokes made by my gal-mate...
yet he still managed to make a joke that touch my heart..
i wasnt focusing at 1st..yet to recall back the event..
he is such a sweetie pie..hahahhaha..
again!!!!wake up!!!
no TRUST guys..& its just a flirt!
still i shall recall it as sweet

(its a jokes actually-& nothing perasaan involved..just fling-fling one)

RA:"dy,esok kita carik cincin"

Dd :"apa...?cincin?..wat apa?"

RA:"esok kita cari cincin tunang"

Dd:still blur..balik baru nak tersengih2..hahahhaha

IVE THE SUCKEST DAY OF MY LIFE HERE IN 2007
IVE EMAIL TO MY DEAREST FAMILY & FRENZ
CALL BEING MADE TO THEM MENTIONING THE STRESS

BODOH PUNYA ORG..ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THEN AGAIN..

ITS ALL PART OF LIFE

& I SHALL LEAVE THE CAMP ON TH


SOCIAL LIFE...AM COMIIIIIING!

finally the freaking taking pain ass report send already..
a boring saturday w the event of eating only
(help gals!makan typically stuff-bak kata nana-not worthy calori to eat)
i soon die of hating people here & eating

i just wanna to LOSE WEIGHT!

today fact of my life

struggling with the needed stupid report
exam..study..paper..wed coming soon..
no holiday..no festive leave for me

again..report to do..it just suck!
hated the burden i carried on.
i seriously/&/wanna

• badly need a hug
• badly need a shoulder to cry
• badly need a tap upon my shoulder & tell its going to be ok
• wei to make me smile over his checky's voice & word that makes me just happy
  
• flat tummy & a mucscle arm
• fit body
• my report to accomplish
• me to rajin kemas the room
• the ability not to fall asleep & getting bored

capture of my day!..so loike it!

makan budak..buli budak..hahhahahahha
such a great nanny am i!