i learned yesterday

rising a kids by years..
1st time i heard about it..
make senses..

"the 1st SEVEN years of childhood(0-7 years)
raise them w LURVE N CARE

the next SEVEN years of childhood(8-14 years old)
raise them w DISIPLINE

when they reach the age of teenager( 15 to 21 years)
raise them as ur frenz..

and when they come to reach the age of adulthood (22 and above)
be their advisor..guidance.."

tokd by mr sc-hema

i was impressed w the whole idea..
and its true
n come 2 related w the value as a musl-im
i see the 2nd stage as a very important phase
where all kind of behaviour is shape in these..

raising a kid nowadays required not only money..
but brain..time..
the kids r not like ours dulu2..
they hv evolved..change..mutasi..hahahahaha

i lurve kids..
i do..i wanna hv plenty if god allowed me to do so..amen
but i wish..i dream..i wanna to hv them and raised them to be someone
that benefit the whole mankind
(am hv a big dream on that..hehehehe)

ok ive class..talk later..

i miss going for date..
i miss es-sso tiny2 bit..hahahaha
need 2 teach him lesson..hahaha

THE PASTS FEW DAYS AND TODAY PIC..

new ways to wear the scarf..
i lurve the scarf as it has a lot of sequin.

attending a meeting w my fellow frenz..
am me the only gal there
i pray that i be able to attend the kursus in future..amen

my hand made scarf..
i never adore blue..
but here is me..w blue tshirt and a scarf!

accompany frenz shoppping..
i wore the heel even its kill me as i wanna look good
its painful..but "to look pretty kan!"
i wanna to buy a good shoes..
good shoes that am aim ..likes..wanna
kinda not in the budget as am saving for another necessity
so till then..please bear my dear feet..

between..
I NEED 2 LOSE WEIGHT
as i hated myself fat and i look old..
MUST LOSE WEIGHT N BE SKINNY!

taken by mr-sc-hema.
not bad...
i lurve the backdrop..

the two boys were sales person
they noticed that i carry the bag w camera
and we became frenz..
they r cute i know!
i recall their names as ha-fiz n "c..."..the later lupa nama
i bought a pinky t-shirt that cost rm 19
yeah..they r cute(again!)

being myself.!

a year ago..

make some changes today!

its monday people..yayayayayaya!
happy..hahahahaha

am wearing a new suit today
it yellowish n can been seen for a far

i miss myself..

i still can get wat with ess-o
really hard 2 understand this guy..

wat a day and a luck

line being barred
its a working day on saturday
i spent the rest of the day sleeping
am broke already...

DEAR WORLD..this is a secret am going to share w u..please dun let this guy know..am so shy!

am wearing:
my hand made scarf-its a dark blue w a silver sequin
people think i sew the pieces..i wish i can do it..
n i lurve the shocking yellow bj!

partner in crime..
am wearing my d-i-y scarf..

trying 2 do a garang face..
my frenz is laughing at me coz i look funny..hahahah
me also dun like me being this face lah
i lurve a mistaken school kid size identity

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i cant believe it as ess-o rang in the morning
7:15am people..
i was no mood in the morning..feel like hvg a fever..but
the call made my day..am so happy..
so girlish mengada!

he sound so fresh in morning..damn sexy voice..
i wish i can hear the voice everyday..
(hear..listen..shared..own d person as well..hahahahaha)
no deny i miss him..
why lah u so stupid ess-o
did u know this gal is crazy over u..stupid..stupid..stupid person in the world is u..tau tak?
hahahahahaha
stilllllllllllllllllllllllll
am crazy lah of u


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was so in lurve w the song "jika kau bercinta -lagi"
by my fav group ..

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"jika kau bercinta lagi..cintalah sepenuhnya.."

whosoever never heard of these song..
meant u guys r not cool n never been in lurve
(n worst not even mal-aysian )

sang by my fav group..alle-ycat
(those who know me how crazy am i with this group
n i only likes few mala-y song ..period.)
i never appreciated the song
till i kara-oake
(YES PEOPLE..AM NOT THIS kara-oke type)
all those memory flash back.
its true wat the lyrics told..

i need 2 forgive..n forget..
must hilangkan the scar

remember i told myself
"i believe at the end of the road..there will be my others half..amen"

funny.hahahaha..

3 Easy Ways to Die :


Take a Cigar daily - You will die 10 years early.

Drink Rum daily - You will die 30 years early.

Love Someone Truly - You will die daily.

MY life:being skinny..kurus..fit.. n ended weight 45 kg..i can..!!!

hi everybody!
its monday morning yay!!
never been better
my perfect monday for class is just simple:

• ive great weekend
• somebody that i lurve/like , text/email/suprise me w great stuff
• i'd ironed n ready my wardrobe
• i slept well
• i wake up early,exercise,solat n not kelam kabut
• i know my mission 2day
• i dress nicely
• i only hv one class/no class for work

that only few that i could list down

anyway..
how was ur weekend?
mine is "worth it 2 stay"
basically it was fill with work related but am happy
as i worked w bunch of great people..
n managed 2 run for window shopping n great food
the lack is i still didnt go for movie
n i still hvnt lose any weight
n i still hv debt 2 pay

friday+sat+sun
got only one class..went for camp..went for see the troops n even went escorting my new pal for shopping
YES!a new pal..
cool person..its like mix of jum +sob+ ess-o +(a guy that i would wanna be)
we cling n click 2 gether..
basically as a frenz..can be my b-ff lah..not bf kay
we share the same interest
n i can be myself ..wohooooo..
n he has a bestfrenz that he said is gorgeous..hehehehe(me so loike..yay!)

so this person..let me call him..mr sche-ma
(as he is kinda schema but ok lah tue my liking)
among his shopping grocery was this hair tonic..
omg..hair tonic..
i actually said these 2 him that his hair is ok...i dun see baldness
n i would prefer a bald guy rather than this buncit,flabby guy..
n being grown w a bald father..losing hair for a guy,is "a natural call"
he just listen n i ended up helping him purchase this hair tonic
that he said "masuk iklan"..(n kinda pricey compare to the one he used )
so i said why not we do experiment..(he being a scientific per-son n me being a suka-hati men-cuba person) agreed n i took picture of his "sikit hair"
funny wei..as i took his head in the middle of the store
how cool that 2 a guy..hahahahaha
(u guys know me -being hvg a high EQ,so am so proud of him would cooperate w my hypercativeness)

so basically those who befriend w me
i would teach the person:-

• the meaning of happiness
• how to smile happily
• how 2 operate a dslr
• how 2 pose in a photo
• how 2 not malu n make funny face
• how 2 jump in joy
• how 2 walk fast n lose weight by window shooping

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now i know why my parent named me...nu-r-su-ha-ida...
its meant cahaya keba-hagia-an
i make everyone happy..
am like this sunny day..
that people wanna on weekend where they plan 2 hv a a picnic..
yup..that me!

(motivation 2 start a good monday)

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hehehehehe n he obligated 2 d rules given..
later i posed the photo...

oh ya..
the weekend was hectic but i learn lots n lots of things
n i realized that i NEED 2 EXERCISE..DIET N KURUS..
BIAR KURUS AN-0XER-IA
AS LONG KURUS..MUST KURUS..MUST BE SLIM
why?

coz i look hidious n my arms so bloody fat
n all part if body seem so hidious..
n i cry as if i wear the baju..its so ketat..n i look hidious..huarggggggh..

so LOSE WEIGHT I MUST..
EVEN IF IVE 2 STARVE N ikat perut n ramping!

a gloomy thursday

so today..
my time management was ok..
come punctual..n happy..
but then suddenly i was not happy.
i wanna 2 scream...2 run..

ive errand 2 do
its not lazy..its like..
a mix of hated..bored..suicide...hated the body..regreted

i miss myself smile..
the happy smile..
the warm happy smile..
the smile..

i try 2 smile..
2 make me happy
as its ourself that make us happy..
but i couldnt
why..

life is good so far..
dun b lazy..
be happy..be merry..

am happy w my life,do i?

lack of writing
it seem am dying inside

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bored..


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bought pieces of fabric
for making scarf

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how 2 be rich?

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i wanna my happy life back

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