am writing this from l^//cct.me lurve me phone

am leaving..... w d makcik2..n pakcik2..hehehehe

i pray every thing going to be ok..
amen

i wake early today n i cook 2 type of dessert
a jelly n agar2..differ between d two!
n i cook my fav..
scramble egg w cheese chili tuna w wholewheat bread
today i out crispy lettuce..
a healthy diet!!!
its a bit salty ..i guess lots of cheese
i use 5 egg(its a small in size..
can make around 10- 20 pcs(cut in two half)

last day of work..
yayayayaya!!

MISI LOSE WEIGHT!!

wat am suppose to do!

• i need to do research about my coming trip
• i need to sort budget
• i need to find d phone no n sort dinda stuff
• i need to KURUS N JAGA MAKAN N EXERCISE
• I NEED TO REPLY MAIL
• I NEED TO PAY MY BILL
• I NEED TO BERJIMAT
• I NEED & MUST SIAPKAN MENANDA KERTAS
• I NEED TO KEMAS MY ROOM..
• I NEED TO RAJIN
• I NEED TO STAY AWAKE TO NIGHT
• I NEED TO THINK
• I NEED TO CLEAN MY WARDROBE
• I NEED TO PACK MY THINGS FOR MY TRAVEL
• I NEED TO WRITE DOWN THE LIST
• I need to make konyiku jelly(its like a month me bought the ingredient but tak buat2 lagi)

i need to get on with my life!

de-stress n let loose!

am addicted to stay in my room
as i wanted to be all alone..
n save money

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ive tempah lots of bj kurung..bj phg..
n all those working attire..
yeah..am comfortable wearing a bj kurung..
NOWADAYS..no deny..
hahahahhahaha(from a gal who hated bj kurung in the past)

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i addicted to buy fabric to make bj..
but ive standard for that
for example:
i wanna fabric from-gu-lati-s yang kor/ean silk
i wanna yang really light
i wanna fabric that make me slim
i wanna fabric yang cool
i wanna fabric that make me look stunning
i lurve ciffon as well as gorgette(tak betul ke tidak spelling)
i lurve lining one yet its too expensive
i lurve cool high quality satin
i lurve bright color 4 the fabric
i lurve farbric that not costly yet very the class n classic
i wanna look for fabric that look presentable n can last long

nowadays..
i wanna to hv the fabric that hv
this type of pattern:

• plain color
• shocking color
• elegant design
• wild printed
• 2 color tone only
• classic a like

cant wait for the kebaya nyon-ya 2 siap(yeah..its a cheap version one)
if good w it am wanna buy more!

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am looking 4 shoes..
a good,bagus,can used for every occasion shoes..
found one but very expensive
will try to look for others
in between i wanna to buy exercise shoe

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today am surfing all those online boutique
its school holiday soon..
am going to window shopping..
watch movie..window shopping
tourist -look a like

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wanna printed capture that i took

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make a date w cousin n twin..
miss them
hear u gal..
i mISS u gals..
cant to take photos of them n babies

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wanna manja2 w my mum n dad..
bring sibling jalan2
CLIMB A MOUNTAIN PERHAPS!
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i NEED to make new circle of FRIENDs

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am addicted to make my own version of long scarf
really affordable n really stunning

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I NEED TO BE SKINNY!!!
KURUS..TAKPE JADIK ANO-RE-XIA PUN TAKPE
I WANNA BE FIT..SKINNY!!!
SERIOUSLY MY BUM IS LIKE BIG!!
ITS SADDEN ME HOW AM STRUGGLING TO WEAR MY OLD BJ
& YEAH THE ARM..
ME HAVE TO KURUS!!!!
EXERCISE GAL!!!!

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I NEED TO EAT HEALTHY
N STAY AWAY FROM RICE
like today..i ate 2 plate of nasi ayam h-ain-an
that i was craving
i was weak..
i couldnt even do jumping d rope...n the energy i had was only for walk..
so i ate d nasi coz its d only meal i like n crave
so...no nasi from today onward!

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I NEED TO SAVE MOOLAH

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i hope...a frenz of mine reply d mail
n invite me to jalan2 is still valid..
n i wish that frenz willingly to pay the airfare..
i wish..i pray..amen
(though like impossible aje kan)

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i wanna go swim

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i wanna CLIMB A MOUNTAIN

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I WANNA BE HAPPY AS I WAS B4

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can someone hug me..i need a warm hug..
yeah..am losing my soul....
am losing myself..

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i lurve..n i loike..n i THANK HIM FOR LETTING ME HVG ALL THESE

I LURVE MY ab-by dell
i lurve my broady..
n i think i began to like the person..hehehhehe
secret admire lah!

WAT CAN I SAY..
I LURVE BJ!!

I LURVE TRAVELLING
I LURVE TAKING PHOTO OF MYSELF
I LURVE MY HAIR BAND
I LURVE MY SMILE
I LURVE MY TINY NOSE

I LURVE TRYING OUT CLOTHES N TAKES PHOTO
ITS LIKE A SELF- PHOTO-NOT SHOPPING THERAPY

I LURVE NICE COLOR SKY..
PRAISE TO THE ALMIGHTY!

I LURVE ANYTHING BEACH..SAND..OCEAN

I LURVE FRESH FLOWER..

I LURVE BOOK
I LURVE SHOPPING
I LURVE TAKING PHOTO IN FRONT OF MIRROR
I LURVE WEARING BLACK COLOR-SLIM EFFECT!

I LURVE HER!

crave..shop..n me..

awesome meal..really satisfying food
it comprise of chili tuna,egg n cheese..yum..yum
best eaten w wholewheat bread n crispy lettuce n tomato
no need sause @ mayo as it complete one

i lurve fabric nowadays..
so anyone to buy me fabric..
i lurve bright color n black one
the fabric must be light..easy ironing...n easy to handle..
the pattern now is lining..ciffon..gorgette(spelling salah kot)

i think i need 2 learn to sew..
making bj kurung..hahahaha
gosh..me n needle..
so not compatible
i need to sort so budget...
belajar to life live the sederhana way
to make ways for more saving..
n travel..

on a lighter notes..
wawa..i miss koh..samui....
yeah..
i miss beach..
tahun depan..i must visit..malaysian island

simpan duit..ikat perut..
be skinny..kurus..slim

gosh..i needed school holiday

hello dear....

i received mms from mr-ess-o
1st mms
i was about to redha wat happen w this person
like am d one make d move
w incident that happen
i feel others gender is totally menyusahkan
i wanna to be a happy me

no deny that i smile today
as i received the mms
i was a lovely pic..
n it calm me down

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so many things to do..
n so lazy i become

am still shocked w last incident happen
yet ive to be strong
i didnt go to school today

its wednesday
n tommorow holiday will start
for the kid

i was so despressed yesterday
n i faited
i was lying on the road
pushing myself up
no one was there
to help..
i struggle myself to stand
it was hard but i did it

am strong..
am know
things happen..& ive learned

i just wish the culprit
a bad ending

i cry in phone w my beloved jani at KK
i couldnt content myself n i cry

at this hour..
i already know who is the culprit
n it really broke my heart

at 2.50pm
while hvg lunch a the sea side
i was disturb by a bad msg
am still speechless
n extremely sad
i will find the culprit

i told myself that ive load of work today but why am being so lazy..

today is tuesday..
i dun hv exam n my initial plan is
i wanna stay at my table..
update my photos..surf..wat report
wout any disturbance from others
i wanna surf n write like mad!!

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oh ya..
between when again w my gf to buy the lining for the fabric
send the kebaya to the aun-tie tailor
as well as the butik sista(trying out new customaid dress-now simpan duit to pay for it)
n added few more fabric to the collection
i lurve buying fabric

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am on a diet..
(I ALWAYS HV KAN)

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i miss KL..
i miss the hectic life
i cant wait for cuti

ive plan to visit tourist attraction in KL
yeah..the museum..the park..etc
stay home..kemas my stuff

I HOPE I BE ABLE TO SEE SOB N JUM
N MY GF..
N hope to see mr ess-o (really hope..hope..hope)

n i need to date..go for good dining w people..
good people i meant

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d gals in my house wanna to move out
let it be!am lazy to care for others anymore
nak pindah sukahati korang lah kan
i wanna to vent out but then am tired w them

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the bilik is bising again
n please no lah kids kacau me..
i need the privacy
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i thank u god..i MUST be STRONG!!

it still messy

taken by me using my s.s .
well d day event that day was like we predicted..
boring n hampeh one!
for example the food that i ate..is tasteless..not to my liking..but i ate it as i was really hungry..
u see i dun fancy nasi n nasi lemak..@ any kind of nasi yeah(except when come d craving-my body lurve nasi so much i can expanded myself-minus porridge ok as it healthy n easy to consume)

this scarf has not been used since 2006
masa tue at kam-dar
twinnie buy a white, long, expensive(but of course lah we dapat bargain offer) n ma/ya ka/arin wear it for a photo shoot..n since mum..dad..twin tag me along..
me took this scarf as it was 50% n i simply lurve lace n black color n dad is paying!!!!
yay!
so w the new bj-all black that make me slim..i simply lurve my attire..
plus..this scarf easy to fold..
best bargain ever!

just arrived home..my precious room.
& need to be in school for the stargazing thing..
am tired..i am..

am so restless...
aint complaining..am taking it easy..
am really looking forward for the holiday...
stress free n i wanna jalan2

3 weeks more dear..hold on

ive the answer which haunted me..
& 2 days back..
me finally got the answer..

E :26 dec will be a bad day(something like that lah..)

me:y is that?

E :my ex will get married

me:(tak berapa dgr sgt)

E :my ex will get married

me:(tangan kaki menjerit2 kegembiraan..hehehhe)...good for her lah..gi lah wed dia..

E :if i pergi..nanti i bom majlis org..

(like aza said..kebetulan?as moron married on 31 nov)
gosh..only god know how i was screaming of joy!

today ive list of work to do..
& i dun hv exam today..
1st priority..getting the lamp to be change kay

its monday...
my lamp in room terbakar
arghhhhh..kena replaces!