"send best regard to u & ur family"" ~jj

all the beban at shoulder one is lift off..
get twin her wed gift ~the photo by the photographer..
i know she LUV it as much as i do..
just wait for the outcome..
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the ik*a again..

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i added myself one more bj for twin wed..heheheh..again pinky

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i NOW DECLARING that i LUV my new hair stlye even i miss the old one..
but it the things that i want & i proud of it!!

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Y i must be online w joget2..
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2 days more to 2006..

roughly new resolution..
~b CRUZ40 & happy always
~ keep fit & lose more weight
~make myself even prettier..heheheh
~less shop..more save..less talk..more action.less childish.more mature..(huarghhhhh so tough one!!)

~will added soon..my mata so mengantuk now

im no longer comel2according to joget2..but im ok w that..

huarghh..

takpe..hair not cool..but im still CRUZ!!..

its wat i want despite how hidious i am...

its grow..earlier..sooner 3 month -6 month..

i used to cut this short & its turn nice at the end..so no worry..

new hair cut..less berat..MORE YOUNGER..MORE & MORE CRUZ40

wat to do...i lap u..

we came to LUV by not finding the perfect person

but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly



You are sixteen, going on seventeen, baby it's time to think.
Better beware, be canny and careful, baby you're on the brink.
You are sixteen, going on seventeen, fellows will fall in line...
Totally unprepared are you, to face a world of men.
Timid and shy and scared are you, of things beyond your kin.
You need someone older and wiser, telling you what to do.
I am seventeen, going on eighteen. I'll take care of you...

I am sixteen, going on seventeen. I know that I'm naive.
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet, and willingly I believe.
I am sixteen, going on seventeen, innocent as a rose...
Totally unprepared am I, to face a world of men.
Timid and shy and scared am I, of things beyond my kin.
I need someone older and wiser telling me what to do.
You are seventeen, going on eighteen. I'll depend on you.

Everyone has beauty
but not everyone sees it.



http://www.wordwebonline.com/
(let's improve our vocab!)

my latest crave:lesser value than ice blend but still yummy!

my new hair cut....im also shocked about it..but do i look 10 years younger..cruz40 & cute..

my head now more lighter..less tense..less presure & i really comfort w the way my hair done..
yet..kinda sedih went i browse to my lovely hair pic..
huarghhhh..its so nice dulu nya..
huarghhhhhh..

my positive thinking...

its will grow beautifully like dulu jugak..so no worry..
wanna to improve the condition of my hair
i think i look young..& more hair manageable

for my info & note:i sleep like a log..sleep the whole day

wed,28/12/05

sleep time:0600
wake up time:1859

You're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
you'd be like heaven to touch
oh, I want to hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
and I thank God I'm alive
you're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off of you

Oh, in the way that I stare
There's nothin' else to compare
the thought of you leaves me weak
there're no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
oh, did let me know that it's real
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you

I love you baby
and if it's quite all right
I need you baby
to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
don't bring me down, I pray
oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
let me love you

You're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you
you'd be like heaven to touch
oh, I want to hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
and I thank God I'm alive
you're just too good to be true
can't take my eyes off of you

I love you baby
and if it's quite all right
I need you baby
to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
don't bring me down, I pray
oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
let me love you

I love you baby
and if it's quite all right
I need you baby
to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
don't bring me down, I pray
oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
Oh, pretty baby
trust in me when I say

I love you baby
and if it's quite all right
I need you baby
to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
trust in me when I say.....

365 days ago

worldwide was shocked by tsunami
my twin tunang..

TODAY..

capturing the national palace..at last..i made it!!

i went bleaching...waxing..threathing..for just myr 16

a NEW HAIR cut which its has been a long time ago..for just myr 15 pampering myself despite lack of sleep..

im still sleepy at this very moment

how many shoes women should hv?one..two..ten..thousand...shop for a shoe..kinda ME likey nowadays!

i remember that i hear this question 1st time ever from my fav radio station..somewhere around the time i was still studying..
mmmmm..
wat actually pair of shoes women need to have..@ buy..@ own..?
really tough question isnt coz its really2 subjective..
as for myself also..
though im not lah really that addicted & so womenly.
i do hv a COLLECTIOn of shoe..be its in heel(this is few)..sport..etc..
i rarely buy sandal coz my feet wont look good in it plus.
not so nice also..
yup..ive tons of it but cant compare w my wardobe colllection & i believe many others gurl..women..hv their collection far many than i am...

my stand would be like.
ideal pair a women should had is like half of its wardorabe..
hahahahah
like if a a gurl hv like 1000pcs of bj so she should hv 500 pairs pf shoes..
mmm..kinda a lot kan..

huarghh..
i wanna heel for work..
i dont really have heel..
i wanna a comfort..easy for walking heel..
the one that match w my bj..my jubah & everything..
hehehehehe
mmmmm..who said being woman is easy?

Within every man and woman a secret is hidden, and as a photographer it is my task to reveal it if I can.

demure and delicate.

May you have more reasons to smile and capture MORE & more beautiful pictures

Looking good is the best revenge.

Gorgeous hair is the best revenge.

A drop of honey catches more flies than a gallon of gal."
So with men.
If you would win a man to your cause,
first convince him that you are his sincere friend.
Therein is a drop of honey which catches his heart,
which,
say what he will, is the highroad to his reason.

Makes me remember that song from Monty Python...

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...

friendsip is sweet when it is new, sweeter when it is true, sweetest when it is someone u love.

emi said:

"kakila..babah dah buat umah cantik tuk kau kawin..tak kurus lagi kau tak tau lah..lagi 3 bulan je..ehh..lesser than that"

aduih bisanya....
my dear bro nie less talk but once he talk he really said..

so how cousin kita nak help kakila nie..sian aku tgk dia..mama leter..babah leter..even fiance pun leter..hahahahha..
i know bukan dia tak mau..but..always that "2 kilo"je dia repeat..
marilah..kita motivate kakila..lets make her to move some bum to lose weight!!!

by the way..i wanna make a bachelor party for her..hahahah..
the theme should be either beach party..@ nighty dress..@skirt ONLY dress!!
party yg reveal skin lah..hahhahahah...
invitation only GIRL!!!!
(married & bachelor as long GURL!!)
let's shower her w gift..
i was thinking a rented apartment @ hotel room yg besar can occupy at least 20 people..around myr 200-myr 300..the lesser the better BUT W SUPER FACILITY>>swim pool is a must..

so cousin..friend..some help please!..

MISSION for MYSELF
>>>LET"S CRUZ40 in march..a MUST for me!

for twin:
>>>>>>>make twin look pretty & gorgeous for her wed
>>>>>>>a bachelor night!!..

Hi Cepat2,

some links for u to read : )

http://cocogemgembeaulink.blogspot.com/

i was reading this simple poem & find it very unique & deep in meaning

Although I Conquer All The Earth

Athough I conquer all the earth,
Yet for me there is only one city.
In that city there is for me only one house;
And in that house, one room only;
And in that room, a bed.
And one woman sleeps there,
The shining joy and jewel of all my kingdom.

Anonymous, Ancient India

i read these blog & i laugh....

"There's a joke
with a picture of a fat cat ala2 Garfield
saying this:

"Please God, if u don't wanna make me thin,
please make my enemy fat!"~~~i ubah a bit coz i luv my friend...

Suddenly something crossed my mind
and i would like to change the joke to be like this

"Please God, if u don't wanna make me happy,
please make the person who hurt me
suffer! (maybe for his entire life?)"

Can i?
or maybe extremely it should be like this

"Please God, if u don't wanna let me live happily,
please let the person who hurt me
die in the worst way!"

Woahahahahahaha
think it was a long time since i last said
"kill kill kill die die die!"

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my wish..
i wanna be HAPPY..
i wanna be CRUZ40
i wanna be PRESENTABLE
i wanna be murah rezeki & aman bahagia....

AMEN..

important event that occur on my birthday!!

December 11, 1979
*reat *ritain grants independence to *imbabwe (*hodesia)

for myself & my cruz club..i wanna lose weight..eddcruz45 wanna be!!

Tips for losing weight fast:

• reduce calorie intake by 250-500 per day by substituting most high calorie foods for low fat varieties

• keep this reduction going for at least one week or until you reach a weight loss plateau that lasts more than 4 days, then reduce calories by a further 200 per day

• provide a little high quality protein with most meals or preferably combine the low fat plant foods together at each meal

• start an approved weight training program to maintain muscle and increase metabolism

• gently raise the intensity level of the weights program forcing the body to hold onto muscle as calorie intake is lowered gradually over time

• perform aerobic activities on the days in-between the weights sessions to help burn fat directly

• drink plenty of water all day to maintain energy levels

• reduce sodium intake by preparing meals using fresh, natural and wholesome ingredients

• never go below 1500 calories per day, simply exercise more often when if this target is reached

After I rubbed the magic lamp three times….

Genie asked me : “What are your wishes?”

I said :” I would like to see the scenery of Hokkaido…”

“Ok”“And?”

Then I want to see……

Spring,Autum, Winter…. of Canada.

“Ok” “What is your third wish?”

Please help me to take care of the person who is reading this

Hope he/she will be happy and lucky always,

And when there is misfortune,

He/she is able to remain happy……..