live simply,laugh often,love deeply

im an extrovert person.i can be kind & generous yet can turn to evil & revenge person if anyone dare to fool me around.i love tazmanian devil character & value my ATOS,my NIKON,my NOKIA ,my SONY radio,my hard-long earn toys & my WARDOBE.

Friday, September 26, 2008

4 days more to raya..
lots of things to do
reminder:berjimat & cermat!!!
put the priority 1st!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

in 3 hours of working

today..THANK GOD..as the class start as late at 11am..
arghhhhhh

  • my personal extension hilang again..arghhhhh..am marah & grumphy..luckily find back after high n low carik..people borrowing wout letting me know..arghhhhh..the things that make me baran is that its not mine as i borrow from others due i lost my personal punya(yang i bought w my own money hilang)..arghhhh
  • the KJ datang & talk to me about..hahahahaha..already forgot
  • being tegur secara berhemah to not wear that kind of scarf....ok..i terima
suddenly today was not so good
me naik darah a bit..arghhhhh

i wake up w good feeling
managed to hv my sahur..get my bj laundry & even skipping.

am thinking of driving myself back to KL today..hahahahaha

Thursday, September 18, 2008

went out w my frenz as she needed to find bj..
i just followed her
b4 that managed to pay the road tax..
thank god..for the rm 625...it leave up a bit of my burden

am going back home
as i need to visit atuk who been hospitalized..
i pray for her wellness & recovery

dear GOD..
i pray for the happiness of my beloved parent
the wellness of the muslim
& for my atuk to recover...
amen...

new me..it just me..

gorgeous babe!!lurve the hair & the skinnies
i wanna to be SKINNY!


A SIMILIAR ONE...HEHEHHEHE


THE PROCESS..IT WAS SUDDEN DECISION..
BUT AS USUAL..NO REGRET!

Monday, September 15, 2008

MUSTI KURUS..KURUS,,& KURUS

I LURVE THE PRINT OF THE SHIRT..

I LURVE THE NEW HEAD GEAR..ITS PINKY & ITS GLOW
& SO GLAMOUR & STYLISH....


THIS IS THE KEDAI THAT SELL THE KEBAYA I TOLD U B4..
IF U notice on the rack..the black one..
its cost rm 700+
yesterday i couldnt sleep..teringat2 the lovely piece..
went there again & took photo!
am such a shoperholic & photoholic..
i lurve being myself!!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

pre list wish!!

i pray..i wish..i hope..i really keen on..AMEN!!

  • TO BE SKINNY..TO BE 45KG!
  • TO TREAT MY BELOVED AT-OS A SPECIAL TREATMENT-SEND HIM FOR A PROPER SERVICE..CHANGE THERE..CHANGE HERE
  • HOPE TO HV MY OWN BIKE
  • HOPE TO BE SKINNY
  • WANNA THE KEbaya nyonya
  • wanna a pantai..beach..laut gateway
  • wanna to go sa-bah & discover the beaty
  • wanna to climb a mountain!!!
  • wanna to hV LOTS of saving in MOOLAH
  • WILL IMPLEMENT TO MYSELF BERJIMAT CERMAT
  • BERDOA DI MURAHKAN REZEKI
  • BE A PIOUS caliph..a good muslimah-solat..zakat..life!
  • be skinny
  • DEBT FREE
  • DEBT FREE
  • DEBT FREE
  • I WANNA GO TRAVEL!!!
  • I WANNA TO HV MY OWN HOME..A PROPERTY
  • WANNA TO GET MYSELF A LENSE
  • WANNA TO PANDAI JAHIT
  • WANNA TO GET MYSELF NEW BJ
  • WANNA TOP CLEAN & KEMAS MY ROOM
  • DO A CHARITY
  • WANNA TO GO TO TAMAN NEGARA
  • WANNA TO DO SNORKELING & ADA DUIT NAK WAT DIVING
am still BU-JANG..SINGLE..
I WILL MAKE SURE AM BE A HAPPY GAL..
GOD IS TREATING ME W LURVE..

she & her minimal shopping spree..SHE MUST BERJIMAT CERMAT-IKAT PERUT & TOLAK NON PROFIT EXPENDITURE!

for the past two days i went out night w different GF
friday w my darling az-a & ni-za to hv our sahur-its tosai in the most happening (to my rate lah) place in me-laka & to hv my indi-an food.
i lurve the atmosphera..lots of young people..am feel so young(am young-i do lah kan!).
after that went to the 24 hours place & bought the imatation of my fav scarf-THREE at a cheap price!-the color was ok..
(ive a fetish in buying scarf though am not a religiously wearer.while most of my GF hv those latest baw-al scarf ,am settleing for those long scarf & the not panas material..especially from chiffon..& plain one & i just make a small damaged..buying this type of scarf online..will let u know once everything dah settle....)

discover this nicey butang bj me-layu..even its quite pricey..but i lurve it!
wanna get it & bought fabric to make bj w it..post raya BJ..
& i didnt sleep after that..had my proper sahur
& make a sup jagung(the receipi i learned from online)-as lapar so finish it lah otherwise it was so-so..the receipi lah..

YEAH..FOR FASTING MONTH I COOK AS

  • I WANNA HEALTHY FOOD..NON OILY STUFF
  • DIET PURPOSE..LOSE WEIGHT
  • I DISLIKE EATING OUTSIDE AS KENA KEJAR MASA TO PRAY & ALL THE WAITING THING
  • AS WELL TIRED W THE CROWD
  • DIET STUFF
  • JIMAT STUFF
  • I LURVE HOME COOKING!
  • I LURVE THE COMFORT OF HOME
  • JIMAT BUDGET FOR RAYA
  • SAVE PETROL
GOSH...the benefit of ramadhan!!!!

saturday w the housemate to jonkers!
its been ages i didnt go to jonkers..
& i lurve it yesterday..
was not crowd..ok lah..
i bought two cute stuff there..i'll post the picture of it...
i lurve them!
& discover this lovely fabric for kebaya nyo-nya that i wanna to hv it!
a must buy wish list..
but NEED TO SAVE MONEY..IKAT PERUT & TO REALLY 2 SAVE..
IT WAS SO EXPENSIVE INCLUSIVE THE TAILORING
ITS ABOUT 700+
YEAH..THAT Y!
BUT I WILL SAVE MOOLAH..I WANNA IT @ ANYBODY WANNA TO HADIAH IT TO ME!!!
THIS GOING TO BE A CHALLENGE FOR ME!
I WILL MUST NO EXCUSE TO BE SKINNY..LEANER..FIT..BONY..
@ ANOXE-RIA For god sake if i must
to hv the BJ!
a reward for me!!!
i wanna be 45kg!!!
that the weight i would always wanna
yeah..i wanna be skinny!
WILL WRITE MORE ON THESE!

IN ADDITION..I WAS CRAVING FOR ICE CREAM & OR-EO

(DUE TO THE PEROID CRAVING-NOT THAT AM NOT AWARE OF THE CALORIES-SEE AM LURVE MY BODY & DUN WORRY AM NOT WAT AM DOING IF AM WANNA BE SKINNY)


SO HEADED to 7-11 to get the oreo & mc-d for theirs choc sundae

i know i can get the flur-y thing w oreo
but i wanna it my way..as i wanna the bites of the ore-0
as i was craving ore-o w the milky thing but not a fat of milky..
so..the idea came to hv it w ice cream
GOSH!!!!IT IS HEAVEN..SIMPLY HEAVEN

& today...am meeting the photo group things
all they way from K-L..
they make my day!!!

i didnt tell u that am raya-ing today!
my 1st day..so ok lah kan..
POINT TO MYSelf!!!!
TO DO EXERCISE!!..STILL POSA..
& MUST LOSE 5 KG B4 RAYA!!!!
HOW lah others people easy to drop like 10kg ..which for me its a challenge task!

SLIM..SLIM..FLAT TUMMY..FIT ARMS..NON FAT THIGH..& FLAT BUM!!!
I WANNA BE SKINNY!

Monday, September 08, 2008

i miss....


THE owner of RED CAR!

"saya bujang..takde GF" said him over the phone

dalam hati:"so wat it gonna do with me..me pun single gak..relax"

ala mr -ess-o..if only u know how crazy am i to u!
but i know my limitation..can only like aje..hehehehhe

Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Dang!

i miss to be away..
be on jet plane & feel the wind..the sea..
but musti KURUS..SKINNY 1st


taken by my dinda..
i know am her fav subject when taking this kinda of capture..hehehe
the extra fat that i wanna to lose weight but likes it existance

Sunday, September 07, 2008

mision:be SKINNY!!!!get rid of the fat!i WANNA A FLAT TUMMY!

dun u guys miss me?

i just lurve this pose..hehehehe
i lurve the bj..the others days..its like a bit ketat for me..
lots if baju now is ketat..hated..hated..
i MUST LOSE WEIGHT!


THIS IS HOW FAT AM I!
NAK nangis when i see this capture..
gila HIDIOUS..
i hated myself..
just look at the neck are & the chin bone
i dun hv any pun..
so sedih sangat 2..
now..pergi mampus about others..
if i dun want to hv nasi..suka hati nak makan ke tidak


Life is either saving money and wasting time, or wasting money to buy time.

Exercise is better than dieting alone for many reasons.

First of all, dieting, what are the first three letters? Die! Your body thinks it's dying.

We need to modify our food intake and develop a lifestyle plan that works, rather than going on diets. Diets never work and they never will.

Exercise is important because strength training, resistance training, and weight training will help boost your metabolism throughout the day.

Cardiovascular training helps you burn more calories during the exercise itself but not necessarily after the exercise is over. So, we have to exercise in addition to modifying our food intake. Due to the fact that we'll be able to increase our metabolism, it's very likely that you'll actually be able to eat more food, and still get even better results, if you're on a consistent, diligent exercise program at the same time that you're modifying your food intake. It has to be paired together.

There's no possible way you can achieve your overall optimal results if you only diet or only modify your food intake.

gosh..relaxing weekend
didnt go back as to budget

am really NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT
GI MAMPUS NGAN PEOPLE YANG SUH AKU MAKAN NASI
PEDULI APA AKU
SO FAR AM A LIVE & NO PROB..
IF AKU GEMUK AKU YG SUSAH
SUKAHATI AKU PASAL NIE AKU PUNYA DIRI

I DUN WANNA TO END FAT..
AS ITS HIDIOUS..
IVE LOOK AT THE CAPTURE WHERE AM TERIBBLE HIDIOUS..
WAAAAAAAAA..

I WANNA TO LOSE WEIGHT
5 KG AT THE END OF RAMADHAN..
& BY THE BIRTHDAY WILL BE 5 KG MORE
TOTALLY WANNA MUST LOSE
10KG

I DUN MIND BEING SKINNY
YEAH..AS I THINK I MUCH BETTER BE A SKINNER
HEALTHIER
I HATED THE EXTRA FAT THAT SURROUNDED AROUND ME

FOR THE FASTING MONTH
I COOK!!!
AS I CAN CONTROL THE AMOUNT OF THE FAT..& OIL
THE ONLY OBSCTALE IS THAT I EAT AFTER PRAYER WHICH IS NOT GOOD
IVE NEED TO MAKE MYSELF DRINK LOTS OF H2O

IN BETWEEN WAS IN T-es-CO
the others day..
they were flat pans & pot that i lurve so much
selling at incredible cheap price
but as i was budgetting i cant buy it
i really hope those still on the racks
i also like this runners & selling price was really affordable

since i clean the house few days back..it reasonable to lived in
the others kinda lazy..
in between..i hated my stuff being SHARED
i hated sharing stuff
food ok..but i dun like sharing stuff
then tak pandai jaga

bear in mind that any cookware yang non stick
cant used the besi nye sudip..idiot!!!!!!
as its scartch the non stick things
i wanna hv those cooking ware yang kaca..
i buy those stuff for long use..investment
& i know i take care myself good
imaged my fridge was being used but never been cleaned
& yeah..i think in future am gonna lived on my own..

enough of the babbling..check this link out!

http://www.videojug.com/film/how-to-lose-weight-fast-3


am highly in MOTIVATED to lose weight
10kg!!!!
i know i need to lose weight as
  • all the pants r so ketat-revealing the bum
  • the pant r worn out-the tight look so hidious
  • the pants that i love so much look hidious on me
  • i can feel the 2nd,3red tummy..arghhhhhh
  • layers of fattest on my skin body
  • am feel lazy & heavy
  • hated the big boob...
  • long sleeves that i hardly worn ketat
  • the new bj that i buy also ketat
  • can see the bra when i wearing buttoning shirt
  • all the shirt seem so fit
  • the buncit & lemak tummy
  • the hidious tight & arms
i wanna be skinny..be bonny..
ive NEED TO WORKED HARD FOR THIS
FOR THE BETTER ME!!!!

GUYS..SUPPORT ME OK!

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

today still cuti..i lurve it!
i cook egg tofu w sosej n oyster sos yesterday
a bit dissappointed as i wanna to hv brocoli n the egg tofu
it turn out ok
i managed to make myself a corn bubur..
the sweetenest was ok but i need to make it thicker
& then i realized i didnt add a bit of salt..
after the modification i made after breakfast..it turn out to be good!
it was a lot..so i gave it to the kids..they enjoyed it

later at night i was craving for tosa-i..
went to town to hv it
i just lurve town yesterdays as there were no people ..
it was a bless..

room still a mess..hahahaha..
so lazy lah saya

i lurve peace & harmony

1st day of fasting...
alhamdulliah..it was a bless..