am writing frm a fast food.d school r treating us n d kids .wohoo!habih diet ku!.

I have never been a millionaire. But I have enjoyed a great meal, a crackling fire, a glorious sunset, a walk with a friend, a hug from a child, a cup of soup, a kiss behind the ear. There are plenty of life's tiny delights for all of us.

ive a happy life..

my outfit 4 2day..minus d earring..
ada kan person yg look me from top 2 bottom..
i lurve d ku-rung material..it was love at d 1st site..
i did burn a hole while ironing it..but since its like my fav pices..
send 2 tailor and tampal..
yeah..saya sgtlah seorang yang berjimat cermat

feel like my own room..
i was in my fav mall..hehehehhe
d best part ..its pinkish in color

this is d thread where i made my own sca-rf..

at 2:30pm meting..
i dislike..hated..benci..
the meting..especially d chair-person..
hahahahahahaha

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es-so text me in morning..
super duper mood booster.
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hated the coming meting..arghhhhhh

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meja di bilik saya..begin 2 look like a table

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the weather 2day seem nice

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AM MUST DIET..
but why of why food sgtlah sedap

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bored..malas..lazy...
feel like cooking..but lazy..hheheheheheh..
apa lah nak jadik ngan ini perempuan..

meeting kids at 10pm..
didnt go out frm room since morning...

br kemas suku bilik..
i need 2 get out frm here..

fa-shion n me..hehehehehe

proof that my hair is getting so loooooooooong

taken while driving..
yessssss..am a genius i know that..(smile face)

me today..saturday n bati-k wearing..
i look so happy kan...
as dok ambik gambar..hehehehehehe

my beautiful saturday..hehehehehe

work..photo...at hostel
highlight:ess-o call..informed me his bought a new gadget..
why u must torture me with this feeling?
arghhhhh

mission:wash my clothes!

i feel like crying as i hated the place..
i hated it 2day..i hated..i hated..
i feel i wanna run away..now..

ive class at 10:50am..last class...

i hated kj..
i hated d admin..
i hated all people..

i wanna run away

REPEAT THINGS

• my hair is getting long..n thick..but i lurve it simply as when i wore my scarf i pull it high n my scarf look nice....
• am gaining n eating..do fasting please
• my jurnal food for 2day..had this 1 piece of kuih kacang and half murt-abak at the kids place..watermelon n drink coffee a lot
• kerja byk tp malas
• i need 2 change my life..my style of living
• jgn jadik malas
• I NEED 2 LOSE WEIGHT
• I NEED 2 FASTING N EXERCISE..
• I NEED 2 EXERCISE..
• I NEED 2 FINISH MY WORK
• the net is playing "chip-more w me ...
• i miss my shopping but i need 2 save..
• i NEED 2 HAVE LOTS OF SAVING
• I DO WISH HE CALL N PLEASE TAKE ACTION LAH
• I HATED HIM...HATED..HATED
• I dun understand myself at all..like him..hated him..am so "out of lurve"
• forget 2 wrote that d kam-bing did sms me..but boriiiiiiing
• am still alive in this place
• work people boring..
• i need 2 get a LIFE!!!!!
• i miss my happy me..i miss myself
  

i hated d feeling

am in denial..am hv 2 stop think about e-ss-0
this habit is not a good one for me..
he is killing me softly..making me vulnareable..fragile
am so used 2 be an independent woman..
plus i dun know the intention

am afraid of getting hurt
i dun want 2 fantasize thing that am not mine at all..
i dun wanna 2 day dream..
i wanna be happy in my pace..

i need 2 do something..
2 get rid d "i like him" frm my system..
"edd..dun u feel so stupid tht he didnt hv any attempt to know u better"
"edd..u cant read this fella mind at all..his way of life.."
"u didnt even know if he attached or not"
"u didnt know if he has a good attention on u"
"i hated how he make me 2 rely on him"
"i hated how he me so like him so much"

i need 2 get rid him..
be happy in my own..
1st things..change my phone screen saver(done!)

me..

this is my table at my workplace..
i lurve this place ..sgtlah cozy as ada line net at behind my place n direct fan..

how i wore my scarf 2day
n my fast make up wore..

was on d phone w mr-ess-o in evening
mmmmmmmmm...
i miss his voice..i still am..
but i feel a bit akward w him...
i dun know..

when she happy..d world sang w her...

this is me 2day..
am wearing my scarf back as people keep saying/comment that i wear
my most expensive scarf everyday
geram pun ada...
apa salah wear it everyday
1stly it was not sold in ma-lac-ca kay
its like am the only person who wear it in here
but we lived in a society so i wear my old scarf
i think i look so different with previous as am wearing make up

and td ms in my class this particular student
said 2 me:

"miss lawa hr tue pakai bj hitam..tudung hitam..mcm exec..bla..bla"

n the person is a guy...hehehhehehehe

i lurve 2 dress up..i do...
mari kita make up....be pretty n lose weight kay!!

1st ly :look how fat n bulat am i..
MUSTI KURUS....MUSTI KURUS..!!!

he make me in a mood swing..he who melt my heart..

i received a mms at 11:50pm frm mr-ess-o
but can only retrieve at 4:40am the next day(which is 2day)
i was jumpingly happy..
damn he is so cute ..sgt comel..
sgt sexy..
(d later one is sgtlah penting)

why o why..
he is so stupid..lembap..
hey mr-ess-o..
i like u..
i miss u like everyday..
i wanna here ur voice ....hehehhehehehe
i miss ur voice n those sweet smile..

mood:must diet n lose weight

2day is tues-day
i hope watever decision i made will do me good in future
am totally bored w this place..the people mostly
and i feel that am not going anywhere
i was torn a part actually
but i pray 2 d Al-mighty that the decision i made is a wise one..
a decision that o shall not regret..
decision that would make me a better person..
i pray 2 u dear GOd..do blesss my decision

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i miss KL..
i miss it..
i miss d night life
i miss d food..
i miss d mall
i miss my family
i MISS MYSELF D MOST
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d reason i didnt go back as am saving n try berjimat cermat
as in d month of september ive 2 MAIN event:

• my roa-d tax
• ei-d+fasting month

but padan muka sendiri
tempah baju banyak sgt..
now am thinking on 2 pay for the baju
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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i need 2 make a written jurnal (continuously) about my:

• expenditure
• eating habit
• gratitude jurnal
• everyday life

i need 2 read more

i need 2 save more

i need 2 ikat perut

assembly at 3pm..sgtlah buhsan...
gtg now..miss me kay

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dear ess-o..
i miss u..

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am craving for

• food..hahahaha..nak diet tp crave nak makan sgt lah high..food that i WANNA include:
• takoya-ki
• anykind sotong dish preferable..kerabu squid n tomyam
• choc cake w yummy sauce
• saka-e sushi
• yong tau-fu(br aje discover this morning)
• twiste-r drink
• spaggeti..a home made spaggeti
• cendawan..homemade stir fry w lots of garlic
• teh O halia
• anything w ch-ili padi-lately like suka rice..but that one is so no no
• baskin-ro-bin ice cream
• potato soup..salad..anything potato(home cook)
  
• fish..tala-pia things..any fish..protein..(home cook)
  
• kailan w salted fish(home cook)

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i SHOULD SERIOUSLY DIET..HIGH PROTEIN DIET..
no more carb kay gal!!

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2 days ago i had this masak lemak dagin-g salai
it was marvelous..d santan i meant..so berlemak..
yeah that high calestrol..but it was damn good!!!

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SAYA MUSTI KURUS..LOSE WEIGHT!!!

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my damai sunday

see 2 things here:
a.my pinklshious b.kurung
b.my so naik cheek..arghhhh getting so fat here..arggggh
ESOK MONDASY SAYA MUSTI FASTING!

they r so obedient..yeah..nakal as well..but still controlable

i lurve now how i can wear eyeliner bwh mata..hehehehe
my so called "ultimate eyel-iner..me kena practise wear
between..just bought a new lip linear..
d wonder of make up...hehehehe

i cook this!
its a mushroom stir fry w lots of garlic..
garlic is good for health..yum2

its monday people..
i late for my 1st class..
i forgot that its d week B..arghhhhhhh
3 class in d row...sgtlah penat..
n great news..
esok me dicerap ..sgtlah happy..hahahaha

wat i do...during d weekend..yay!

notice d cutestness..hehehhehehe

stuff that i shop..
the basic need..
detergent 2 watch clothes..
accesories..for me n gabby
bread 2 eat w cheese..yum..yum..
diet stuff..a MUST..cereal!
n mushrooooooooom..yum2..
i made a stir fried mushroom..
can eat for 3 person..cost bwh rm 5 aje..
sgtlah berjimat!

i bought this as i come w a cd..exercise cd!
lets lose weight people!

i was craving for saka-e sushi..but here where got the outlet
so i went 2 hv d alternative..
compare w my fav outlet
d cheapest plate here is rm 2 while my fav is rm 1.90
lots of variety in fav outlet
the service r so and so..
wat i lurve here is that its the free flow of och-a(the green tea drink)
free..i cant resist things yg free
but the waiter will pour it for us..
i miss my saka-e sushi..mmmmmmmmmmm

mcm vacation pic kan..but this is at my sch-ool..
sgtlah mendamaikan..
among my fav spot..

how i wear my very bery expensive scarf in a row....i know..im such a good gal..

its black in color...n its match all
notice the red dress am wearing
had it in 2008 but just wear it for the 1st time in 2009..july 2009
i lurve the dress as d material is a flowing one..n its red in color..
nie mood malas..so just a simple attire..

its been ages i didnt wear this b.kurung..
so being lazy i ironed the tops(d material is easy 2 iron)
n wear it 2 class..
w the same scarf but being a creative person i paired it w a lovely brooch that i bought in sa-bah in dec 2008..wear it for the 1st time officially in july 2009..

d b.kurung that i wore cost me only rm 15 aje..bought it on sale in ma-la-cca jj early 2009
notice all the bag am caring
am caring 4 bag on my body..MIND u people..its 4 bag..
my baby de-ll bag,a lcd ba-g,my multi-purpose nike-gift bag n my MNG bag..
n look d same scarf..hehehhehehe

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the scarf that i wear is frm mu-nawa-rah..
its cost me rm 50..
i think the most expensive scarf i had so far..(t-ie-rack didnt count as i event i purchase it at rm 65 yet i receive extra as a complimentary..)
so must utilize it till i fulfill d value..
thank god its black in color so that i can wear it with so many clothes..
yes..a such a great cons-umer..hehehe..