i hated d feeling

am in denial..am hv 2 stop think about e-ss-0
this habit is not a good one for me..
he is killing me softly..making me vulnareable..fragile
am so used 2 be an independent woman..
plus i dun know the intention

am afraid of getting hurt
i dun want 2 fantasize thing that am not mine at all..
i dun wanna 2 day dream..
i wanna be happy in my pace..

i need 2 do something..
2 get rid d "i like him" frm my system..
"edd..dun u feel so stupid tht he didnt hv any attempt to know u better"
"edd..u cant read this fella mind at all..his way of life.."
"u didnt even know if he attached or not"
"u didnt know if he has a good attention on u"
"i hated how he make me 2 rely on him"
"i hated how he me so like him so much"

i need 2 get rid him..
be happy in my own..
1st things..change my phone screen saver(done!)