its 5 & 6 raya & ive all this FUN!!

we were searching for high & low for pool..& this is wat we found!
wat best..is FREE on that day(FRIDAY ONLY FROM 4pm-530pm)..heheheh(i cant resist FREE & CHEAP stuff).
it was huge pool..2 type of deepness that i can still jejak my kaki..
went w two great gal(that ikut my instruction..heheheh)...
capture lots of pic ..EAT great FOOD..wearing a new wear & goggle..

i learn that i lived in a place where punyalah banyak pool kat my area..
just wanna to go @ not sahaja..
& i ought to train/practise myself to not use the answer of lacking of time as an excuse..
cepatlah cuti sekolah..!!!!

i CAN DO half split..heheheheh..

am gorgeous..am genius..am a gal..REPEAT after me yeah!

am back at camp..
yeah..earlier i know but work..work..
no work..no moolah..
no moolah..no shop..no LIFE!

suck things happen..
i lost the keys room..have to ask break the room..
panic..padan muka saya!
punya lah susah nak break the door..
i feel wanna cry & blame over my stupidity..
arghhhhhh..padan muka saya!!!!

others good things..
ive my new langsir hang..
its striking green & got this smilling cow printed..
LURVE it..as it make my room so BIG>>BRIGHT>>HAPPY>>CHEERFUL
now..hv to clean the room..kemas nota..mag....change bed sheet(its Pingu..yeyeyeye!)..pasang new lampu...GET A NEW DOOR!!!.. mop lantai..cuci the toilet..
bestnye ada my own room..the santunary place..
(dinda..i lurve the curtain so much..think nak get another panel for the rumah's warden room-ive 2 ROOM here of my own..see..im so blessful gal)

hv pic also to sent ..awesome one
& lots think to blog..but since the door nye kisah..
later..now..wanna to get sleep..& rejenuvate..cya!

naik kilos lah

i was craving for nasi the past days..
its UNLIKE me..
a monster just invade this body..
HUARGGHHHHH..
i didnt know wat happen..
nasi is so sedap..i cooked the stuff(yeah its a homeMADE-AS more healthy stuff)
nasi goreng hentam & boys!!!! the outcome is simply YUMMY..
HAVE to dit..diet..diet..cruz..cruz..cruz wanna be..

and today..am craving for n//a/si/ l/ema/k
sio one lah..those fatty,high kalestrol one..
plus no gerai jual..hv to make one..
& u know wat..i COOK again..
never lah i cook the fat nasi..but desperate kan..
& the outcome so lembik but still so fat one..
janji hilang crave

huargh..after this back to fast again..then diet & healthy stuff..
hated when am gaining..which i think am gaining

tired?heheheheh..but somehow i like the outcome..like so demure..hehehe..perasaan..

u dun get this chance often u know..many thanks to both cousie..mem & nana..
for making this HAPPEN....aku tau korang punya tebalkan muka for my action..lurve u both..mUAH!!.(eh..bukan selalu ke aku buat like these..hehehehe)

yeah..that gal w those red slipper & shopping bag..ITS a HAPPY ME!!

a very dear frenz of mine yg punya lamalah tak jumpa..i bum into him & wonder betul ke mamant nie..then i recognise the voice..gosh..its good to see old buddy..
he said things that make me smiling from ear to ear..

"dulu u cute...now u GORGEOUS"

wow..im was like blushing..hehehehe..but deep inside im so happy..hahahah..
but he added..
"but edd..i like the cute one b4"

mmmmm..i wonder..but still i think IM BOTH CUTE & GORGEOUS nowadays..heheheh
now as nana word of wisdom
"dun touch ur face w ur hand..its full of germ ya know.."

kena bg practise myself..clear..clean skin..in between..just to remind me i bought myself a myr 130 beautification stuff..which i intend/wanna myself to be really strict on following the beauty regime..hv too..MUST..

i must cruz45 & extra GorGeous..
work hard ..its not easy BUT it is simple
i can..i can..i can

hv u try the s/u/b/wa/y?just prepare to trade the red note w wholesome meal(DIET stuff equal to healthy)..

wat else if not the festive capture..

2 person was missing..twin & big bro..depa raya at utara this year..
LOOK!!at my greeny bj kurung..yeppie..its striking stylo this year..

i bet everyone know where is the spot..shop..shop..spree..spree...
dun u just luv to hv lots of moolah..holidays & being a gal..

yup..my girly stuff

another girly stuff..

gosh..went to mall almost everyday..yeah!!!
like balas dendam lak..
im thankful as i managed to get the stuff i want..
the striking green bj..the beg..the pingu bed sheet..
visiting all mall..pay bill & debt & today i managed to get an earing
its been ages i hvnt buy any & i think mine already hilang but
after few attempt...i managed to wear both..
its s/u/m/m/e/rs/e/t b/a/y earring..
i like the color & wat best is was on discount..
yeah i cant resist good bargain...a bargain gal am i..
its just less tahn myr 9..price that i can afford

so raya esok..yeyeyeyye
& diet & EXERCISE i shall..
lots of h20..& workout..

suddenly i feel happy lah

arghhh...must CRUZ 45..must..must

i feel fat..i hated to feel fat..
i hated a bloated tummy..& my arm is like huge
i think my boob & bum getting big as i think like am gaining
a body sign that am weight in danger zone..
cannt not go more.
fatty..flabby..arghhhhh
i hated myself as i didnt exercise as im suppose too
its flabby..its hidious
kena gak exercise..
napa lah lazy bum sgt nie

reminder for myself

• exercise..skip..jog..
• fasting..control food intake
• drink LOTS of h2o
• no nasi after this..
  

at home finally..
raya lagi few days...
got myself bj raya already(the color that i want)
& so far ok lah..
time to clean house & errand at home..

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by the way..its DE/P/A/V/A/LI today..

mr hitachi..HAPPY RAYA!!

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been taking a lots of pic the past days...
later aaaa gal...me sent it

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post raya-plan & so many plan..
happy & happy lah i think this raya..

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capture of the week,,ive been BZ..bz..bzzzz

i didnt buy this dress although it only myr 13..its light pinky & streachable.
a very minor defect & i personally lurve it..i look good in it too..LOOK..FLAT tummy..NO tummy(hehheheheh)..but at the end i didnt BUy it...takjub saya for myself..heheheh..budget conscious

only myr 10 ..fully coated w choc & damn sweet..

a frenz datang ziarah..kamariah namanya..so kami bwk jalan2..& makan2..

one of the new BJ raya that i bought..

ME!!! & my neekon

remember the song..how can this happen to me?...
well ive encounter it again..PADAN muka saya..
it was meant to happen i think..
no reason..no excesus..
am feel nothing compared to previous..

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lots of pic taken gal..
but a bit tired as i was running MLC to KL..
w the work & the car..
wah..raya in few days times..

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1 MORE to go HoME..YEAH!!
i really cant wait..

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yesterday..i realized that
this year my twin will not raya w us..
& it makes me think that i dun have a partner in crime masa pagi raya
partner nak gaduh..partner nak tolong mama..heheheh
sebagai ganti kakila..:

"kau musti kasi aku duit raya"

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tak sabar nye nak balik...
mall.spree..food..home sweet home

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in between..ive my own fridge & my wash machine..
alhamdullilah..
now..start saving..berjimat /berhemah berbelanja
& pikir camne nak gain more moolah....

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im tired..
i feel fat...
i wanna to lose weight..
i need to clean my room..
malas..malas..malas.

Smile! It's a wonderful day because you're in it!

dearIE fat..please go away..i wanna to be C/RU/Z/4/5

We can buy bed but not sleep
We can buy position but not respect
We can buy house but not home
We can buy clock but not time
We can buy flowers (presents) but not love
We can buy book but not knowledge
We can buy medicine but not health
We can buy blood but not life

i just wanna to lose the kilos..
i wanna be in 40kg group
i wanna to feel good about myself
i wanna a flat stomach..muscle arm..no fat..fit & slim..
its not hard..i can..i can..
keep telling myself that

i dun know Y i suddenly like to post this pic..

its SUNDAy..
waaaaa..esok sekolah..
malam nie kena jaga budak lah pulak...
petang jaga post..
waaaaaa..nak balik KL..
& suprisingly..im still awake..
ari nie bgn awal at 5am..bersahur..
do SKIP 250X..
& surf..hehehehhe

dinda msg will go shop w twin at my fav place..
huarghhhhh..nak balik...

i found new word today..
moolah..stand for informal term of money..
yeah..pandainya saya!
i trained myself to lurve word(eng word) as to improve my vocab..
i push myself to read book & use DIC whenever i found myself w a new word..
write it down the meaning & learn to use it in my writing..
many times that i told myself to buy a good DIC as i WILL use it..a WORTH moolah!
still today i hvnt bought one..(still ive few DIC)
i remember reading an article about reading a PAGE OF DIC everyday..
its DO u good in a LOng run..mmmm..kejap buat..kejap tak...
kena ada CONSIStency..
yeah..everything in our live need consistency
& that bring me to my CRUZ stuff
a frenz of mine at camp today..weight herself..
& to her disbelieve,she drop from 52kg to 46kg..
WAAAAAAAAA..
Y i cant be like that...
Y lah my body susah nak turun like that..

to my beloved yoyo weight..

do drop the kilos..
i must be lean..fit..slim..& cruz45..
please..help me to be one..
the next L/i/n/dS/A/Y ..
cruz..cruz..i MUST..

its D/E/P/A/R/A/YA IN less a month & X/M/A/S in 2 month times..yohooooooo..cuti!!!!

You are E/L/M/O.
You are cute, and everyone loves you.
You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing.
You never hurt feelings and seldom have
your own feelings hurt.
Life is a breeze.
You are witty and calm most of the time.

Just keep clearof backstabbers, and you are worry free.

saya pelik diri saya..
IM STILL HERE>>>>
am I insane?
huarghhhhhhhh
nak balik umah

i pray that my life is full of HAPPY smile & a good ending..ME like the color of the rainbow..i want..i want..

wed errand:

im so bz w class & student..
received a awake up sms from dinda..
the kambing one..mmmmm..
ive plenty to write but later..
the past is past..
we must look forward for better future
& the kambing used to use the future things
over our issue..& i believe its good for me anyway..
LOOK at im today..
im much a HAPPIER>>MERRIER>>GORGEOUS gal than before..

forgiven but not forget.
its the end being in grieve..a NEW Beginning
of being ME..
how life is simply beautiful & MEANINGFUL..

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nOTEs:
gal(u know who ur r)

actually missing u & all those fav place..
huarghh nak gi shop..(despite kena berjimat)..@ spree..& look for the bargain

i tried to buat biasa..tahan2..
mmmmm..ive crazy things in mind..hehehhehe..
like balik ari ke..just to fulfill my need..heheheheh

twin:wei..bj raya ada dah ke?
nana:kau tak mau masak cheese cake ke?buat aaaa..aku gerenti balik..
MEM:kau balik bila..for ur info..me cuti from 19 till 29..mmmm..me nie SINGLE person tau unlike the two..hehehehe..
dinda:wei budak kecik..lama me tak do spree at MV..stay there!!..

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& today..khamis..
at this very hour tak tidur lagi..
hahhahah..esok padan muka..class so pack..

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acne still there..
my complexion is dark..gelap..hitam..
dun be lazy gal..CRUZ wanna be 45 & adoring edd
mmmmm..i pray for murah rezeki coz need to buy those beautification stuff
as well those losing weight stuff..shoes..swimwear

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as usual..i SO WANNA lose weight..
i hvnt weight myself for quiet sometimes..
i HOPE i LOSE like 5 kg...
after all is the fasting month isnt..
i ate..only 1 times perday..
& yesterday was good coz i didnt feel hungry..
i can strave myself for more than im suppose..
but since im kinda a person that lurve h20..
so i get easily thirsty...but its ok..after all im consuming fluid..good..diet stuff

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my kaki feel sakit a bit..lenguh.
i guess of i hvnt skip for quite a while..
mmmmm..dun be lazy lah..
mind setting..losing weight..
i know i be happier & content..
when i hit the target..
cant gain any grams pun..
exercise..EXERCISE..!!!

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wei ..dun lazy ..coz u wanna to be cruz45 & feel good about urself

• i managed to skip 150x
• my face naik acne yg me think banyak
• balas lauk breakfast my neighbour by buying soupy at the market
• my HAIR is getting long..saya makin tak selesa..
• betapa pemalasnya saya rasa ari nie
• managed to buang sampah
• managed to bayar my card after fail few days due to the machine out of service
• my bro lend me myr..
• i need to service my atos
• i think i gain weight as my tight look big
• ive to skip more
• ive to make myself not lazy
• malas nye nak kerja esok
• saya nak balik..cepatlah cuti..cepatlah gaji
• huarghhhhhhhhhh
  

saya membebel ari nie sbb saya lapar lah

b4 i forget..

my bro..the 3rd one said that

"kau nie boros aaa"

since dia nie tak byk ckp..& selalu kata2 dia nie betul..
am i that boros?..

bila think back..kinda betul..
but..i think the past month back..
macam dah insaf sikit..
boros nie like so BESAR maknanya..

yeah..i shop for stuff..& that stuff i used
@ pakai kejap2 sbb sayang mahal
@ tgk occasion..mmmmm
think to ponder then..

but really..since im a BIT matured nowadays...
& how i need to make my dream into realization..
i need to be financially wise..

well..ive to be wise SAVE as
i wanna go & travel(lots of place)
i wanna be very good at taken picture..
i wanna be expert/good in IT
i wanna to LOSE weight..to the weight i want that is 45kg..then 40 kg..

basically...i wanna do stuff that i WANT in my LIFE..
i dun want to regret any in future..

so far..i thank god as HE has gave me so many GREAT things..
lurve..family..care..healthy..being a muslim..a heart..

its is ME who going to use & appreciate it wisely..
mmmmm..bulan posa nie kan..
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anyway..
i feel the mood to shop..hehehhehe..
well i think i wanna to get me

• a branded..sport shoe..a good stuff..a real& meant for sport..despite of the price..coz i wanna to invest for exercise regime..wanna to cruz..slim & FIT
• A sport bra..hehehhe
• a new langsir for my place at camp
• new bj kerja
• new tudung
• a comfort shoes
• perfume..
• mineral make up..& skin care

& few stuff such as baiki my atos..& i feel like wanna hv a desktop..(sudah tamak haloba)

i think i wanna get a new swimwear..i found a good pieces..but i hvnt lose the weight i wanna..
bila lah nak reach 49 nie..the 40 nye group weight..huarghhhhhh

my weekend...i wonder Y i didnt go home..mmmmm

there r new mall open here..not bad..
since i lurve h20..so i kinda like the fountain

i had this during my breakfast on saturday..
the meal consist of 2 drink(manggo& coffee),a huge sandwich,a pie,a mashed potato, & a (L) fries..& i finish it all..all for just myr 15..included tax..
it was really fullfiling stuff..

i think i look small in frame..petite....heheheh
losing weight i must MORE!!!

i lurve the original shot of this..
this has been crop to get a sharper imagine
i keep telling myself that i need to learn to use the pho/to/shop..

I LURVE THIS FRUIT!!!!
its sweet..juicy..rare type
i simply lurve the color & its effect on the bowel..
GREAT diet product!