few minutes w the net
am tired w the camping ...
its used 2 be things that i lurve...

why am think..
am not happy..

dear god..
do show me the wisdom

and yeah..
am freaking super duper fat

make me happy..will u?

aint it gorgeous and on bargain..
yet i didnt buy..regret a bit..but i was no moolah!

lurve the view and air there

i lurve this two kids...
senang aje jaga depa sbb i ada boybabysitter..hahahaha
and they so easy 2 please..
i miss the boys..

yes...a DINNER w mr -ess-o..
he wear his bj me-layu but cover w a black ree-bok jacket
and he wear sport shoe w it..
i was a bit shocked as he is not that kind of pers-on but he said it comfortable 2 walk..
he introduced me 2 this makan2 place..
and we spend time 2gether..hahahahha
i know am so pathetic..but finally!!
i cant help myself smiling..
he said he fat..but mana ada..
seriously..he has the sweetest smile ever!!!!
(ya..sy memang craz-y over him)

nota:yes..it is hand only..
for some reason..i can only show u his hand..
yes..those sexily cute hand..lurve2.
i always thought wat he think of me saying his hand is sexily cute..
hehehehehe...betul...sgt2 cute ok...

When you make someone happy, you become happy, and then people try to make you happy.

i lurve this photo as i look tall and slim
wohoooooooooo

i made these..
yes..ur truly made these...
omg..so yummy good

my beloved dinda..
she how she glow and am look so decently happy

my sop-an attire..
i wanna to be skinny so badly

i see..i smile and i create....voi-la!

4 photo purpose...

w the help of workers here..i managed 2 turn a cd and spice's rack
into
a productive item for my accessories!
i lurve it!

my lurve....photo...picture n Dd

sgt gemuk..DIET N EXERCISE EXTREME AFTER THIS!!!!
LOSE WEIGHT GAL!

THE DO-NOR...
ARGHHHHH..

GORGEOUS ME!

can u believe if i said she is my ex- student..
and future b docto-r
and she own ni-ko-n -D-9-0
am telling myself...
SILA LOSE WEIGHT!

mode:smiling ear 2 ear

to myself..

• may u always finds happiness in ur life..
• may u always be in happy in ur own skin
• may u always accomplish ur life mission
• may u able 2 hold the property of a new gadget
• may u able 2 save moolah
• may u able 2 travel and see the world
• may u find ur truely life partner
• may u able 2 swim
• may u go and climb mountain
• may ur always be urself

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"the person is out there..perhaps..the person is in different continent..perhaps..the person is also waiting for me..perhaps the person is just in front my eyes all the times and far worst...
perhaps that person already die..."

--me
on believe-ing in -Jo-do-h

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the person told me the truth..
the person told his plan 4 future..
angry n feel used ..fell like smashing the person..
yelling screaming..arghhhhhhh
..that how 2 mark my feeling
arghhhhhh..
but then..
at least the person is honest..
and at least i i know directly..
it will not be a torturing moment..

therefore..
lurve urself ....

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