i desperately need to lose weight!

am mentally tired & sometimes i wonder..
do i hv to work & play like this till i die..
i enjoy studying..i enjoying my work life..
but somehow..its much too demanding @ am cant stand the pressure..
gosh...am praying hard

i truely appreciate my privacy..my happiness..
& the people & stuff that i lurve

i need motivation to keep on going
to hv faith in myself
to lose weight!