"thanks edd,u make me feel confident to take picture..as in the past i hated to see myself in the capture"

"w u edd,i enjoy bergambar"

"edd,u make me feel lawa lah in ur capture, me like it lah"

"kau tak ada tak best lah ida,balik cepat,sapa nak ambik gambar kita org karang"

"kau nie edd,pelik lah,ambik gambar aje,tp ok gak kan..baguih gak kau nie yek"

these are some of the compliment that i get-langsung @ tak langsung from my beloved family & frenz..
am glad in my 28 years of my life i somehow did some good things in a life of others although some of my capture is still amature..am still learning & hope to be the best..

i believe anyone can take capture..yet..there must be a passion & lurve & crave & the appreciation of all the simple things in life..

ive learn that its not how big ur tool r @ how huge is the pixel r but on how u view the capture/pose & u managed to preserve the emotion in just one click-its not easy ..yet practise make perfect!

despite all those jelingan(narrow minded people) & kutukan ("apa lah camera kau ida-lembab" & "ingat camera ida cant gerak2..static pose aje":fav statement from twinie & cousie)..i still believe on my my neeeeeekon camera & the talent that i have..it is sanity..the inner strength & my happiness..

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lately am feel so bloody stupid
my intelectualnest is draining from me
lacking of reading,surfing,intelectual chat make me feel so insecure,
brainless & not motivate at all..

i hated myself in this condition

yup!i hated to see me

• fat,hidious,chubby
• stupid,lack of reading
• grumphy
• crying & moody

I NEED TO READ!!!!

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