my BLURNESS 2DAY

dont what wrong w me 2day..i've no mood at all,

i angry,i feel like to kick
someone ass(in fact i do...that
bullshit will pay his price),i wanna scream
at people,i fed up of straving
myself,i hungry,i fell hatred,i want
revenge,i feel fat,i wannna to be cruz,i
wanna myself 2 be 40kg,im broke,i
wanna vacation,i wanna haagen dass i wanna
expensive icecream,i wanna go
shopping,i wanna window shopping,i wanna 2 spent
money,i wanna 2 try new
outfit,i wanna puke,i wanna 2 do 8 hours exercise non
stop so that i can
burn that calories & kilos,i wanna 2 fit into swimming
suit,i wanna to
go to shopping mall,i wanna skip work 2day,i dont want 2 think
anything,i
wanna money fall from sky,i wanna jumping rope 500X:only manage 2do 100X 2day,i
wanna watch movie,i wanna 2 take my NIKON-i miss my nikon so much,i WANNA My
nikon...

hish..hish..hish..

im not me 2day..i wanna cry.might be i PMS,my sugar level drop,argh..i donno..i wrote email 2 noni....i feel that i need 2 express my feeling...

HAI DIK..


akak rasa tak bersemangat je
2day..
argh....
akak masuk office jam 3pm,msk highway,then akak pikir
takleh jadi nie..akak kena makan icecream..so i drive to mcd yg kat petronas
tu.....ye..ye..ey makan mc flurry oreo...heavennya..

please make me
laugh..napa yek..
might be sebab:
a.ari nie bgn late:plan,akak nak gi
ambik my nikon..i dont hv any free days except next week.
b.i think la my
blood presure low sbb i CRAVE for sweet things..he..he..(that brought me to
drive 2 drive thru mcdonald..

apalah kak eddihie melalut nie..sorry
lah dik,im not myself 2day..
akak macam nak ponteng je kerja so ari nie akak
datang pakai bj baru(i bought it long time tp tak pakai2 lagi sbb tak ada d
right occasion 2 wear)& beg MERAH br yg tak PERNAH pakai lagi..siap semua
akak br bukak from plastik..& i eat ICECREAM(IT still ok sbb bukan soft
drink:i ban myself from soft drink..he..he..he..)

sorry ye
dik..saje je akak nak melalut nie..im DAMN BORED,TENSION.& i feel like
crying..he..he.he..reason :DONT KNOW...might be related 2 PMS..

ok
dik..love u laways..still hv hawa no .IS 0122858662

p/s:i feel this feeling since yesterday..thank god WEI call testerday..we talk about 2 hours..i feel relief yesterday..i feel bless hearing his voice,i laugh & laugh & laugh..that my real laugh as for yesterday.