take my hand ..calm

if u guys notice..i been extremely bz..
am sorry gal..
nak blog pun tak sempat..
it seem my life kucar kacir w lots of things to do
io blame myself for that..
that y..i rarely balik only for important stuff...
school holiday in few months times..
so dun worry gal..i will entertain u guys soon

am in new diet phase..
trying to acdjust to it
lately nie..since life kucar kacir
all those diet..& exercise thing fall apart..
of course lah..i cant let it be like that kan..
i NEED TO BE SKINNY!!!!

the weekend was pack...
the snippet:

friday:
camp-l/r/t-flower-sa-te-twin's place

saturday
twin's place-wawa's place-aza's big day-fatima's house-ESS-O HOUSE-cz' abby's place-camp
reach the tol at 2am..get sleep..awake at 6am..drove again 2 camp..
630am reach camp..get a bit rest,change dress then headed to charity work

sunday
spend 8am till 6pm at charity's place
6pm till 7pm at the beach..giving myself time to rest
7pm till 8pm rest n change dress
8pm till 10pm-journey back & fourth sending dear azza
10pm..doze to sleep..YAY!!!!

hectic right!!

but of all things..
going to esso's house was the highlight
he make me clam.
yup people..CALM!
was i suppose to hv this feeling..
is it the right feeling..
being hurt in past has build up a fortress
to others..as am afraid of letting myself hurt..
plus waste of time..energy & mooolah!
i never had this feeling w the moron..
w ess-o..he was somebody else..
i think i made an entry about him
like sob..Y i like him..
he listen to my crap..he soothe me..
he gave advise that i can accept.

ok..i like him..as
a person..
not coz his look..
but i like the way how he behave..
he melt my heart w his smile..

i dun want like to be terhegeh2..
let see the progress lah kan..

pray hard..really hard..amen