my sunday start semangat nak exercise
ended up modified n baiki my cheong-sam
my 2 pant n some scarf susun

i need 2 do my home work but i did start at all

saya musti diet..musti kurus
as am freaking gemuk
i let u know the current weight now
its 58 kg..yes..that heavy..
am now hv a lots of fat..
fat in my tummy n waist
big boob n bum
no longer abs n am so freaking lazy
am feel like crying n hated myself

i hated being heavy n fat n especially at this weight
as i look ballon up
the boob r so big..
am proud of the boob size but its hard on me to fit the clothes
n not nice people 2 see
u know when u wanna wear the button shirt..
u can see the bra..n when u wanna wear this nice tops..
the extra pound just make it not nice the tops

heart is beating fast
n i wanna marah people..
starting 2day..
am making myself lose weight
hated the muff-in things..arghhhhhhh

the wire is making problem lak...
i need 2 upload pic lah ..arghhhhhh