today biasa..& im happy coz its exam week..
so tak penat sgt..
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in between im glad today that i able to take a nap..
syiok wei..till i receive a call..then i wake up

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i been fed well..
i ate breakfast at 9am-the noodle rice goreng
i ate lunch at 3pm-the noodle rice soup
& ive plenty coffee & h20
basically above its good coz i ate twice a day in a time gap yg not too long...
hehehehe..so basically ive to watch over my diet lah kan..no nasi..mmmmm

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in between,managed to uninstall program & install it..hahahahha
me think its a huge success..coz i do its on my own...
kejayaan peribadi nie..

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& by wed working day..
ada big boss coming(& i hvnt really prepared well)
i just hope i dun need to do any presentation..(suck gov people)
biarlah jelah i listen to their crap..
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i missing home so bad that for sure..
gosh..the work tak let me balik like always..

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i booked my plane to enjoy myself in august..
& today they start like crazy 99 cent airfare..damn cheap wei..
i wanna travel..doing backpack..
mmmmm..travel for the sake of jejalan..tgk tempat & of course pic..
dun wan to waste much on accomadation(gosh im reading too much travel matter isnt)
i think if i cant go abroad..jalan2 in negara pun ok kan..
i wanna go to R/E/D/A/N/G @ P/E/R/H/E/N/T/I/A/N @ S/I/P/AD/A/N
lying myself on the white sandy beach & dip myself in the crystal water..
forgetting about work matter & just enjoying the wind & the wave...
gosh..saya kena bercuti!!!!!!!
but if only i can get myself a new swimwear & a pool that would be great enough(at this very moment)

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i think god has answered many of my prayer..
by showing me thru hidden way
for such i used to work like hell (still do now) & taking leave from work is something that ive to plan month earlier..(i luv working..)
but nowadays..i get cuti easily & free..weekends...& earlier punch..
but in return..there come big responsibilty that i used to dream to be one too(MMMMMM)
anyway...im grateful & blessful for all this..
so jangan malas yek..& bersabarlah

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i wanna wake up from sleep knowing its weekend..
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that im in long holiday
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that ive a great night sleep on the comfortable bed around
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that ive settled my work & everything is working as i plan
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that is still morning & not noon(i get dizzy lor).i prefer to wake up morning..u hv the energy
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that im not late for any work @ appointment
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that im still alive,bless w loving family & frenz & a great job in the whole wide world
i wanna wake up from sleep knowing that i still hv my gadget running well & my net functioning

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i was reading an entry..about she & her luv life..
gosh..im so wanna to hv BF & be in luv
..hahahah.but wait a minute..
i come to my sense..my logical thinking..
till that someone appreciate me then i let myself to be in luv
coz i think im happy this way...
yeah..im a happy not attitude like teacher that wanna lose 10 kg
im luv myself...being luv by others & happy..& i will not let myself to be mentally sad by luv..

i learned that if i cry over relationshi named luv..
meaning i cry coz i been hurt physically @ mentally& being hurt so badly that its destroy myself..my happiness of my own

i need to think back whether is that r/ship is worth a lot..
gosh previous experience taught me a lot & im glad i encounter one..
im not getting any younger..
i realized that but ive a heart as young as 15 &
physically sometimes i act like one lah..hahahha
i wanna be luv by someone(different sex lah)..wanna to be sayang..
wanna to be hold & be safe to know that ive had found the mr right
& till the day really come..
i think im happy like this..