wat does H>A>P>P>Y means to me?

being able to see & spend time w old frenz though its just an hour..
& those frenz accept me for wat me used to be
& do all those crazy stuff..hahahahha

being able to eat yummy damn goood food at affortable price at the convinience & comfartable place...
being able to pay for a half price refillable drink
being served food in a large potion but paid the average amount..
being able to enjoy things that not found at camp
being able to feel guilty over good yummy food & forgiving urself at the same time..

know its my property despite ada hutang lagi..its mine..mine..mine
being able to utilize it my own time
max speed wout any interuption..

being able to eat those fruity stuff alone...3 kilossss(me sedekahkan 5 pcs to my frenz..the rest..mine...mine)
being able to not feel hungry...wout taking food..doing exercise & lose 10 kg
being able to weight & see & maitain myself as 45kg person