she has all night long..

its cuti..ye people..its cuti...
smiling..happy..bahagia indahnye!

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yet am still at camp..
why..
coz am wanna enjoy d day..
enjoying life at the slow pace

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sunday activity:

wake up late..
attend wed at m-uar..
1st time being there
went back..
n night send frenz at central..
n end d night

monday activity:
wake up late..
rasa aman sgt2..
lipat kemas bj
OMG..so many bj..
hook 2 net..

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i'd wrote so many times that ive so many bj..
yeah..ive a lot
i dunno why am keep buying stuff..
td i was thinking
ive 2 stop the crave of buying any bj..
no matter how cheap it is..can i?
i can i think..just self disipline..n sedar diri..
realize that i nEED 2 SAVE MOOLAH
Realize THAT IVE SO MANY BJ THAT I DIDNT WEAR..
are gal like this?
as i buy clothes as they r freaking cheap..
as i i dun hv the pattern yet
as i need 2 hv it
as i rather spend my moolah on something that can be seen rather than
eating/stupid stuff
previously ive crave of buying toys..shoes..bags..
then i stop..sedar diri..so now i recycle the old stuff..
as ive a lot from previously
but the problem is that i wanna bj/wardrobe so badly..
ive lots of scarf..i realize that..but when the time came..
i said 2 myself..i dun hv tudung..scarf..
am so angry w myself..so teruk i felt..but the need 2 get the new stuff..
2 add to the collection will ease the pain away..(like reward for byk kerja)
I NEED 2 REALLY2 SAVE..
N STOP BUYING..
I CAN..KENA GAK AS I NEED 2 SAVE..

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on wed will be the convo day
i plan 2 buy/designed my own bouquet of flower-berjimat cermat!
bj dah ada(as ive lots of bj kurung/sopan)
n tudung(ive too many that each scarf is a new item)

i pray that i be able 2 wear scarf heartedly.(AMEN).
i lurve my collection of scarf..
(see saya matang sesuai usia)

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i think its weird..
that i wanna my hair 2 go long..
i lurve my current hair
why..as
its not so thick..tebal..
n d current syampoo that i used is working well w my head..
seriously..takde scalp..tak gatal..
i can even not wash d hair for a week n its work wonder..hehehehe

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