i miss myself..

the camp w crowded w people..stu/dent//people..etc..
there official ceremony was cool..i lurve the speech by the vv-ip
broaden up the know-nledge n upgrade my spirit
i pray that ive enough strength,moolah 2 further n upgrade myself
2 be a better person..in life..amen

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1 days more 2 school holiday..yay!

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I BADLY NEED 2 LOSE WEIGHT
MUST KURUS..KURUS..KURUS..
must..must..
be skinny..be lean..
jgn malas nak senaman..exercise

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i was thinking of me being happy..but how?
i lurve taking photo..its makes me happy
i lurve 2 jog..exercise..it makes me feel good
i lurve 2 window shop..it makes me completed(broke as well)
i lurve 2 ga..ga..over good looking guy..and gal(hehehe)
i lurve 2 swim..n anything watery
i lurve 2 write
i lurve 2 so something creative
i lurve 2 smile..n laugh..but its being hard for me nowadays.
i miss hug from family n frenz
i miss 2 talk..

its so hard..
y...
emotional collide..

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i need a hug
i need 2 laugh
i need 2 be far away
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i need 2 hv something new..
mmmmmmmmm

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i need 2 make myself happy?how?
hari nie nak kena jog i think..
y lah am so lazy..

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between d team win 3rd place
in the scien-ce thing..hapy..n proud!!
ive a dream/target
that i would want my team 2 win..score something for this match
a year ago..alhamdullilah..
its granted..
am so thankful
as am grown up..
i realize that god will not gave it d easier way..
but ive 2 earned it..
and thousand kesyukuran..

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when people talk about marriage..
i dun hv feeling
i just hated people who said that
"kau memilih sgt"

nak aje jawab

"kau sibuk pasal..so wat..of course lah..sukahati aku lah..
nak bg 10K ke?.."

ive million of things i wanna do for myself..
but marriage i can see the last..
not i rejected faith..but..ive firm believe 2 jodoh..
i believe HIM had made a path for me..

i see myself discovering new places..experience
earned lots of mooooooolah so that i can do lots of good thing w it
secure myself w good job..
lurve wat am doing
do good w society
make my parent happy..
loved by family n frenz..

i pray for external happiness...amen..

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