i really hated it when i really need rest@ sleep..
brats knocking at door & disturb..
i was really mad & i couldnt continue sleeping
kau susahkan aku..aku susahkan kau balik
which i did..i went checking each block & halau people who intend not to go for prep

on the other hand..
i hated it when my makan things is becoming an issue..
i know my body limit lah & those who know me knows how i eat..
(NOW am know am fat..sbb its me who see it...am not that skiny going to die supermodel as i know my body wouldnt able to be that die skinny body-which i wanna really-

i just that i wanna to be in 45kg weight

as i could remember how i feel so good about myself last time..
IT is about self esteem..about liking urself..about giving urself stuff that make urself HAPPY..)

i lurve to eat..but ive to control freaking crave otherwise i can easily ballon up
& i just hated to become one.arghhhhh
people..society..they just suck

am really not in the mood as i been disturb from sleep
ive to work w lousy people..ive to work w brat..
i hvnt visit any huge mall..i hvnt really go back home

i really cant wait esok..
spending time w myself..only me
regaining myself..my happiness..