am mentally challenge..how i wish its cuti

1. i think am gaining weight..am feeling the fat things..i think this is due to the FOC food..the nasi..lack of exercise..arghhhhhh..

2. ive started the "W" things & i did wonder Y on earth do i join it after a tiring day training..
i almost quit the 2nd day by not coming(coz of nak settlekan kerja)..but this is things that i mUSt do...already late to change anythings

3. i lack of motivation w the kids as things didnt go well as i wanna it to be..& i prefer the others batch..but wat to do..

4. i think i began to lose myself..my smile..my laugh...my uniquieness..i do miss home..miss mall..miss my time for myself...