i lurve going to wed coz i can wear LOVELy/fancy wear..but to be in ONE..am not sure..

i believe that woman/gal deserve/hv right to demand..
be it in her career @ her life affair....
she rules her life..as long as its doesnt against the value..

its remind me of:

"salah ke to demand 4 an expensive wed ring that u been dreaming since childhood "

"salah ke to be fussy..to be choosy coz its involve my LIFE not urs"

"Y the issue of kawin..i dun even had a decent/good man to be married to.."

"Y the issue of biological clock is TICKING IS the factor that need to be mention"

"can the M topic not to be discuss today"

AM not against any of M things..
Am not angry at any people..
Am just wanna to express my thought..
just to let me REALIZE that my HAPPINESS IS MY MAIN PRIORITY..
FULL STOP..

don't ever stop yourself from crying. just let it go.

if i must CRY..its should be a HAPPY cry..@ syahdu@ sebak feeling
if i must fall in LOVE..its should be to someone who know wat is it..
if i mUST hated.let it be the last resort..
if i must revenge..let it no be happening..
if i must chase/curse people..just pray it is not U!
if i must awake the whole night..i'll sleept the next day like a log
if i must to dera myself..its becoz am been so lazy..
if i must homesick..i must go back lah
if i must be stingy..that me im broke..kena berjimat cermat
if i must lose weight..I MUST LOSE WEIGHT lah!cant afford to be unfit