im should start saving strictly..i can & i must..
well not forget paying my debt..i HATED being in debt
but 4 a person that need retail therapy to clam her nerves is it possible?
well i think i did managed to starve my nafsu & buy only necessary stuff
& i bought purchase yg totally bargain..
& i should be thinking saving seriously..
i hated to be broke..i hated to be in debt
i hated i cant buy stuff i really need..
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basically i was no mood today..
saya sgt teruk..seriously im not happy..
Y i just dun know
here at camp this unknown feeling always occuring to myself..saya sgt pathetic..
& as usually i went out..& try to eat..
wat i hated here is the food is not consistent unlike mall at home
well home i can hv variety..at wat ever time..the only matter is the jam & the petrol
but since im so hungry i treat myself a myr 4.75 not-sedap-but-eat-coz-lapar
& hv this high paid BK shakes coz its out of my expectation..
there goes my myr 15..
i hated when i paid mahal for not satisfied stuff..
at this hour i miss william's..i miss the steamy hotdog..i miss shop at AP..(in between did i told u the fast food stuff is like a king's feast to me nowadays as nak makan kena drive jauh unlike home..

i miss home..i know(gosh makin teruk kan saya nie)
i think nowadays i didnt ate proper stuff meaning vege as i used to eat a lot b4..
i wanna fried fresh vege..sendiri masak..
bukan beli but wat to do...dun hv the stuff by my own..
gosh..that y..no fresh home cook..
no fresh cooking stuff..no good food when i need one..
i miss my happy comfort yummy food..

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in between,managed to go near a place under the bridge..i TOOK PIC..
so at least ive do some HAPPY part 4 myself..a bit cure lah
then its a smooth ride in my beloved companion A & still taking pic while hand on wheel(yeah i do this stuff..ambik gambar masa bawak atos..TERROR kan..)

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i need to be totally harsh to myself as i wanna lose weight..
i was browsing my own diet book..well my weight has not been drop to the weight i desire& been fluctuated aje..which i dislike..
i think i need to be harsh to my diet again..mmmmm..very susah but i must(abih aaa..kena be strict to my own mood)

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im really dun hv mood..
sbb esok kena sekolah kot..
which meant tgk budak2 lagi..
bosan its true..
i lurve my weekend..napalah musti depa disturb things that i lurve

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