at least ive my abby del & my reliable net...

1 class today & im so tired..
lazy to be exact..damn lazy..
napa lah kena kerja?
-sbb nak byr utang,byr keta,bg mak abah,shopping..paham?
-tak kerja takde duit..
-tanggungjawab..

i never hv this feeling b4..
in fact im so workaholic..i dun mind working 24/7
taking leave is so a HUGE decison..
but now all i wanna r weekend..holiday season & mon to be cuti..

Y OH y..
i never had this sedih at home..
i rather to stay at office (prior to the surf matter & aircondition..anyway things r differ there..many unsure things happen..& god has make a very good plan for me then)

might be coz of im far from HOME(even its just 2 hours drive)
might be of the people here
might be coz of the treatment i get
might be coz i hated people who taking advantages on me..
might be coz im so pamper
might be coz im so fragile
might be coz im still wonder wat im doing here
might be coz i dun know how to managed my time..

& to settle the HUGE prob im having..(hehheheh)
i modified @ make room renovation..hehehhe
well kinda major one..now my spacious studio apartment can be divide to toilet(merangkap bilik mandi & tempat basuh),bed,kitchen,reading area & working place..hehhehe..
hope this motivated me lah..
the cons here is a bit dim lah..light so only one..
but i like my work place to be near at window..(window yg like jail one)

now..kena kemas all those paper bg nicely order & apa to preach tomorrow..