at ease

i went jog for the 1st time here at a park located 30 min drive
hahahhaha..
me just wanna new environment
cant compare my santuanry place..but oklah..
at least dapat gak cuci mata(huarghh...miss cuci mata)
even though not so many choice..hahahha

then headed to Jj ..bought myself
~ biskut cruz
~tuna cruz45 spicy
~soya cruz45
~pudina(im going to make a arabic tea like the one i had in tarbush..)

itu je...
gosh..me really need to LOSE WEIGHT

huarghh..like fat today..coz i eat a lot
big butt..big boobs..huarghhh
hated myself..
hated myself

jum said to me..
"dont care wat others look at U..just look at urself..
berapa weight kau nak.."

yeah..

me wanna be like 45...then 43..then 40..
now like so static..
tak mau turun dah...
huarghhh

now back to basic dieting..
more protein..
satu ari makan enoygh..no eat stuff..
no nasi..
no oily stuff
no midnight snack!
FASTING!!
air kosong only..