another date...huarghh..nak pakai bj apa?

"hi comel2,i wil b in kl tmrw.i giv u a call once im thr"

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i feel excited..but deep inside..huarghhh scarynye..
hahahha..me like this always..gamble..scare..but pretty fun...
at this very moment..im thinking deep..wat im going to wear..tommorow..perhaps tonight..
hahhhahha..gatal gi offer ajak2 ayam ..if that joget2 wanna meet up tonight..
huarghhh..im totaly unprepared...
wat bj..wat make up..wat rambut
muka like so serabai..w my pms..w my tense..w frizzy hair..
hahahhaha..
kawan only but like going for a date..hahahha

yesterday boy i was damn tired..really am i..
i ate..i did..still i feel weak..& dizzy..
my main guess is i dont hv sufficient sleep..
mana tak nye everyday..sleep above 3am..
gila tak..but y im enjoying it despite of the adipex nye kesan..
joget2 said he becoming near xmas but yesterday we YM & he ask whether i be here(home) weekend..
i said yes ..so far no plan..
(actually nye reason not go out COZ i no money..next week gaji masuk..huarghh..mau shopping..mau service car..mau byr kakila..mau paid phone bil..mau SAVING!!)

im really excited to met joget2..
boy he had really nice eyes..cantik...
the hursky..sexy voice..hahhaha
apa lah nak jadik aku nie..
not to mention im scare..
i dun want to lose good friend...
joget2 a good friend to chat w..
so lawak..so charming..
if given choice..
i rather not to met up for the sake of hvg a ever lasting good friendship.
but life is about gambling isnt..
& i would really luv to see his lovely eyes..
plus..joget2 yg eager wanna see me..hahahhaha
so..as usual..
bj apa nak pakai nie?..