FRIDAY 13

listen to hitz(my FAV radio station ever),2day friday 13...napa yek?dj tu ckp lah kalau friday 13 mcm bad luck..really?.whatever ,but it is funlah...bila pikir d day itself macam 50505 ari tu...tak sempat nak write blog on that.

yesterday ,go outing ngan fau...nama je dekat but jumpa after a year..last time jumpa dia masa kawin leen..that almost a YEAR..nasib baik lah keep in touch thru mail & phone..napa ya susah nak c our good buddies..macam nudge..(i miss her la)..dekat gak kat PJ...last together masa feb 14 2005,kami celebrate V day sesama..ha..ha..ha..BF gi training..while aku takde BF..bagus tak

dulu,bila pikir pasal kambing tu..argh..boleh gila,depress,hypertension but that was almost 2 year...& i prefer lah jadi kawan dia sekarang....dia ada buat cabaran sedar tak sedar aritu..dia kata

"sampailah dia kawin , baru aku kurus kot"

i'll take his word..

current weight 59kg...10 kg baby to lose baby..

yes,I LOVE being single..flirt w any guys i want...no string attach...tak yah nak pikir birthday ka,apa ka..hidup nie for my pleasure only...tapi if mamat tu..ok kot..cian dian semalam call masa keluar ngan fau..nak berborak lah tu..musti dia ada prob @ boring..sorry ye sesangat wei..

talking about this wei guy..i thank him lah sbb give me hope that there still a person that i nak still ujud & single...bijak,humor,funny,childish..caring..bila tgk wei nie rasa happy je..yes!..he make me smile...for a day..(ari nie datng kerja pun sbb dia..ha..ha..ha..ha..nak tgk dia kan)


"bglah dia suka aku..sedarlah aku suka kat dia.."44kali

ok je kalau nak make d step but since dah berborak@ dah kenal dia so kita dah tahu dia mcm mana, rasa tak approriate lak nak destroy this beautiful relationship...

kenapa musti suka dia
1.dia bijak..terror IT dr aku..

2.aku boleh borak ngan dia mcm2.art,mucis,world,politic ,everthinglah..macam kambing dulu tak...dia moody..aku dulu tak suka bila keluar ngan dia asyik ngan phone dia..bila pikir balik..no respect at all kambing nie..but that was b4..kan..sekarang..sorry lah kalau nak bully aku..im tougher now,more intelligent & im independentlah..

3.he make me laugh,smile,happy..ada one occasion masa aku borak ngan dia kau tension lah dgn si kambing ngan kodok nie...i'll ring him sbb nak hilangkan perasaan sedih nie..he was there & he make me smile..aku tak lupa sampai ari nie kata2 dia.at d end of d conversation

"sekarang pandang kat side mirror kau"

"napa?"

"pandang jelah.."

"napa..kau nak takutkan aku ye.."

"takdelah,pandang je.."

"yelah."

"nampak muka kau senyum tak..ok dah.."

"mmmm"

i think it was really sweet,for 1st time,w this approach a person make me smile macam tu..it touch me from d bottom of my heart.never ever im being treat like this..from a malay guy..

4.history cinta dia mcm aku..so aku paham perasaan dia..ingat senang ke..sayang gila ngan org tu then org tu dump kita macam tu,macam all d years tak di hargai.dia ckp mula2 susah gak dia nak terima hakikat but then he ok..macam aku gak..even dah tak cinta ngan si kambing..i really treasure him sbb,it that failure/sadness that shape me today...independent,strong & positive person.now,happy sangat sbb tak yah nak pikir benda yg remeh temeh nie..la nie pikir keta,ptpn,umah,insurans,parent,& ultimately career.

5.his voice..his appreance,his happiness..tgk dia je..muka cuka jadi manis..kita nak tersenyum,tersengih,tergelak semuanya lah bila kita inperson/face2 face ngan dia.

6.sharing our dream,like,dislike,amiring,hates & everthing.aku keh cakpa..apa je ngan dia..susah nak jumpa org macam nie..dia terima aku kawan yg seadanya & aku terima kawan dia yg seadanya..dia tau aku diet...

& pelbagai lagi..nanti tambah lagi..6 tu kira byk gak kan..tapi tulah dia tak berapa pandai ngan keta..br ambik lesen..sabar jelah...

nanti story lagi..