i hope my mum understand my need n feeling..

i hv to admit that
there is the time where i think hvg a kenduri kawin is hassle..
marriage itself is a different story..kenduri is different
one things that i like about married is that
marrying someone that we lurve(if bukan arrange marriage lah)
meaning ada end to the relatioonship..the good end..
there is hala tuju n days is spend w people that we lurve..
to grow old with..
for thickness n hardship..
for happy n sad..to grow a family..
even actually there a lots of sacrife..

am not afraid of commitment
am not afraid of settling down
as i believe the time will come
if HE izinkan

i dun want to rush..
i dun hv anyone that i fall into
i even dun hv moolah to get married
(i hope that when the time come..everything going to be smooth)
seriously people who made bussiness from marriage certainly building an empire in a long run

just imagine..
the hantaran,the door gift,d make up..the kenduri..
OMG..
like my bro said..can make payment for house
@ even bought a small car..
how crazy is that?

i witness lots n lots if wedding..
i actually enjoy wedding as a guest...
means i get to dress nicely..
i get to wear make up
i get to see pretty people..
i get to see people..
but to be in one..
i guess let the time answer it all

am not rush for commitment
that one for sure