i miss myself dearly..

i post this captured as i miss the beach..the wind so much
am so bloody tired..stress..blur..mad at myself..lazy..pemalas..
that i didnt go to the beach to take a breath of fresh air & the lovely sunset..
i just dun know wat has happen to me..

i feel to be in bali @ phucket @ cheapest pun..sipadan ke,PpTkgrk ke @ perhentian..
guling2 atas pasir..the wind..
arghhhh..i can just feel the tranquility..the grinning...the relaxing moment
cam nak book the ticket & just go..

as am hvg this flow..
boobs is big ..tummy bloated & hidous..
the feeling of fat & ugly
& luckly the acne was not that bad as previous..

i feel to cut my hair..
but at the same time i wanna hv this long curly nicey goddness look hair
(dun know how to tell the exact work & lazy to put capture..but that hairlah)
but i know that with the coming heat & tense that id be facing..
shorter hair will make me happy..

& i realize that being a single..not attached
i rarely had my pms..& its really a great one
(that great coz others than that, ive suffer the back pain..the bloated tummy..the endless pain..)

i wanna to go on jalan2..
(i really miss penang)
but i really need to lose weight 1st..

i wanna a hug..
& i really need a massage..
back pain..legs..i work too hard

gosh..pre symptom of cuti..
dun u think?