esok hv to work & its going to be a very bz weekend & month..i wanna time for myself..

1 day am 50kg..weight back today its 52kg..arghhhh
cant blame others..only myself..MUST DIET!!!
please..edd..u dun wont to be fat..
u dun want to look hidious wearing ur baju..
must stop eat nasi..think rational..think cruzwannabe45..
must remember that lots of pant will be so tight & so hidious looking
wanna look good wearing ur shirt
wanna hv a flat tummy..cruzthigharm & the whole body system..
please..please..u must lose weight

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i know am suppose to save..stop spending..huarghhhh
the list:

• 6 pairs of earing that cost myr 20.3 pair as a given to jan
• 2 pants that was a bargain at t-e-s-c-o.black colour: myr 13.90 while the stripes:myr 16.90
• 2 pairs of black sock,90 cents each
• a black wrap dress (lurve it-like the one at n-ic-hi but lesser price)=myr 29.90
  
• a pinky colar stripes children shirt=myr 10
• a greeny children shirt=myr 3(damn cheap,material was good that i grab instantly)
• a black m-o-r-g-a-n shirt =myr 13(finally a m/o/r/ga/n...horrah!)
• a blue d-i-s-n-ey children skirt =myr 5(for jani's daughter)
• a grey children shirt as a present

& i found lots of nICE stuff to buy..but since ive lots of liability..i really cant..
i see this nice phone holder..nicey children shirt(that i can fit into)
but then again..later..i need to pay bills 1st!
& i really need to be strict w myself that i cant splurge as i wanna a new cam & a dslr
& to add..i wanna go travel..cuti2..doing adventures stuff & passport..

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work pending
room is a mess..
ive lots of bj..y do is shop for more?
ive lots of earring..y lah i buy more?

i wanna to stop time..
to let me sleep for a while..

running away is not a solution..
apa2 pun must face it..

wanna to clear of debt..
wanna more moolah..