today was ok..not so stress..i lurve camp wout class..
today i ate nasi(broke the rule)arggggggggh..i dunna wanna be fat again!!
guilty..guilty..marah diri sendiri

today also w diverse mood..
happy..sad..tense a bit..etc..

but a call & a chat w my two fav guys..jum & sob..
i cant help myself by not smiling..happy..& feel good!
guys!!!!!i miss u both!!!

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in between..hated my weight..my fat..
arghhhhh
hated wat happen to my face also nowaday..
hvg pimple..breakout..hitam..sunburn..
am so bloody hidous..arghhhhh
make it worst..on top of my lips..is so dry..that its hurt
the weather was so HOT that i hate to see my face..dull..gelap..arghhhh
i wanna hv a clear complexion..

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i wanna to be STRESS FREE..
I NEED A HUG..& MOOLAH..& CUTI

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I REALLY WANNA TO BE SKINNY..
WANNA TO BE WEIGHT 45 KG!!
Y IS IT SO HARD?

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