its amazing how i survive my weekend here..

arghhhhh..am hidious..am fat..
face getting lousy..i feel flabby..
muka like kembang..
am look like so tak bersemangat..arghhhhhh

i was told yesterday by a same batch of educator here that am sort of berisi..
unlike last time where i am dead skinny..yet he said that i look better now
but me myself think/feel that i prefer those skinny..look..body..
when i think back..the past week has been lousy..fat food..arghhh..
no choice,lazy,no time,super hungary,need energy..that Y..
plus w the lack of EXERCISe..arghhh..i used to jog..JOG To lose weight..arghhh
napa susah nak lose weight..napa cant just the extra fat dissapear

the 2 reason 2 REGULARY exercise is because:
-building stamina
-nak lose weight..burn those fat must exercise..
arghhhhhhh..

in between..how i spent my weekend?..
got training w the people of the camp here..
jungle..night walking..& yeah..menembak..holding those riffle..
not easy task i tell u..especially if u really tired..but i really enjoy it..
chance of life time..

others..duty warden & makan at pantai(fried squid & baked kerang)
spend time tidur late..wake up late..eat hostel's food & basically i spend my weekend peacefully here..& u know wat esok sekolah...ive no life..SAVE ME!

this is because..ada kerja kena buat..paperworks & preparation 4 class..
(hard 2 work w witty people here..ada aje observation & all)

2 dinda..sorry 2 hear that u sick..but look at the bright side..
i believe u lose kilos..isnt that amazing..
i wanna to lose those kilos..i hated myself when am fat..arghhh.

now i wanna pray that broady will be a good net..please ya broady..