its been makan week..huarghh..i dun want to be fat!

sleep time:2 am
wake up time: 530am
then sleep..then wake..then sleep..then awake
look at the brighter side:30 days like this..
am CAN LOSE weight!!!!
yeppie!!
hv to lose weight..hv to cruz 45..hv to..hv to..

ive been here at camp for 12 days..
huarghhhhh..it feel like a month..
am like missing home like crazy..
am missing the pool..
am missing the freedom
yeah..i miss my mom & the brats
i wanna go home..but i cant
ive to be strict to myself..padan muka saya!

between:2days going to be very bery bz:

• got makan2 again!!!!!
• my door still kena repair
• am angry to myself coz hv to bwk kids to buat acc..suck..suck..suck..am so stupid..am so soft hearted..arghhhhhhh..yesterday..ada budak ask me to print pic..arghhhh..i wanna cry..i wanna scream to those brat...apa depa ingat aku nie..driver..am so angry that am crying..am so angry it ruin my mood..am so angry that i just wanna hang note at the door..2 days ago there kids asking me to iring them to their advis home..THIS i refused as i know it will leave me burden..make me burn out & come on..y must i involved in something ur freaking lazy/many excuse/nak senang advisor duty!!! this me dah bijak sikit..i neeed to put ME 1st..i need to put my hakiki work 1st..arghhhh..am so angry..i cant even talk about it..am can only cry...i wanna balik!!!!
• am hv to jaga exam petang
• am need to clean room..ive told myself this many times already..buat lah jangan malas
• am need to go w atos mate to buy grocery for coming friday..makan again at my place
• am need to clean the homey rest house for the coming friday
• am to settle my paper!!!!wei jgn malas!
• am need to scheduled the jaga exam paper & call the ketua one..

on lighter note:

• am thinking/dreaming of deeping myself in pool
• am wanna learn to swim..class nye
• am wanna to jog
• i need to get my mp4 back@ buy a new battery @ buy a new one..hehhehehe
• cant wait for the make up stuff to reach home
• cepatlah cuti!!!!!