happy bunny...happy tassie...happy pingu..happy ME!

am so bless dapat fast..breakfast at home
the weekend, i spend sleeping ..shopping..jalan2..gal's out!
GREAt food..bargain..cuci mata..
how i miss my KL so much...
gosh..me..twin & cousin(punyalah lama tak gal's out sbb everyone r So bZ)
we ATE..WE shop..WE jalan2..

LIFE is DEFINELTY great..
lots of photo taken..
please be patient aaa korang..lupa nak bwk my usb wayar..
malas nak bukak laptop aaa..tgk lah if rajin karang...

me start the day w a bit weak coz ive FEVER
(sometimes i lost count how many times i sick for a month..ive fever that makes me so weak..
when i meant weak..it really weak..the only cure besides medicine is mall..but am too weak & tired for that..mmmmm..life in M/A/L/A/C//C/A has change me much)

then it was swimming..(2days straight..& im easily tired..guess coz i lack/low stamina & the fever things)
then its was the glorious food..
the icecream(haagen mind u-its cost myr25 for a 2 scoop & brownies but heavenly it WAS soooooo good..)
the salsa fries..
the pie(nana's one)
the laksa..the kebab..the cheese choc..hhehehe..

a bit terkilan coz we didnt spent the time at I/K/E/A/ & W/I/L/L/I/A/M
perhaps others time..

see..im a eater..i ate a lot..
stuff that i lurve..& simply cant be replace by food at camp..

i remember saying this..

"nie takde kat M//A/L/A/C/C/A nie"

"huarghhhh....esok posa..tak leh nak makan kat sini"..

i enjoy food..i lurve food..
but my body ..my stomach..my tight..my arm..
cant tolerate all those fat..
to make it worse..
i will gain weight..i will look teribble..i will feel bad..
that Y..
i need to diet..
need to always keep my mind that i CANT gain any inch..even a pound..grams & kilos..

i rarely exercise nowadays.. & i blame myself for that..
i cant use time/tiredness as an excuse not to exercise..
EXERCISE & diet is really important to lose weight
& if u can see the picture timeline..the way i see..from my album..
it took me almost A YEARS to lose the weight..
a years..365 days..12 month..
& i know i can simply blown up in just a night..

now..i just need to find way..to keep me
energise..energetic..lot of will power..
to exercise..jog..run mill..skip 500X perdays..
eat 1 times only..less carbo..no FAT..
LOTS of H2o..no soft drink & no nasi..
till i become cruz45..

its hard..but its not impossible..
its all temptation..& myself desire..
i guess../ i must..search/buy vitamin..
i cant let myself weak/demam/lembik..
i must be the hyperactive edd..

& yet i still wanna FOOD..
i lurve sweet..& spice..

in between..
am proud of myself that i managed to tahan myself to shop..
yeah..i shopperholic am i..
coz of the ive debt..
i need to pay bills..
need to bagi makabah & all..
need to save..

2 month to end 2006..
2 month b4 i turn exact 27..
am dun want to be old..feel old..get old..
am WANNA be the kids at heartfor as long as i lived
wiser..healthier..skinner..mature..grateful..HAPPIEST
wat hv i achive thru out the years..
things to ponder then...