i wanna to write so many things..my thought..my feeling..
but it turn out to be few only..

i wanna lose weight..i wanna throw the fat..
i wanna be 45 kg so desperately..
i wanna clear my debt so that i can shop happily
i see this new digi cam & its on bargain...waaaaa...wanna buy
i luv to see pretty woman..& today i see lots of them..how gorgeous they r..
luv the hair..the stunning dress..& the curve that i want..the killer shoes...
i really wanna shop..shop..& shop & i managed to control myself & buy these

a. jeans..cost be less than myr 9
b.branded long sleeve..less than myr 9

how i wish that i can buy blusher..more bj..but ive to be stern to myself..
how i really wanna blusher..but i cant as i need to lose weight 1st & reward myself then..

& so far..as per today
~i swim...i jog...i walk..& i eat>>>>ice cream..roti..asam laksa..& puyuh goreng...

& a frenz said i like berisi sikit...huarghhhhh..i know..scary..so scary...

in between..ive deep thought 4 today..but every things kinda blur at the moment

mmmmmmmm