i need to guling2 on pasir..hug me b4 i get drown..

im still here at camp despite my flight is tomorow at 4pm..
need to wake up so early..
need to accomplish my work..
need to singgah at cham for a while..
need to take a deep breath..
i wanna go HOME!

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my life is totally a mess..
i admit that..
hated myself..
i feel like im about to explode..
wanna scream..
wanna crash myself against wall..
bleed..enter ER..then MC..yeppie..how ironic..
then splurge myself lying..sleeping..surfing..window..jogging..swimming..
dating(huarghhh..i need 10 of it)..shopping..photo capture..best nye hidup..
yeah..
im really need a vacation..
need more money..
need reduce in petrol..
need my car to be service(me die already)
need my health..my spirit back on track..
need to hv myself..
need to be pretty..
need to hv a clear complexion(damn my face so teruk one)
need to go flirting..
need to guling atas pasir..atas katil..

huarghh..so much..so many need...

i need a hug..1st & foremost..
huarghh..
so depress..
cant wait to be on the island..