my heart say..

i just wanna noted myself that i proud of myself..
not coz others..just for my own pleasure & my motivation..
i remember i was hvg a discussion w my batch mate..
he was kinda down..less motivate w the work..
i do agree w his point..for such..i think this camp environment is just suck..
especially the old people..
im not saying all bad..but sometime..i kinda demotivate w them..
i always pray..that i gonna still be me..not matter wat happen..
if im going to change any..
i hope i gonna do me my own good....
im not really that noble..but i now im good..im decent..

in between..
he was mentioning about life goal..something like it..
like..after ive achieve my dream in life..wat would be next..
am i going to satisfied at that level onle..
wat im gonna do to benefit my environment..
well..it kinda a broad & big issue..but i think ive discuss this somewhere b4..might be the time i still studying..
as for now..my only vision @ goal in life is simply
wanan make me happier..a merrier person..
i wanna people to appreciate me..respect me..& accept me for who i am..
i wanna make people surround me especially my family & dearie friend..happy..
but b4 im gonna make them happy..
i will always wanna put me at the 1st place...
enough of crying..enough of being bulied..enough of being pressure..
i think i deserve great things in life..
god already make plan for each individual..
god might give me the hard way 1st so thatt i can enjoy the sweetest later..
i hope i gonna be strong..be wise..be emotionally stable..
this is my prayer..this is my wish..

TQ..