i eat this during my stay at malaca...huargh..getting fat ..

im at malaca at this moment..
out station..working..jaga budak..makan gaji buta..beriadah..beristerhat..melancong..jadi tourist..short getaway..cuti2 malaysia..rehat tgk umah kat camp..& etc..

hati rasa berat leave home but wat can i do more except ive to work lah..
dont come like guilty lah pulak...
not responsible
plus my reputasion also hv to jaga
well..even tak mau balik camp still balik jugak..

said to myself

" that im going for a vacation..a short vacation..taking nice clean air at camp.."

ok i guess..boleh lah..
as long bebudak no kacau me..i no kacau bebudak
i wanna to hv fun..keep up from trouble & enjoying my stay..heheheh

so far..ok lah..
i didnt hv any adipex the past 2 days coz nana mail said so..
ok..here..am i....allowing myself to hv fun a little..

eat ur little stomach..just dont grow & make ur eddcruz40 fat..
just to give u some splurge & happy..then we go back to our cycle again..

ok lah..so far ok..
i ate..i ate..& im enjoying the food..
girls..the food here R SO NICE ..SO FRESH!!!.& damn cheap..oklah..mampu..affordable..hahahaha

my record:

wednesday(reach camp)
>>late night eat to rai my farewell ketua
>>had this fish & all wout the nasi

thursday
>>jalan2 here at mahkota..
>>ate crs..a bowl of noodle soup..finish my kanda stuff..the chicken.
>>.my baskin..so GOOD!!!how i wish can hv this everyday.treat myself w chochalate maui & the jamoca..they simply heaven

maui~taste so coco..so pure blend..nicely sweet..so chewwy..luv to the very bits..
jamoca~taste coffe w almond filling..can taste the crunchy nut..muah!!!!luv it..the coffee taste can simpple be taste..nicely sweet..so damn GOOD!!

>>the putu piring at the tepi jalan..per piece RM 0.50..but really a bargain..the sweet gula & the kelapa..
>>hubby mummy wirda serve cekodok..hv some of it
>>mummy wi cook & i help..aye dinner there..no nasi..
ive made "malacca salad"~specially coz its hv cencalok..chilled it & nice..extra lemon to get rid of the cencalok smell..good for diet

today
>>had lunch at pantai..i just luv the place..food not bad..but the place was simply HEAVEN..my so called santuary..the wind r so brezzy..& ive nasi..im guitly i know but this only the place that i allow myself to hv nasi..yummy..the wind..the sea..no such place like this..the beach..just besides u aje..clean beach..nice air..not so hot weather..my very fav spot!!!
>>had myself fresh fruit~guava..ciku..watermelon & pineapple
>>2night got jamuan....hahahhaha..making my stomach & nafsu happy for a while..

my eddcruz40 prayer

"fat..please..dont emerge ok.be good..edd wanna stay eddcruz & losing more weight..spare her some mercy good to indulge the food..will be back on diet again.."