i miss home already

i reach camp at 830pm on monday 21/11/05..
my room was ok..no interuder @ watever...thank god..
clean it & make new arrangement..
got tired..red stain..im period at last..
hahahahah..susah jadik girl nie..
every month.will get this PMS things..
today ..boy it hurt..stay at room till lah 4pm..then as usual..
MY saver..NET room..

say hai to joget joget..
say hai to wei..
say hai to suky..
say hai to sepanduk

surf..mail..surf..mail..
bored..miss home..miss the boringness there..
i miss joget2 actually..joget2 so different nowadys..less passion..less interact..less communicate..
Y..though joget2 called..but it different..hated to lose good friend..
geram w joget2 pun ada..Y..Y lah..

I luv people making me laugh..make me smile..make me happy..
I rather to hv 1000 friend that make me smile..make me cry over their laugh than a lover who said i love u..then hurt our feeling..betray our trust..

this sepanduk one..lawak..really lawak one
byk ckp pun ada..
ask to met up since coming kl but i dont go out w people whom i didnt close enough & hv GF...
pretty good that person being honest & wanna sepanduk to be loyal to hers..


i believe that when u hv a commitment w a person..
it be better off that u dont try to jeopardise the relationship by seeing new friend..though it might seem a friend..but the feeling of insecure of ur partner might indanger the relationship..
if it is ME..i try to be open..but deep inside.YES..i feel really sedih one..really insecure..really bimbang one..& i believe it would be normal feeling isnt..


"LUSA MALAM SAYA G KL"
"ADA MEETING"
"23/11/05 MALAM"
"saja nak bagi tau awak"
"ala...saya baru nak jumpa awak kat KL"
"saya balik on the 25th morning"
"nak attend meeting ja"
"so bole ler kita jumpa ni kan"
"saya datang esk malam..lebih kurang 7:30 malam dari LAbuan"
"kakaka"
"ala apa salah jumpa ngan awak"
"actually saya ni bahaya sikit"
"makan org"
"apa ler awak nak takut ngan saya ni"
"takut awek saya tau"
"ala kita member je kan"
"saya dah terus terang ngan GF saya yg saya nak jumpa awak"